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[220] Wijihoyeon (2)
Goals, ideals, longings.
For Lee Seong-min, Wi Ji-ho-yeon was that kind of person. That’s what I thought.
No, Lee Seong-min also knew that that wasn’t everything. He knew it but didn’t want to express it or admit it. Because he didn’t think he was qualified.
Seongmin Lee and Jihoyeon Wi are different.
What you have and what you live by. Their natural talents are very different. Unlike Lee Seong-min, who had ordinary qualities, Wi Ji-ho-yeon was a genius recognized by everyone.
So you are not qualified. Doesn’t fit the fountain. I’ve always thought that way.
It’s unrequited love.
This is what Heoju said.
I couldn’t refute that statement. Because it was correct.
I just thought about it because I knew it didn’t suit me. She was hoping not to be touched. May Wijihoyeon always be stronger than you.
I have always wanted to remain as a goal, a longing, and an ideal.
That way you can see it from afar. You will be able to see it from afar and follow it. Because you can focus on it and not think about anything else.
Since I didn’t want to be greedy, I only hoped for a situation where I wouldn’t be greedy.
Seongmin Lee had a long silence. Wijihoyeon was waiting for Lee Seong-min’s answer.
“… … “I’m no different.”
The silence is over.
“So do i. you… … I didn’t think of you as just a friend. I always thought I’ve been thinking about the day I’ll meet you again. “I almost died several times, and I went through hardships where death might have been better.”
That’s how we got this far.
“I didn’t think I deserved it. Because you were so different from me and so much better than me. so… … I didn’t want to harbor resentful wishes. I was afraid. “When I came to desire him, I heard you reject him.”
“You’re a coward.”
“that’s right.”
Lee Seong-min laughed bitterly.
“I am a coward. Because my relationship with you was that important to me. What would have happened to me if I hadn’t met you? What if you didn’t call me your friend? I… … What if you found out I thought of you as more than a friend?”
There were many dreams like that among the nightmares I had on Mt.
“That’s why I was afraid. If I keep to myself, we can at least continue to be friends. It has nothing to do with goals, aspirations, or ideals. I am you… … go. Wijihoyeon, I liked you.”
Since when did it start? From when you first met Wijihoyeon? No, not then. While she was learning martial arts from Wizzy Hoyeon? from then. Ever since she made Wiji Hoyeon her target. Ever since she started learning her martial arts from her.
“It was long.”
Seongmin Lee looked into the distance.
“It wasn’t 11 years, it was much longer than that for me. For a long time, I kept thinking about you. I wanted to get closer to you. And yet, I wanted you to get further away from me. Because I was afraid. Even though I actually got closer to you, I was afraid that my heart would get closer to you, not because of my strength. If you come within reach of me, I will… … “I don’t think I can hide it.”
“There is no need to hide it.”
Wijihoyeon said.
“Me too. I am the same. Strange. I’m also very scared of things like this. “It must be because it’s a feeling I don’t know about.”
Wijihoyeon raised his hand and stroked his hair. It’s long hair. He did not tie it, but just untied it and took it down.
“The person I am now is different from the person you knew in my past life.”
Wijihoyeon closed his eyes.
“You said that in my past life, I hid that I was a woman. Why? Even if you say ‘I’, I don’t really know who I was in your past life. but… … I can guess to some extent. I guess it was because there was no need to show that I was a woman. Because I don’t want to be considered a woman, because I don’t want to be seen as a woman.”
“now… … different?”
“different. “Because I met you.”
It was an answer without hesitation.
“I let my hair down. He wore military uniform, but not a man’s uniform. The curves of his chest were not hidden either. Everyone saw me as a woman. “I thought it would be okay for only you to know me as a woman, but I didn’t want to convince myself of that.”
The distance from Wijihoyeon is getting closer.
“I wanted everyone to see me as a woman. So, I wanted to let you know. The person I am now is different from the person you knew in my past life. and… … today. I didn’t wear a military uniform. Do you know what that means?”
“… … I do not know.”
“You are the first to see me like this.”
Wijihoyeon smiled brightly.
“It would be like that in my past life too. I can be sure. I lived in a past life, even now, and maybe even in a different time zone. I am the only one who wears these clothes, stands in front of me, and says these things. “You are the only one who hears this.”
It felt like time had stopped.
“I don’t consider you a friend. Friends aren’t enough. “Because I am greedy, I want more, more.”
Wijihoyeon’s eyes look at Lee Seongmin.
“you?”
“me too.”
“Then don’t sit still like that.”
Wijihoyeon’s voice lowered. It brings out emotions that have been suppressed and hidden for a long time.
What will you do when you reunite with Wijihoyeon? What will happen to her? What will she do? The thoughts she always had, and from those thoughts, actions that she had not been conscious of, were carried out.
Seongmin Lee grabbed Wijihoyeon’s shoulders with both hands. When he was gently pulled, Wijihoyeon did not resist and fell into Lee Seongmin’s arms.
small.
I always felt big, but Wijihoyeon in my arms was small.
Seongmin Lee looked down at Wijihoyeon’s head touching his chest. Wizzy Hoyeon slowly lifted his head.
The eyes were hoping for something, and Lee Seong-min did not hesitate to bring his head closer to Wijihoyeon.
The time that had stopped was still not moving. There wasn’t even a sound.
The sounds of the forest and the whispers of fairies.
The first kiss I had in this life was long.
“… … “This is my first time too.”
As his lips parted, Wijihoyeon giggled. Lee Seong-min also laughed at those words.
“you?”
“me too.”
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“You probably did it in a past life, right?”
“To… … “I tried it.”
“Well, it doesn’t matter.”
Wijihoyeon licked his moist lips with his tongue and laughed like a bad boy.
“Because in this life, I am your first.”
Kuuk. Wijihoyeon hugged Lee Seongmin’s waist.
* * *
The feeling that has returned is unfamiliar.
Baek Sogo slowly got up from his sitting position. The years of penance on the mountain of Mshi are over.
In fact, she wanted to do more penance, but contrary to Baek So-go’s will, her penance ended.
“If I had done more, I would have died.”
In front of Baek Sogo was Mushi. The goddess of trials and penance, with bandages wrapped all over her body, was looking at Baek Sogo with a tired expression.
Mshi exists in this world, and many ascetics have come to this mountain, her sacred place.
Most of them were people who dreamed of reaching a level beyond their qualifications, and usually such people would not be able to endure the long period of penance and abstinence and would give up and go to the mountains.
“This is the first time something like this has happened.”
Mushi had no choice but to sincerely acknowledge Baek Sogo’s harshness. Baek So-go, who was surrounded by layers of harsh prohibitions, was to the point where it was impossible for him to survive on this mountain, let alone practice.
Nevertheless, Baek Sogo survived.
His body had a foul odor, and he had not been able to eat so much that his skin and bones were raw. Nevertheless, Baek So-go was alive.
Baek So-go’s eyes, which endured terrible days and continued penance without stopping, were as calm as if he were not human. Mushi sighed as she looked at Baek Sogo.
“… … “I, the goddess of trials and asceticism, stopped my asceticism because I was worried about the death of the ascetic.”
“I can do more.”
Baek Sogo opened his mouth. The voice he spoke after such a long time was awkward even for him, so Baek Sogo raised his hand and caressed his neck. It’s been a long time since I’ve ‘seeed’ anything.
Baek Sogo froze as he looked at his very thin and bony hands. She slowly moved her hand to trace her own face. It had been a long time since she felt anything.
Baek Sogo smiled bitterly, caressing his sunken cheeks and his body that was so thin that its bones were exposed.
“It’s gotten ugly.”
“I guess so.”
Mushi muttered.
“You don’t have to do it anymore. Even if you say you want to, I won’t do it.”
“This is not enough.”
“There is no meaning to penance anymore.”
As Mushi said that, he looked at Baek Sogo.
“You got everything you could from this mountain. Any further austerities will only completely destroy your body and will not give you the strength you desire.”
“Then what should I do?”
Baek Sogo staggered and got up. After catching her breath a few times, she looked straight at Mr.
“… … “I would have told you.”
Mish raised his hand.
“When you leave this mountain, I, the God, will personally bless you.”
“I remember.”
Baek Sogo nods his head. I remember hearing those words. But he didn’t think too deeply. This is because I had no idea what God’s blessing was.
“You have endured the longest period of terrible torture since this mountain began to exist. And you even overcame the ordeal of being Flam.”
“I did.”
Baek Sogo nodded his head again. Mushi narrowed her eyes as she looked at Baek Sogo, who barely expressed any emotions.
“Having overcome Flam’s ordeal, I will introduce you to Denir, the god of time. If you meet him, it will be different from what you have done on this mountain… … You will face terrible torture again. But you can overcome it.”
“God of Time.”
Baek Sogo mutters. When Mushi reached out to Baek Sogo, information about Denir was engraved in Baek Sogo’s mind, just as it was for Lee Seong-min.
“And I will give you my blessing as well.”
Gray light bloomed from Mushi’s fingertips.
“Your priest who asceticized on this mountain before you. Although the man was amazing, he didn’t think he was worthy of giving a blessing. But not you. “If it were you, I would have no choice but to accept it.”
“What does it mean?”
“You will become the embodiment of me, Mshi, the goddess of trials and mortification.”
Whoa!
The light that bloomed from Mushi’s fingertips was connected to Baek Sogo.
“There is no need for prohibition anymore. You, who have become my incarnation, will be able to leave this mountain and enjoy the same privileges that you received as a penance on this mountain, even if you are not subject to any prohibition. “It will serve as a tremendous advantage in Denir’s ordeal.”
Baek Sogo nodded his head with a blank expression. Mushi didn’t tell me anything else.
What it means to be an incarnation of God. What role will Avatar play in the end that will come someday?
Anyway, you will find out when the time comes. Mushi hid his bitterness. Although she was cruel, it was something she couldn’t help.
Of course, we don’t know this yet. Because everything hasn’t been decided yet.
‘There is no need to introduce Erebrisa.’
If he had become that kind of vessel, he would contact Baeksogo from Erebrisa without the need for Mushi to introduce him.
Erebrisa has the variables of the world as members. Baek Sogo has already become enough to become a variable in the world.
After saying goodbye to Mushi, Baek Sogo came down the mountain. His scrawny body did not move much even though the gold medal was gone.
‘Not yet.’
As he came down the mountain, Baek Sogo thought of the priest. I wanted to go see you, but… … Not yet.
Baek Sogo knew that he was not ready yet. Her asceticism on Mt. Shi’s mountain made her grow, but Baek Sogo had not yet reached a state beyond her pinnacle.
In order to reach that state that seemed reachable but was not, it took more penance than what was done on Mt. Mshi.
‘It’s not enough.’
Righteousness and cooperation were the firm beliefs that supported Baek So-go on this mountain. But she knew better. That you cannot fulfill righteousness and righteousness through beliefs alone.
So you need strength. A stronger force than now. The power to firmly establish the above beliefs in the world.
She thought she was becoming a monster.
And she actually wanted to become a monster.
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