Episode 185 < New actor. (3) >
3.
-All the special seats are sold out!
-Has there been a time like this since we joined the theater company?
The actors were excited.
-There was none. It was fortunate that the seats were half full… .
-Aren’t we going to be called great actors if we keep doing this?
-The youngest is a gem! Ugor!
Even though it was a third-rate theater in an alley, I couldn’t help but rejoice at the news that VIP seats were sold out.
However, when they soon heard the plan for the next performance, their expressions changed.
-Performing without a single line of dialogue?
The seniors were surprised.
The response was that I couldn’t imagine it.
-How on earth… .
“Everyone, think the opposite way.”
I spoke step by step.
“I don’t know if you know, but Blood Flower Drama originally had no lines. There was no script. “Moving the flames by controlling them with auras is the origin of the Blood Flame.”
-Is that so?
-Umm.
The seniors put their upper lips in their philtrums as if they were being ambiguous.
‘what. but.’
If it’s natural, it’s natural.
I know this because I’ve seen it myself, but not these kids.
‘It’s a story from about 900 years ago.’
It’s nine hundred years, but rounded off, it’s a thousand years. There is no way for the current Jeongjok people to know what the original form of the blood drama was.
In this day and age, only I can speak with confidence.
“Seniors. You, the designated tribe, have a dormant ability to feel sorrow at the mere sight of a fire. do you know? It’s a very cool sensitivity. “I believe you can awaken that sense.”
-…….
“On the contrary, the lines only get in the way. The reason the seniors’ acting is poor is not because they are poor. “It’s because I thought of bloodshed drama as [someone else’s story]!”
I looked at each hobgoblin.
One eye.
One arm.
One ear.
There were actors there who had lost something.
“All of our seniors have shining jewels in their hearts. It’s just buried. As long as it is buried in the sand, there is no difference whether it is a gem or a stone. I will take my seniors to the sandy beach. And I will help my seniors truly love acting.”
-Boo, you say embarrassing things so casually.
I nodded.
“I’m serious.”
-…….
“Seven days a week.”
I put an aura in my hand.
And [7] was engraved on the wall of the theater.
“I will not even sleep and teach my seniors how to use Aurors.”
Extracurricular classes began that night.
4.
“Sit in a comfortable position. As comfortably as possible. “It’s okay to just stretch out your feet.”
The actors sat comfortably on the stage.
“great. Anyone with stiff shoulders? If anyone is feeling unwell, please tell us. I will massage you and relieve you. no? okay. “Let’s begin.”
I opened my mouth in front of my seniors.
“Ego. Often, Aurors chalk it up to something mental. [Exercise your will] or [Awaken your mind]. There are only words that are completely unknown. Seniors. “Exercise your will and raise an auror.”
-uh… .
The actors were a little embarrassed and raised auras.
A slightly flaccid mirage.
I can’t see the shape and I can’t see the scent.
Compared to Uburka, who was a great warrior of all time, it would be safe to say that he has no talent.
“It’s not going well, is it?”
The actors became embarrassed.
-Uh, um. Sometimes things go well…
“is it so. There are so-called ‘scratchy days’. My condition is good, and for some reason, my emotions are moving quickly and my aura is coming out. But that’s not enough.”
-If it’s not enough… ?
“From now on, you must know how to easily pull out aura whenever you want.”
– Ugor.
The seniors laughed awkwardly.
People wonder how great it would be if things went their way.
It was a smile that took root in the corners of my mouth, consuming the resignation of life.
I smiled too.
“Let me make a suggestion. Let’s not use the word [will] here. It is true that [Aurors] move according to will. However, [activation of aurors] is never done by will.”
-hmm?
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“Aurors are activated by [memory], not [will].”
That’s the conclusion I came to.
This is the truth learned from the Annals of the Heavenly Demon, Master’s world.
“Seniors need to learn [how to recall memories well]. “It’s not some random story like [How to develop a strong will].”
-I remember things well… .
“yes. “As intensely as possible.”
I made eye contact with the hobgoblins seriously.
“Seniors. “Think of [the sea].”
The actors closed their eyes.
-hmm.
“Did you think of it?”
-I remembered.
“okay. Let me guess. Did you think of the horizon spreading wide on both sides? Just like a picture drawn on drawing paper. Pretty blue. Right?”
The seniors nodded in unison.
I grinned.
“That is the lowest level memory. “It is a mnemonic method that must be avoided when using an Auror.”
– Uger?
“Seniors are not thinking of the sea right now. I just thought of the word [sea]. With such low-level memories, an Auror will never fully bloom. Ego!”
I clapped my hands.
“Stand up!”
The actors stood up hesitantly.
“This time, imagine stepping on the sandy beach. Ankle. Imagine the feeling of your toes submerged in water. Shoot ahhh. The sea water flows between the seniors’ toes. “I’m submerged up to my ankles, and then I’m pushed out again.”
-…….
“What is the color of the sea water? “Is it blue?”
-no. Transparent.
“What about the sea water between your toes? Is it hot?”
-It’s cool.
“It’s cool. How about sea water? “Is it as clean as it is?”
-no… . The soil grains are cloudy.
“As the waves hit, the soil was washed away. great. Imagine sand stuck between your toes. “There are tiny grains of dirt on my ankles, too.”
-hmm.
“I kind of hate that feel. It’s scratchy, right? “The grains are covered in salt water, making them a bit sticky.”
-right.
“I went into the sea water and got soaked up to my calves. The saltiness makes me uncomfortable. What do you want to do now? “What are you going to do?”
Each actor spoke individually.
-I will go to the well and wash my feet first.
-Anyway, I came to the sea and got wet, so I should have a swim… .
-Are there any clams?
okay.
“That’s a much more [strong memory].”
I said.
“Seniors. When trying to think of something in the future, never start from a word, such as [sea]. Think of a very specific texture, such as the feeling of the soles of your feet submerged in sea water. Then the memories of your seniors will help you.”
I looked at the one-eyed hobgoblin.
“What did you think of when you first thought of [the sea]? Was the ocean just plain blue? “Like a simple drawing on paper.”
– Ugor.
“But how about getting your feet wet? “It’s transparent.”
-right.
“Not only is it transparent, but it also reminds me of an unpleasant texture. The senior even thought about what he would do next and how he would act. “That’s it.”
To recall memories properly.
Think of the most specific texture, like the feel of a grain of sand stuck in your toes.
If you do it skillfully, your auror will naturally become stronger.
“—If the seniors have [memories of almost being burned to death].”
Grumbling.
A fire briefly ignited in my hand.
“Seniors, it would be possible to express hell with Aurors. The crisis of death is because memories are forcibly implanted in people.”
-…….
“There are probably people who are born with the talent to be actors. A person who spontaneously vents sad emotions and acts vividly as if he or she is really in the middle of a battlefield. Seniors must be jealous of such actors. You’ll be jealous. Seniors. “Shall I tell you the secret of how those people got their talent?”
I spread the flame that bloomed in my hand wider.
“There is a memory.”
trauma.
“How do I act like I’ve landed in the middle of a real hell? It’s simple. It’s because the world is originally hell for that person. It’s the same in everyday life and in everyday life. “I’m caught in the shadow of a memory that I can’t escape no matter what I do.”
-…….
For example, Uburqa.
The same goes for the child who was the strongest warrior in the history of the designated tribe.
The child suffered severely from albinism.
Sunlight, a blessing to others, was a hostile blade to Uburka, and walking under the sun itself was a way to fight and overcome the enemy. A child with the sun as his enemy naturally surrounded his entire body with aura.
“[Hwageomranmu], which we will be performing next week, is a play in which Kekerukker is disappointed and angry at the Flame Emperor. You are not Kekerukker. It’s not even a salt system. But, do you have any? “I’ve never been disappointed in someone.”
I looked at the actors one after another.
One eye. One arm. One ear.
I saw children who were broken in one place or another.
“Have you ever disappointed anyone?”
-…….
“There’s no way it doesn’t exist.”
I put out the flames.
“We’ve all been an asshole, we’ve all been an asshole to someone. Any of the seniors can become Kekerukker. The Flame Emperor… ah… That guy is a bit difficult. He is a bastard whose very existence is difficult. So, I will take on the role of Yan Emperor in the next performance.”
No matter how much special tutoring you do, there is a time limit.
Among these, I am the only one who can divide Yoo Soo-ha.
The three remaining actors looked up at me with six pairs of eyes.
-then…
-The role of Kekerukker.
-Who will be in charge?
“One of you.”
I answered.
“We will give the lead role to the person who achieves the most during the week.”
In other words.
“The person who has been most strongly disappointed by others, the person who is most disappointed, will play the lead role.”
The seniors were silent.
5.
-The father gambles.
The one-eyed actor’s name was ‘Arika’.
-He says he’s been like that since he was young. When he was young, he worked at a blacksmith shop and worked as a smith, but he followed his colleague and learned gambling. But he had talent. I guess he had talent.
There are some worlds where people with talent are more miserable than those without talent.
One of them was a gambling table.
-Sometimes you win a mountain of gold coins in a day. In that case, they buy a villa and let me live there. They provide expensive tutors and housekeepers. I eat whatever I want and do whatever I want.
“How many days will it last?”
-2 years at most. As short as 3 days. Usually 2 months… .
One-eyed Arika muttered.
-If you win money through gambling, you start a business with it. We also run a lodging business for gamblers and lend money to outcasts. There are times when things go well. However, if business does not go well… .
Business always has ups and downs.
If going with the flow when things are going well is a skill, being patient when times are not going well is an ability.
-I try to make up for my loss through gambling.
Arika’s father simply lacked the ability to endure.
-It’s like this. Daily sales are limited to 3 gold coins. It’s good if you make a lot of sales, but if you don’t, you have to gamble and win. According to my father, it is a business, and it is an unavoidable way to do business.
One-eyed Arika sighed.
-I don’t have a home. They were all villas or inns. There is no place I have stayed long enough to call home. If you live in the city with the strongest gambling scene and fail, you move to a city that is worse than that, and from there to a city that is even worse, and from there to even worse… .
One-eyed Arika slowly covered her head.
-One day, a woman came to the inn. Because my living habits were a mess, I was sleeping in the inn room even though it was well past noon. Who is pounding on the room? I frowned and opened the door.
“Are you Arika?”
-Even when I looked at it, it seemed like there was something there. I thought my dad had an accident again. Sometimes, people who lent money to my father came by. Or I thought he was a shopkeeper working at an inn.
“Is your father there?”
“no.”
-I just woke up from sleep and didn’t look like I was talking. His expression was completely crumpled. So, while holding the doorknob of the inn room, he subtly hinted that he would close the door if he had to.
“who are you?”
「……」
The woman couldn’t answer.
I hesitated and left the inn.
One-eyed Arika closed the door as if it was strange, and in the evening, she told Abi about the woman who came that day.
-That woman was my mother.
“…….”
-I left home when I was three years old. I didn’t recognize it.
The eyebrows furrowed on Arika’s forehead, which was covered by her hand.
-Everything is fine. But I keep thinking about the expression I made back then. I got irritated. She looked at the woman like she was so annoyed. She was holding the doorknob. She doesn’t like that. I don’t know.
Arika looked down at the floor with one eye.
-But why did my mother call me [Mr. Arika]? Why [Mr.]? I don’t know that. I heard that my name was chosen after both my father and mother thought about it. But why [Arika]? I don’t know.
A murmur came out.
-f*ck.
next.
The one-eyed actor left, and the one-armed actor came in.
The white tattoos on his torso continued and stopped at his right shoulder.
-I am a drug dealer.
The one-armed actor’s name was ‘Yumar’.
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