Episode 134 < ■■. (2) >
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“teacher… … .”
I couldn’t finish the three syllables, “Master.”
My heart was pounding.
Numerous emotions were mixed in a split second. It felt like my heart had become a rag, and if I squeezed it hard, all the black emotions would come out.
Master. My luck. Peony, who became my teacher.
“mother.”
“…….”
Master looked at me. Your always neat eyes wavered. For the first time, I called Master “Mother,” and for the first time, Teacher called me “Mother.”
“… … “It’s bizarre.”
Master put down the sticky pencil. Was he in the middle of writing a manuscript? The table in the living room was littered with manuscripts with Master’s handwriting written on them.
“I don’t know how long it’s been since I’ve called you that.”
Sentences that could not be written. Words that don’t form sentences. There were pieces of leaf and red manuscript paper that had not been put together.
“It’s been a long time since I heard you call me mother. no. Saying it’s been a while is wrong… please… .”
“I love you, mother.”
Master’s fingertips stopped.
“I wanted to see you again. Did you know? I have found someone to love for the rest of my life. It was possible to truly love someone and be loved completely by someone. Holding Raviel’s hand… “I wanted to introduce you to my mother before anyone else.”
“…….”
“My mother would definitely have become a good friend with Raviel. I am… I am alive and well. I am living well. I’m trying to live well. “There are many days when I think about the words my mother told me.”
Master.
“I wanted to see you again.”
Master slowly stood up. He approached me. Master’s thin, long fingers touched the corners of my eyes.
“Did you have a nightmare?”
“I’m having a nightmare.”
“Life is no different from a dream. That doesn’t change anything. If you replace malice with coldness, will malice become good? Will your wounds be healed if you excuse your mistakes by ignorance? my son Don’t be fooled by words. You must always examine your heart. “Do not entrust your heart to empty words and weak sentences.”
Master hugged my shoulders.
“Whether you call me mother or not, I remain in your heart as myself. So do you. A person is not a person just because he or she can memorize a few words or flow a few lines of sentences. “A person becomes a person only to the extent that he or she carries other people in his or her heart.”
I was so small that I was completely held in Master’s arms.
My mouth opened and closed several times.
“A mother’s child… “There’s no way I could have raised Yoo Soo-ha like that.”
“okay.”
“He throws punches when he gets angry, and he’s that kind of person… You wouldn’t invite someone like that to the dinner table. You must have kicked me out of the house. You would have corrected it before throwing it out. “Before you corrected him, you would have already raised him to be a good child.”
“I see.”
“therefore.”
I opened my mouth.
“Mother… “It’s not So Baek-hyang.”
Master smiled.
“Survive. Confucius. “You must live strong.”
With a smile on his face, he collapsed.
“…….”
Master’s face fell.
The smile melted.
The hand that hugged my shoulder was erased.
After disappearing, there was only a shadow.
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The shadow had no face. The outline was blurry. Sloppy. The shadow moved into the living room like a giant earthworm.
Another layer of the world has been peeled off.
That was the bare face of [my mother].
“—uk.”
I ran to the bathroom. I lay down on the toilet and lowered my head. Feeling of loss. guilty. Dark emotions flowed back.
My heart vomited.
“uh?”
Behind your back.
I heard a voice from the bathroom door.
“Hey, did I eat something wrong? Why do you throw up as soon as you get home? young. Looks like I picked up some trash outside again. “I don’t know about anything else, but did you tell me to take care of what I need to eat or not?”
It was a river.
“Do you want your brother to pat you on the back?”
“..Yoo Su-ha.”
“What the hell. Did you vomit up the brain fluid you ate? Brother. “Speech is short?”
I sat down on the bathroom tile and looked up at Yoo Su-ha. Yoo Soo-ha was standing with his squid legs squishing.
“You f*cking bastard… … .”
“You didn’t just vomit your brains, you poured it all out. Hey, in life, you can hit someone! The news broke yesterday and my brother was scared too. I got scolded by my mom and dad too. Still, if it’s one family, we have to support it. huh? is not it?”
“You crazy bastard… … .”
I muttered while holding the toilet bowl.
“You, f*ck, are such a piece of shit.”
“under?”
“As long as you hit the stalker, you’re an angel. “You are the bastard who will cut off the back of the stalker’s head, bury him in the mountains, and then start a forest fire.”
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“what… . That’s psycho. “Are you looking at your brother like that?”
“You are that psychopath! “You son of a bitch!”
I felt dizzy.
“Idol? singer? Do you think you could do that job? This guy who doesn’t know anything about fan service, always swears during interviews, and even asks about his parents for dessert, is an idol and a singer. Do not be ridiculous.”
“uh… .”
“Besides, you got scolded by your mother and father? Are you the kind of person who gets scolded just because you get scolded? It’s a good thing if you don’t throw a prick on your parents’ cheeks. shit! Damn… . Yoo Soo-ha, you are definitely not the type of person who pats your younger brother for throwing up. Because you can’t do it. “I wish I could at least be that kind of guy.”
I glared at Yu Suha’s face.
“I didn’t kill him.”
“…….”
“I didn’t kill you, you son of a bitch. I didn’t kill him. If only you could do at least that much… . I’m trying to kill you… .”
I don’t want to kill you.
“You did something really bad, really, you.”
Sometimes, I dream.
『Hey, Hunter over there! Please save me!』
I scream.
“uh?”
Suha Yoo looks back at me.
『I was attacked by wolves.』
『Oh really. Did you touch these monsters? It was a lot of hunting today, it was a lot of hunting.』
Suha Yoo makes a tsk sound.
『Po, some potion.』
I said,
『Ah, be careful next time. f*ck. It looks like I can’t even fill my daily wages.』
Suha Yoo gives me a potion.
Sometimes, I dream.
『I’ll give you a potion, but you have to calculate the cost of your life.』
Sooha Yoo said that.
『Four, forty gold,』
I say.
『It’s okay, give me everything you have now.』
Sooha Yoo said, giving everything he had,
“good. Be careful next time, mister.』
Suha Yoo gives me a potion.
Yoo Soo-ha was still the same guy from 11 years ago, a greedy bastard, but he still wouldn’t kill the wounded and weak, and sometimes I dream of not having to kill my once hero with my own hands.
I am….
“It’s a dog like a dog… .”
Yoo Soo-ha’s black hair was flowing.
“go away. Your place is in my shadow. “If you’re thinking of setting up a new address and laundering your character in this hell, get rid of it.”
And the black hair collapsed.
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[My older brother] turned into a ghost and let out a gloomy tone.
okay. It is a ghost.
Spirits who cannot even become ghosts and have lost their existence in this world of trauma. Those that had lost their appearances that I had extracted from my memories were now mere shadows.
“…….”
I washed my face in the sink.
Tap water was dripping from my eyebrows.
“okay.”
My mutterings quieted down in the haunted house.
“are you okay. can do. Gongja Kim. you can do it.”
This is not my home. This is not my world.
It’s just that the life I wanted to save is trapped in this hell.
I left the house and brought back the Constellation Killer.
“ah…..”
The Constellation Killer did not recognize the ghost as a ghost. In his eyes, the ghosts seemed to be my father, mother, and older brother.
no. Maybe it’s just the opposite.
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From the beginning, my father, mother, and older brother may have seemed like ghosts to the Constellation Killer. To him, the humans of this world may have been no different from ghosts. So, all the sounds made by humans would have been nothing more than noise to the Constellation Killer.
“Hello… .”
“Don’t say hello.”
I said clearly.
“There is no need to be polite.”
He grabbed the Constellation Killer’s wrist and entered the room. Sal Cheonseong could not finish his greeting and was led by his hand.
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My older brother, who had the face of Yoo Soo-ha just a moment ago, followed us. We tried to enter the room together. But I pushed my older brother away and prevented him from entering the room.
“Don’t come in. “I’m warning you.”
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“I will take care of this child for a while. I’ll take care of everything, so no one else has to interfere. If this kid doesn’t give permission, don’t come in or talk to him. He spoke clearly.”
I closed the door and locked it.
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Ghosts muttered outside the door. I ignored him and prepared a bed for the Constellation Killer. The Constellation Killer looked at me intently, still carrying the bag he had carried when leaving school.
“Can I say that to my family?”
“Family is what it is. “To you, you are the perpetrator’s family.”
“… … Don’t use polite language. Strange. I feel bad. Really, I don’t know why they’re laying the groundwork like this so they can make a big deal later.”
“It doesn’t matter if you think so. “Just close your eyes first.”
“Where will you sleep?”
“Anywhere. rest. “After resting, you’ll feel a little better.”
“…….”
From that day.
One by one, I erased the existence of this world.
-who are you? yes? Suha’s younger brother… ? Why did my younger brother… ?
I secretly used my brother’s cell phone to talk to Ah-gwi.
-huh? iced coffee. I heard about it from Suha. Haven’t you seen it once before? But what happened? Isn’t it true that Suha is trying to get her younger brother to apologize on her behalf?
I called the Golden Silk using the same method.
I destroyed the Angler and the Golden Silk with one phone call.
Occasionally, the idol group Agui and the Golden Silk appeared on the television screen, but their faces were not shown. The shadows only flickered as if they had been graffitied in black.
[The degree of realization of trauma is low.]
Only then did the response come.
[The material used to embody the trauma has been damaged.]
[The damaged data is extracted from your memory… failure.]
[The data cannot be recovered.]
The gap I created began to create a hole in the world.
[Damaged data is extracted from the original owner’s memories… failure.]
[The data cannot be recovered.]
I acted with acceleration.
The Four Demon Lords were destroyed. The children running around in the inferno mansion collapsed. I turned the characters of trauma into ghosts as soon as I saw them.
Each time, the world of trauma collapsed little by little.
“hmm? It’s nothing special. Confucius, you are coming to the teacher’s office.”
Doksado is the homeroom teacher.
“Oh, Confucius student? Why did you invite me alone to an empty classroom? Hike. In principle, teachers and students are not allowed to date, but you can’t break the school rules… !”
An apothecary who is also a math teacher.
“I heard you requested an interview. Since you are an unusual student in many ways, we have arranged this event at the request of the student council president. “What do you have to say?”
The principal, Sword Saint.
One by one.
[The degree of realization of trauma is low.]
[The data cannot be recovered.]
About fifteen days had passed.
At school, most students and teachers have already turned into ghosts.
It wasn’t just school that became strange.
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No matter what channel you turned on on television, there was a ghost in the announcer’s place. The performer on the broadcast only muttered shadowy sounds with a shadowy face, so I couldn’t understand anything.
As a test, I once tried to take the subway and go out of town.
The cityscape continued for a while, but at some point pitch black darkness spread out outside the window. When we reached the dark area, the train disappeared.
[The degree of realization of trauma is low.]
[Request for data from Zuraqua… failure. It is rejected.]
[The data cannot be recovered.]
A broken world.
A failed monster.
“… … Confucius. “I have something to discuss.”
One day, after class, a paladin approached me.
She looked somehow nervous.
“What’s going on?”
“You can’t talk in class. No, it’s closer to saying I don’t want to talk about it.”
The paladin turned his head and glanced behind him.
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There, someone who had already turned into a ghost was sitting at a desk. It was a count. The Count spoke with me two days ago, and has fallen into shadow. After glancing at his friend’s appearance, the paladin lowered his voice.
“Let’s go out into the hallway.”
We went out into the hallway outside the classroom.
“So what’s going on?”
“… … This may sound strange. No, that sounds strange. But for some reason, I felt like I needed to consult with you.”
In the middle of a hallway where ghosts come and go.
The paladin looked around very nervously.
“Something is strange.”
“…….”
“If you ask what’s strange, it’s difficult to answer accurately. But it’s clear. This is not normal. Last weekend, I went on an outing out of town with my family. I was going. I prepared a lunch box in the morning. But after I blinked, it was evening.”
The paladin’s shoulders trembled slightly.
“At first, I suspected amnesia. However, the family was chatting at the table, saying that today’s outing was really good. I have no memory and I can’t even remember what I did on the outing… .”
The paladin raised his head once again and looked around. Indeed, except for a handful of students, there were only black, flowing specters in the classroom, hallway, and playground.
“… … Something is strange. It’s wrong. Maybe it was me who became strange. I’m sorry, Gongja Kim. I will quietly make an appointment with a psychiatrist. “You might get better after receiving counseling.”
“At the back of the classroom.”
I opened my mouth.
“The student sitting by the window. “Do you remember?”
“Umm… ?”
The paladin frowned.
“I know. Aren’t we classmates? His name was probably ■■.”
“Do you know that your friend received these texts?”
I took out the Constellation Killer’s cell phone and showed it to him.
“…….”
“I want to tell you in advance, this was not fabricated.”
As the texts were read, the Paladin’s face became whiter. I was shocked. However, the shock was short-lived, and the Holy Knight soon let out an angry voice.
“what. Doing things like this… No, there is no way that kid would send a text message like this. This is ridiculous! “This is absolutely not at a level that can be dismissed as a joke!”
“Are you angry?”
“Of course! Just because they are children, there are things you can and cannot watch over them. A wound is the same whether it is suffered by an adult or a child. “The injuries suffered by the child are even more severe!”
“What do you plan to do now?”
“Haven’t we secured physical evidence? You must report it to the police immediately! I know this problem well. Even if you report it to the school, the evidence is often taken away and you are told to resolve it among your friends. It wouldn’t be a problem if the two of us simply went to the police station, so we gathered as many people as possible and formed a group… … !”
“is it so.”
Paladin.
“You are that kind of person.”
A person who strives to reduce the number of victims even a little.
“If there had been at least one person like you in the classroom, it wouldn’t have happened like that.”
“… … what?”
“Because there is no way you would stand by and do something like this. There’s no way I’ll just leave it alone, and there’s no way I won’t notice. “Because there wasn’t even a single person like you in that large classroom.”
I closed my phone.
“So this is what happens.”
“…….”
“are you okay. Please disappear. As for the rest, I will take care of everything.
When I close and open my eyes.
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A faceless ghost is floating around.
“…….”
slowly.
I stood in the hallway and looked around.
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The students went back and forth and talked. We chatted. She laughed as if it was fun, and even though it wasn’t fun. We shared a season of our youth with each other. When a teacher passed by, I bowed my head and said hello.
That is.
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Words did not form sentences, and sentences failed in their attempt to become writing.
There was a bright slogan posted on the stairs.
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That is.
It was the world of the Constellation Killer.
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