Worthless Regression Chapter 36

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Perform-2

effort.

Seongmin Lee didn’t really like the word “effort.” No matter how hard he tries, he can’t do as well as those who were born with talent from the beginning. However, that doesn’t mean that those who are born with that talent don’t try hard.

In other words, the starting point is different. Lee Seong-min, who does not have any talent, starts behind the geniuses, and geniuses start much further ahead than Lee Seong-min. However, the running speed is not the same. If Lee Seong-min crawls, they run, and if Lee Seong-min runs, they ride a horse.

That’s why Lee Seong-min hated the word effort. Just because you try hard doesn’t mean you can achieve everything or bear fruit.

Although I hated it

I longed for the word effort.

It’s not that I didn’t try hard in my past life. I learned third- and second-class martial arts and worked hard to achieve them. Tried to survive.

What is life like now?

You shouldn’t complain that the starting point is different. Seongmin Lee has memories. He received internal and martial arts skills while meeting Wiji Hoyeon. He also gained strength by eating the Holy Spirit Dan. He entered the mountain of Mushi and began training, and also received martial arts training from Baek Sogo.

It’s not a matter of starting point.

It’s a matter of running speed.

Strength to withstand heaviness. Haste to cover the slowness. Use self-healing techniques to make your body lighter and your strength stronger. Gucheonmugeukchang Seong Min-sik started with Lannachal. It’s not just about swinging a spear. Always practice martial arts and desertion. Although the steps were heavy and slow, the steps were not done half-heartedly.

effort.

What Seongmin Lee needed now was effort.

Lee Seong-min’s day was still like hell. Food and water are still disgusting. I’m afraid of falling asleep. The dreams were always terrible. Heaviness weighs down the body. If it weren’t for Patty’s recovery and mental cleaning magic, he wouldn’t have made it on this mountain. no. If you think about it, Baek Sogo’s help should be mentioned first when you first enter this mountain.

Without Baek So-go’s help, Lee Seong-min would not have been able to survive on this mountain.

Baek Sogo said. Forget resentment, but don’t forget grace. That teaching was deeply engraved in Lee Seong-min’s heart.

I feel grateful to Scarlett and Baek Sogo. No matter when, I planned to repay the favor I received from them. That promise became another goal for Lee Seong-min. He could not die until he had at least repaid the favor he had received.

One day, two days, a week, a month.

Amid the still heaviness, Lee Seong-min’s body became faster. Muyeongtalhon, which reached the level of 3 stars, helped me forget the heaviness during its unfolding.

The basics of Rannachal have become completely familiar to the body. Going one step further, I was able to naturally mix the Lanna Chal with the Gucheonmugeukchang. When that happened, Lee Seong-min sat down and cried. I felt like a long-standing wall I had built in my heart was being torn down. The wall that collapsed was a wall called a limit that Seong-min Lee had knowingly or unknowingly set for himself.

I discovered joy.

You can use a weapon called a spear like this. My body can move like this. Time continued to pass. One month turned into two months. The voice disappeared, but Lee Seong-min continued to make sound. The sound of swinging a spear. The sound of moving the body. Lee Seong-min ran without stopping amidst the heaviness that weighed down his body. Before he fell asleep, before he was afraid of nightmares, he used Zaha’s new technique, and when he woke up from the nightmare, he used Zaha’s new technique again.

The energy within the Danjeon continued to increase. The internal energy of Wijihoyeon and Holy Spirit Dan, which was dissolved in the Qi and blood, was guided little by little to the Danjeon, and the Qi floating around the mountain was accumulated in the Danjeon along with Lee Seong-min’s breathing.

“you. “Are you still there?”

It had been nearly a year since Lee Seong-min entered the mountain of Mushi.

Flam came to visit.

Seongmin Lee put down the spear he was swinging. He looked at Flam’s face without saying anything. Flam didn’t seem to like Lee Seong-min’s grave expression. He walked towards Lee Seong-min with strides.

“I thought I wouldn’t last even half a year. “It lasts a year.”

Seongmin Lee just looked at the approaching Flam and did not respond. Is it because he has grown over the past year? Seongmin Lee could vaguely feel the level of skill the approaching Flam possessed.

‘genius… ‘

A monster with that name. The level that Flam had reached was so high that the current Lee Seong-min could not even imagine. Lee Seong-min felt awe before despair.

“For someone who doesn’t have much talent, he seems to have a lot of grit. No, not that either. Because being ignorant doesn’t mean you have good grit. “If Baek Sogo hadn’t helped me, I wouldn’t have been able to survive on this mountain and would have died.”

Flam spat out, twisting the corner of his mouth. Even after Lee Seong-min heard those words, he did not feel the desire to refute Flam. If you think about it, it’s true, so why refute it? It is true that Lee Seong-min was ignorant and reckless when he first entered this mountain a year ago.

“Are you ignoring me?”

Flam made a loud noise. Seongmin Lee silently swung his spear. He started again with Ran Naksha.

‘Look at this… ?’

Flam’s eyes widened. Lee Seong-min’s Rannachal painting was so clean that it was incomparable to what I saw half a year ago. It is not only Rannachal. The harmony between the singing style and the blended walking style there seems to be quite believable.

“If you practice skill, you will improve.”

Flam chuckled. Say whatever you want. Seongmin Lee continued his singing style with a sad expression. A year spent on this mountain was worth more than twice the value of the 13 years Lee Seong-min spent in his previous life.

“however. “You only have five gold items and that’s all?”

Flam giggled and laughed. Prohibition increases rewards according to number and severity. That was also what Flam told Seongmin Lee.

“It’s pathetic. Would you rather let me tell you? huh?”

Flam’s laughter gets louder. Flam’s words sounded distant to Lee Seong-min’s ears. As he focused on singing, Seongmin Lee’s spirit was already melted into the trajectory of his singing.

When Lee Seong-min ignored him and continued to sing, Flam’s face showed annoyance. He nodded and stretched out his feet.

Hiss! Flam’s body got caught in the path of Lee Seong-min’s spear. Before Lee Seong-min, who was startled, could stop the spear, Flam moved his hand. Crack! Flam’s hand grabbed Seongmin Lee’s spear.

“Why are you ignoring me?”

Flam spat out while glaring at Lee Seong-min. Seongmin Lee sighed and put his spear back. When Lee Seong-min took out a twig from his belt to answer Flam’s words, Flam shook his head vigorously.

“Just say it. “Because I can tell by the shape of your lips.”

Talent is also good. Lee Seong-min pursed his lips while thinking like that.

Why are you disturbing me?

“It’s my heart.”

Then it is my heart to ignore you.

“no. That’s not allowed. “You shouldn’t ignore me.”

His personality is so damn true. Seongmin Lee sighed deeply.

I don’t really want to talk to you.

“why? “If you talk to me, will your meager talent become miserable?”

Not really. Because your talent is yours. There is no end to despairing over what I don’t have.

“Why are you pretending to realize something? “It doesn’t suit me.”

Flam chuckled. He let go of Lee Seong-min’s spear that he was holding in his hand and took a few steps back. He then raised both his hands as if showing off.

“look. “You can’t even do this?”

A cluster of pure white light enveloped Flam’s hand. Lee Seong-min had also seen it several times. It’s black.

“Isn’t the world really unfair? You and I are similar in age, and I can do most things you can’t. “No matter how hard you try, in the end it will only be like a slug crawling a little faster.”

Flam laughed loudly. Seongmin Lee quietly looked at Flam’s face. This bastard. Why do you keep talking like this? Seongmin Lee looked at Flam with a crooked gaze and pursed his lips.

doesn’t care.

“lie.”

Flam laughs loudly at Lee Seong-min’s answer. Flam laughed for a while, dispelled the sword energy surrounding his hand, and shook his head.

“A meaningless effort. If you keep trying, you will only end up despairing at your own inadequacy. okay. Keep doing it. “Because I think it would be more enjoyable for you to be in despair.”

Flam, who was laughing, turns around. Seongmin Lee no longer cared about Flam. Flam left, and Lee Seong-min moved his spear again.

It was quiet as the surrounding noise disappeared. The silence was familiar, not lonely. Seongmin Lee focused on the trajectory of the spear he was swinging. Although Lee Seong-min had no talent for wielding a spear, he had a desire. Seongmin Lee longed for something faster and lighter. no. In the end, what Seongmin Lee wanted to capture in his window was complete freedom.

Don’t get caught up in the heaviness. Don’t be tied to speed. I wanted to put everything in my head about Gucheonmugeukchang into the window.

I feel like it’s insignificant.

How low and insignificant the goal I had set in my mind was. It goes beyond Wijihoyeon. so. If it goes over, what happens after that? Those thoughts also scattered and disappeared from Seongmin Lee’s mind. And in the end

There is nothing left. No, there is only one left. The desire for martial arts that I did not have in my previous life remained in my mind. Gucheonmugeukchang, Jahaingong, Muyeongtalhon… The three world-class martial arts and all the martial arts he has learned are floating around in Lee Seong-min’s mind.

Another day passes like that. Two days passed, a week passed, and a month passed. Mshi came to visit. When asked to choose something to ban, Lee Seong-min answered without hesitation.

ear.

A noise began to float in my ears. It was a painful prohibition and falling asleep became even more difficult. As he became sleep deprived, Lee Seong-min swung his spear and devoted himself to martial arts. Rather, I liked it that way. When he wielded the spear and used Jaha Shingong, he was able to let go of the pain of noise.

Scarlett and Dokbijun left the mountain. They seemed to have gotten what they wanted from the more than a year they spent on this mountain. Seongmin Lee’s world has become quieter. There was only one moment to leave that silence. When I was with Baek Sogo. Or sometimes, when Flam comes to visit.

Flam didn’t seem to like Lee Seong-min. Every time he came to visit, he started an argument about something strange, and Lee Seong-min ignored it. Ignoring it was easy. Because Lee Seong-min couldn’t hear anyway. Since Lee Seong-min ignored him so much, Flam stopped coming to see Lee Seong-min at some point.

stillness.

Seongmin Lee woke up from his sleep.

As always, I had a nightmare. Although I no longer screamed, I still couldn’t fall asleep right away. Seongmin Lee held up his spear as always. He also walked through the forest for a bit, as always, and stopped at the clearing he always used as a training ground. Baek Sogo was there. A year spent together. Lee Seong-min grew up by a year, but he was not a hundred years old. In fact, she looked a little thinner than a year ago.

Baek Sogo stood up. Just as Lee Seong-min received two more bans, Baek So-go did the same. Baek Sogo’s left eye became invisible. She had endless noise floating around in her ears, just like Lee Seong-min.

[Did you have a nightmare?]

Lee Seong-min nodded his head in response to Baek So-go’s question. Seongmin Lee raised his spear.

And then, as always. I swung my spear.

fantasy,