Episode 148. for what (1)
Xian’s room located at the end of the left hallway on the second floor of the Royal Building.
Brian sat on the sofa with his head down, unable to escape his sense of self-destruction.
Due to President Kundel’s emergency measures, all outside activities, including students and guardian knights, are banned.
The only thing I could do was hold my head and lament foolishly.
It literally feels like all the negative emotions in the world are mixed together.
Stay away from the princess as much as possible, and take good care of Nana while she is away.
The current reality is that we have not been able to protect any of them.
Is this what it feels like to be so ashamed that you want to die?
There is no other squire who would break his master’s trust so cruelly.
A truly incompetent and useless seed, that is yourself,
It was a very despairing moment, when I had no confidence in seeing Sian’s face again.
“Ah! “I can’t bear to watch this!”
Emily, who had been watching this for hours, finally exploded and screamed.
“How long on earth are you going to be like this? What would happen if I told you that the kid went on a rampage and killed someone? “I think we need to think about what to do next!”
Brian slowly raised his head and opened his mouth weakly.
“What should I do?”
“Let’s think about that now… … !”
“What on earth should I do? “I already couldn’t do anything, so what will change if I do it now?”
Emily thought.
This man is now more serious than I thought.
It was not a state that could be easily calmed down by saying a few words.
I asked carefully, trying to calm my mind.
“So, where is that little nana now?”
“Sirica is taking you with him. They decided it was dangerous for us to keep them… … .”
Brian thought.
He said he was very complacent.
Just because Xian ignored it, he even let go of his feelings.
In fact, what kind of confidence did he have to act loosely when he couldn’t even handle Nana’s rampage?
I felt like I wanted to hit my head on a rock in front of me.
The truth that Nana did it has not yet been revealed.
However, by the time Princess Arin discovered the scene of the incident, it had already gone far beyond what she could control.
Silica also strongly advised her not to do anything and stayed locked in her room, and strongly warned her that she would not be held responsible if she violated this.
What on earth are you supposed to do in a situation like this?
I feel like I haven’t lived long enough, but wouldn’t it be better to take it all on myself and resolve this situation?
Yeah, that would be better.
If so, at least there will be no harm to Xian… … .
-match!
A tingling sound that wakes you up.
Brian’s gloomy eyes opened for a moment.
When I slowly turned my eyes and looked straight ahead, I saw Emily’s face hitting her cheek hard with both palms.
I felt her heat along with a tingling pain on my cheek.
“You said you were the master’s knight! “How can the knight who protects you make such a foolish expression!”
In a daze, Brian just blinked his eyes.
“If you did something, you don’t have to fix it! Are you going to stay like this until the master comes?”
“Su-sup?”
He barely opened his mouth, but embarrassment was evident in his eyes.
If you do something, you have to make amends.
It’s an extremely natural principle, but as I said before, isn’t there something we can do about it?
There are already dozens of eyes watching the Royal Pavilion outside.
If you move hastily out of fear of doing something, you will only arouse suspicion.
“If I don’t do anything like this, will this situation be solved?”
“Well, that’s right, Scilica… … .”
“Then what about that kid? “Once things are resolved, can you come back to us?”
Brian couldn’t answer right away.
It wasn’t because I didn’t know.
This is because I couldn’t bear to say yes to Emily’s question about whether she could come back to us.
Don’t you already know it yourself?
Scilica is a person who puts Xian’s safety first than anyone else.
Xian also said that he should not show his hateful side to her as much as possible.
If you determine that there is even the slightest threat to yourself,
He is a person so merciless that he immediately erases his existence from this world.
Nana is now by the side of such a person.
Do you think that once the situation is resolved, they will send you back to the dormitory as if nothing happened?
Even if the sky splits in two, that will never happen.
“No, right? There isn’t one, right? That’s right, seeing as you can’t answer! You’ll never see our faces again! “Do you think that’s what our master wants?”
“no. Probably not… … .”
I guarantee that if Xian knew the current situation,
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There will definitely be a lot of anger.
And that anger is clearly something that no one, let alone Brian, can handle.
Even though we know this, do we really have no choice but to stand by?
Little by little, Brian’s helpless heart began to move, and he realized what he should do in this worst situation.
“I will meet Sirika.”
* * *
One day after the incident occurred and emergency measures were taken.
Although the agents are sabotaging the president’s arrival to delay it, he will arrive by tomorrow evening at the latest.
Why did he tell us to keep an eye on the Royal Pavilion rather than anywhere else?
Needless to say, Sian is suspected as being involved in this incident.
In the meantime, Sian and the president regularly exchanged deals and maintained a fairly smooth relationship, not just as a simple student-president relationship, but as a mutually beneficial partnership.
The problem is that the relationship is not based on trust.
Xian basically did not trust President Kundel, and the president also conducted investigations in various directions to find out what Xian’s true identity was.
In other words, it would not be surprising if the current relationship broke up at any time.
As expected, the president would be very angry now.
How could a murder occur in the academy that he dares to call his everything?
Silica thought that even if she investigated all the people in Ruwen, regardless of whether they were nobles or royals, they would find out everything related to this incident.
But there is no Xi’an here now.
Moreover, Nana, the person responsible for this situation, is currently in a very unstable state.
It is impossible to replace the draft, and even if it were possible, the president would recognize it immediately if he saw it.
So, they hurriedly dispatched members to Nodeli, where Xian is presumed to have gone, and issued an order to return, but they would never be able to arrive on time.
In the end, he had to deal with the current situation entirely on his own.
“… … ?”
Meanwhile, I felt an unfamiliar presence at the window.
Silica, who could guess who it was just by using her energy, hurriedly ran to the window.
“What are you doing?”
“I’m sorry for coming here so suddenly!”
It was Brian, Sian’s squire.
Afraid of being seen by others, Brian quickly climbed through the window and entered her room.
“What did you hear me say? “Didn’t I tell you to wait quietly?”
“S-sorry! I know it’s rude, and I know it’s foolish! “I’m here because I have a question for Sirika!”
Perhaps he was nervous, but his voice trembled violently, but his strong will to convey something was evident even in his voice.
Scilica raised her eyes sharply as if asking me to say something.
“Where is Nana?”
“You are in a safe place, not at the academy.”
“After you’re done, will you send it back to us?”
“no.”
Brian, who was trying to continue his question, was completely speechless.
She shrugged her shoulders casually, as if asking what was the problem.
“Ji, what now?”
“They said they wouldn’t send it. “For Xian’s sake, and for those of you who serve Xian, it would be better for that child to disappear now.”
I expected it, but no, I didn’t expect it.
An indifferent tone that says it’s not even worth mentioning.
There was nothing to interpret.
Scilica will kill Nana when this situation is over, or perhaps even before it is resolved.
Brian swallowed dry saliva and regained control of his anxious mind.
I came to this place and knew her intentions.
I thought my job became clearer.
“I’ll take Nana!”
Did you think it was too absurd?
Scilica didn’t even show the slightest reaction.
“I know this is nonsense! But to Master Xian… !”
A moment I couldn’t bear to see or even perceive.
Silica, whose eyes even changed before she knew it, grabbed Brian’s collar tightly and spoke in a whisper.
“Do you think this is a kid’s joke? What are you going to do with that half-baked kid? “Do you really think this is for your master?”
Brian was so speechless that his lips were trembling.
“I don’t plan on blaming you. I was dull and foolish. It’s my fault for letting such a dangerous being by Xian’s side! Do you think the situation will be resolved if you take the child and run away now? Maybe right now! But this will happen again and again! Then, every time, you will face the same situation again! Aren’t you a knight of Xi’an? “Didn’t you want to be helpful to your master?”
Brian barely moved his mouth to convey his firm will.
“Rather than helping you, I just want to do what you want!”
“… … .”
Silica said nothing, staring at Brian’s anxious eyes.
It feels as if you are looking into the eyes of a reaper who has come to take your life.
The blood in his whole body was slowly rising, his heart was pounding like crazy, and he felt like his vision was becoming increasingly distant, but Brian did not avoid Silica’s gaze.
If I lower my tail and retreat like this, then I don’t think I’ll be able to face myself in the mirror, not even Cyan.
Brian desperately held on to his spirit, which seemed to be about to break at any moment.
“Head of the house!”
At that moment, a man appeared at the window where Brian came in.
Silica pushed Brian to the side as if she was putting away some luggage, and the man hurriedly came inside.
“President Kundel has just entered Luwen!”
“… … !”
Unlike Brian, who was shocked, Silica asked with an indifferent expression.
“What is the entry route?”
“It’s the academy!”
Arrived much faster than expected.
Silica smiled wryly when told that she was coming to the academy right away without any delay.
“Did you hear? Don’t do anything harsh, go back to the dormitory right now and stay quiet. Until Xian comes back… … .”
Brian, unable to refute any more, simply lowered his head.
“Head of the house is in big trouble!”
At that time, another member quickly climbed through the window and entered the room.
Unlike the previous member, his expression looked very serious.
Silica’s eyes also wavered subtly, as if she sensed some uneasy energy.
“The dragon in subspace has disappeared!”
“… … !”
At that moment, the air in the room became heavy.
(Continued in the next part)
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