Episode 21 of the 100th return of a max level player
21. 100th episode Ryu Won’s life
I couldn’t believe this situation.
“brother. Wake up. brother… … .”
I tried shaking his body, but my brother was unconscious.
It has to be that way.
My brother must be fighting alone in this other world.
‘But for this long?’
There was a time when I fell into narcolepsy for three days.
Compared to that, it can’t be considered as long.
Because it was morning at best.
But it was also a time when it always happened.
But if it doesn’t happen, doesn’t that mean there’s a problem?
‘brother. no way… … ?’
There is one way to check if my brother is still fighting in the other world.
It’s nothing more than checking to see if you’re breathing.
But I was afraid to check.
I think the worst could happen.
‘Please, please bro…’ … .’
With a trembling hand, I placed my hand on my brother’s nose.
no breathing
My heart sank.
‘Probably not. No, right? brother?’
As I continued to have doubts, I checked the area around my brother’s chest.
Normally, your chest should rise and fall… … .
‘Not a single movement.’
To be sure, I put my hand on my heart.
My heart is not beating.
‘brother… … .’
I felt my wrist to be more sure.
My pulse is not racing.
brother.
Min, who was my idol… … he left
In this world… … She never came back.
“Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! Tonguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!”
I cried like a fool.
I cried for a long time.
Because my only support was gone.
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└Content: What happened to the black scythe? Are you still in this world? Isn’t the final round over? If Black Scythe’s family sees this post, please let us know in the comments.
[16 comments in total]
└I see. Why is there no news? It’s already almost lunch.
└If it were over, it would have already been over, so why aren’t they reporting it?
└Reporters may not know either. Did he survive or not?
└Well, I only know the black scythe. Something like the Black Scythe family.
└He’s definitely not dead, right?
└That can’t be possible. Could it be possible for Black Scythe, who has only ranked first so far, to die?
└If not, why is there still no news? If it’s dead, it’s dead. If it’s still in progress, it’s in progress. You need to say it to know. damn
└You say it so thoughtlessly that it’s the Internet. What if he’s really dead?
└What should I do? What should I do? I guess they just died. 1.8 billion people died, so what does it mean that one person died?
└That’s right. Even if Black Scythe comes back alive, the situation will not change.
└If you live, I’m really jealous. You will be able to say your wishes.
└There are idiots who still believe that wishes will be granted.
There were more comments that followed, but I didn’t read them.
I just turned off the window.
Because I didn’t want to see it.
“brother… … .”
My brother’s body was left for lunch.
Isn’t it too early to call it a corpse?
I can’t claim that I have narcolepsy when I’m not breathing and my heart isn’t beating.
“Haaa… … .”
I stopped by the bathroom and suddenly looked in the mirror.
Both my eyes were swollen from crying so much.
It felt like no more tears would come out.
‘brother… … .’
But when I think about my brother who never came back.
Now I feel like I’m alone.
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Water droplets flowed down my cheeks from the corners of my eyes that I thought were dry.
‘… … It can’t stay like this. People will be curious too.’
Based on the comments I saw in the community, I decided to let people know.
The death of my brother, the black scythe.
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[trot! Black Scythe cannot return from the final round… … .]
[Even the king of survival games cannot overcome the wall of the last round… … .]
[The only player who survived the fierce battle, Black Scythe, a star falls.]
My brother’s death quickly became a news story.
I thought it felt like the last remaining spark of hope had gone out, but people were cool-headed.
└The Black Scythe is dead… … .
└He was truly a great person.
└I never thought I would not be able to survive the final round… … .
└How can it be so big that one person died? Anyway, it’s really weird haha.
└LOL That’s right. What kind of president passed away?
There were some sad reactions, but there were also some who were cynical.
‘It’s not wrong. Because we are not participating in the game of survival, we are just bystanders.’
But it doesn’t apply to me.
My older brother, who was my only family member and support.
Because I was his only family member.
* * *
I held my brother’s funeral in a depressed mood.
Many people came to mourn his brother’s death, but they were not very happy.
This is not because most of the people who filled the funeral hall were reporters and citizens.
‘This won’t bring my brother back.’
My older brother, Ryumin, is not in this world.
forever.
* * *
After the funeral, I stopped eating and drinking for a while.
A spacious and expensive house with a view of the Han River.
A huge legacy left behind by my brother.
Even angels who no longer appear.
Anyone would think that I have lived a life that has nothing to lose, and that no one would be envious of.
no.
‘What meaning does life have without a brother?’ … .’
I am alone.
My father and mother left, and now my older brother.
Every day was meaningless.
It would be better to die.
‘Which religion did that? If you commit suicide, you will go to hell. ‘It would be better that way.’
What is the meaning of a world where one is left alone?
What can I do to survive without my brother?
‘I have no confidence. brother… … . I am confident that I can live without my brother… … .’
Looking down at the night view from high above, I thought.
Will it hurt if I jump from this height?
I won’t feel any pain and die, right?
Will I be able to meet my brother when I die?
Is there really heaven or hell?
Whatever it is, it’s better than here.
Because a world without a brother is hell.
Yes, it’s an escape.
What I’m trying to do is struggle to escape from the world.
After rationalizing it like that, I started searching on the Internet the next day.
-How to commit suicide
-How to die without pain
-How to die without harming others
I searched for ways to die, not ways to overcome life.
Because I didn’t have the confidence to survive a world without my brother.
‘I’m not strong like my brother… … . ‘I can’t bear it.’
Since the funeral has already been completed, there is no way my brother will come back alive from the grave.
It still feels like a lie and it feels like he’s going to show up and talk to me at any moment.
However, traces of my brother were erased from the world.
completely.
He has accomplished many things in the name of the Black Scythe, but in the end, he has failed.
Out of 1.8 billion players, not a single one survived, and even his brother, who was their last hope, disappeared into a handful of ashes.
The world was defeated, and the boys and young people disappeared.
There is no spark of hope left in this world.
Even in my world.
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I was told that the delivery had arrived so I brought it in front of my house.
What was in the box was a thick, strong rope ordered at a shopping mall.
‘Shall we get ready now?’
I looked up how to make a knot on the Internet.
I made a knot step by step while looking at my phone.
That’s how I prepared.
In a calm and serene atmosphere.
Get ready to leave this world.
‘brother. ‘I’ll follow you soon.’
After completing the knot, I hung it from the ceiling.
The strap was fastened tightly so that it did not fall off.
Even if several people hang on, the rope will not come loose.
‘done. ‘The preparations are complete.’
Feeling a little proud, I stood on the chair.
A knot hole made to fit my head welcomes me.
‘This is the only way to go quietly without causing trouble to others.’
Just once.
If you just endure that one pain, you can leave.
You can be liberated from this hell.
I put my head into a round knot.
Make sure it is tight around your neck.
There was no difficulty in executing up to this point.
But when the time came, I hesitated.
My limbs, which were relaxed just a moment ago, are shaking as if they are broken.
‘Gwae, it’s okay. Ha, if you just endure it once… … .’
I have no regrets anymore.
In this world without my brother.
I encouraged myself and gained courage.
Rattling!
I hear the sound of a chair falling over.
Ouch!
“Oops!”
My throat immediately tightened and it was difficult to breathe.
‘I feel like my neck will break.’
Human survival instinct.
It was truly amazing.
As the moment of death approached, I instinctively wanted to live.
It put to shame myself who had been cynical a moment ago saying there was no reason to live.
‘Save me… Save me… … .’
I kicked around with my feet, but couldn’t reach anything.
The pounding made my neck tighten even more.
The only thing supporting my 67 kg body was a single rope.
It pulled my neck as if it was going to rip it off.
Fortunately, my hands weren’t tied, so I desperately grabbed the strap above my head.
Although I was able to breathe a little with this.
“Kuh… … .”
My throat was so tight.
I have no strength in my arms.
Just before I lost my mind.
Twisted-
I hit my butt.
He immediately untied the rope around his neck and made it loose.
“Huh, oh oh… . I lived… … .”
It was fortunate.
At the moment of crisis, the rope that held it in place came loose.
But there was something strange.
‘uh… ? ‘Why is it short?’
The rope hanging around his neck is noticeably short.
If the rope that fixed it had come loose, it couldn’t have been this short.
Moreover, the end of the rope was smooth, as if it had been cut by something.
‘what… ?’
I raised my head with that question… … .
“… … !”
For a moment, I couldn’t help but believe my eyes.
Because the older brother I wanted to see so much was standing in front of the door.
“Tongue, bro!!”
“Wonah. “It’s been hard so far, right?”
His voice and smile, he was the brother I knew.
It was clear that it was my brother.
It’s not a fantasy or anything.
The older brother in front of me was real.
“brother. Wow, were you alive? Uh, how… … .”
“for a moment. “Don’t cry and listen to me.”
My older brother, who was trying to stop the tears from flowing, frowned as if he was scolding me.
“I know it was hard for you without me, but that doesn’t mean you’re trying to commit suicide. “Would I feel at ease if you did this?”
“brother… … .”
“I have to overcome it. No matter how difficult it is, the living must live. What are you doing? Do you really want to get scolded?”
The image of the older brother scolding himself with a serious expression.
I missed that sight and was glad to see it, but the atmosphere was so serious that I couldn’t speak.
“Don’t die. never. If you die without me… … “I will never forgive you.”
“brother… … .”
It was then.
My pupils widened once again as I saw my brother disappearing like a mirage.
“brother? Tonguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!”
I immediately jumped out of my seat and searched the whole house.
My brother was nowhere to be seen.
It was as if it had never been there to begin with.
fantasy,
