Episode 221 < God standing in the square. (1) >
One.
When talking about sacrificing herself as a sacrifice for the kingdom, Viscount Amethyst was smiling brightly.
When I saw her smiling face, all of my memories of trauma suddenly came back to me.
‘okay.’
Beyond the fact that I am Gongja Kim, the leader of Macheon and the master of Ivan Xia, I also remembered the visions I had seen while falling into this trauma.
‘I’ve looked through almost all of Topju’s life.’
The moment when Amethyst rose to the rank of nobility.
The moment he first received the title of baronet, immediately throwing the royal capital into a whirlwind of political strife, and marrying a relative of the same s*x as himself.
‘In every memory, Viscount Amethyst was smiling.’
And I saw all the moments when the Viscount smiled happily.
Even though my ability is to see [trauma].
‘That’s not all.’
I even knew that Amethyst would eventually receive the dukedom.
Even at this next point, I’ve already [seen] it once.
‘why?’
Why did I even see Amethyst’s happy moments?
Why did I even see this next moment?
‘no way… .’
When I learned of Viscount Amethyst’s power, I realized a certain possibility.
It was a near impossible possibility. It would probably be difficult for an ordinary person to even think of it.
However, as someone who has undergone a 4000-day regression, I was able to easily arrive at the answer.
‘Tapju’s entire life is a trauma.’
No matter how happy she is smiling.
‘From the time I was born until now, there is no [non-traumatic time].’
The moment I realized that, I unconsciously opened my mouth.
“… … until when?”
Viscount Amethyst looked back at me.
I told her.
“How long do you plan to enforce this golden rule?”
Viscount Amethyst smiled.
“Forever.”
“Until there is no more wronged people on this earth?”
“yes. It’s not just the people. “You told Soin’s advisor, or rather, Mr. Confucius, right?”
Viscount Amethyst leaned over to me and whispered.
“The dwarf will go beyond the kingdom and encompass all worlds.”
“…….”
“I’m sorry, but I looked into Mr. Confucius’ memories. Confucius is also peeking into Soin’s memories right now, so it seems like we made a good deal.”
I expected it.
Viscount Amethyst has the power to intuit the past of others.
When an irregular like me appears, there’s no way he wouldn’t find out about my past.
“You are the leader of the Demon Heaven. You are at the head of an interesting group, Mr. Confucius. but. “You have to have that kind of relationship to be this beautiful.”
The Viscount looked at me as if he were looking at his favorite junior.
“I know you want to stop the little people. There’s no way someone like you would tolerate seeing someone in pain. But Mr. Confucius. Please be faithful to your position.”
position.
“You are the one who should take the side of the powerless people more than anyone else. He is the one who must enforce the Golden Rule more than anyone else. Replacing the screams of the weak. “Isn’t that your karma?”
“I am… … .”
“Don’t try to stop me. “This is a warning.”
Viscount Amethyst touched my ear.
“Little people have a habit of inadvertently destroying adorable children when they see them.”
“…….”
“You wouldn’t think Mr. Confucius was the first person to try to stop a small person, would you? Do you know how much His Majesty, sitting on that throne, shed? “If a small person saves the tears he receives from his lovers, he won’t have to worry about drought next year.”
That wouldn’t be a lie.
The warning sent to me may not have been a bluff either.
Because God always warns people at least once before destroying them.
Already once, the owner of the tower tried to stop me by warning me about seeing the trauma.
“you are… … .”
And, as before, I opened my mouth, taking the warning into account.
“Are you happy doing this?”
“yes.”
Small fingernails gently scratched my ear.
“Can’t you feel it when you see it? Little people are happy. Little people own the happiness and misfortune of lovers. One smile from a small person is enough to make those children happy, and one wink from a small person is enough to make those children unhappy. “How could this not be fun?”
“Even if I have to be tortured forever?”
“Even if I have to be tortured forever.”
“why… Do you accept even pain as happiness?”
Viscount Amethyst smiled.
“What hurts hurts. However, there is a sweeter reward ahead of you.”
“What is?”
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“The tears that small people’s lovers will shed. Watching Soin suffer, his heart breaking and his face breaking. “It’s a sight so sweet that you’ll want to keep watching it.”
“… … You love lovers. To cause someone you love to suffer… … .”
“It’s wrong, but all the children Soin loves are people who killed or ruined someone.”
“…….”
“Isn’t it natural that such children suffer?”
“…….”
“I told you, Mr. Confucius. Mr. Confucius is not the first person to try to persuade small people, and he will not be the last. “A small person has been created for this moment.”
“made… … ?”
“yes. A hobby that indulges in misfortune. A taste for seeing broken people and finding them beautiful. The appearance and speech were enough to take them down. Talent. Achievements that no one can deny and skills that no one can protest. Soin tried to achieve all that and achieved it.”
“…….”
“Would you like me to prove it to you?”
At that very moment, a commotion broke out in the middle of the assembly.
“The tribulation is over!”
He had horns on his head and was a very large nobleman. His voice was as loud as his size, and as the nobleman spoke, the water in his amniotic fluid stirred.
“The rebellion has been suppressed! The big mess is over! Now all we have to do is clean up the mess, so why is there a need to prepare such extreme laws? … .”
I used Baron Goo Ha’s information magic to read the nobleman’s personal information.
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[Pasan cattle]
Status: Noble. Margrave.
Relationship: Viscount’s political enemy.
Risk: White.
Remarks: The head of the small county. In the past, he was deeply involved in a case where the daughter of another family was kidnapped. They aided and abetted the kidnapping, and as a result, one of the villages was completely destroyed. To the northeast, it has Gom County, famous for its mining industry, as its neighbor. He arrested all the madmen running away from neighboring territories and handed them over to the Gom County.
neutrality.
It can kill.
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It wasn’t just Count Passanwu.
“Nonsense. no… … .”
A nobleman who appeared to be around the same age as Viscount Amethyst muttered in despair. The nobleman started flipping through the bill documents one by one, then two, three, then four at once, and finally grabbed the entire document.
“The members of the Viscount faction… … What about you? “This?”
Those seated behind Viscount Amethyst made no reply. Then, the nobleman gritted his teeth.
“Even if there is a reason for a girl who is not much older than me. no. Even if it’s not a girl, it’s the same. Any logic doesn’t matter. I hate this bill. “I just hate it!”
I also read the nobleman’s information.
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[Seonjohae (鮮潮普)]
Status: Noble. Nearby Marquis.
Relationship: None.
Risk: White.
Remarks: The head of the Marquis Crab Territory. As a child, his sense of adventure was so strong that he wandered the seas, where he met a mine dragon and was cursed. He lost his memory and lost his sense of self. Due to his daughter’s immature behavior, the Emperor Hu’s throne was tilted, and he later went on a rampage in the Yongguk, eroding the foundation of the Emperor Hu and the Marquis’s territory.
Compared to his appearance, his ego is 13 years old or younger.
Even though rebel forces had gathered in his territory, he failed to notice, contributing to the outbreak of a major rebellion in the eastern sea.
neutrality.
It can kill.
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Afterwards, many nobles spoke out.
Each time I read the information, I was able to find [the same thing] in all the information.
‘doesn’t exist.’
There is not a single person.
‘There is not a single person without sin.’
That is the original owner of this body.
It was a record written by a man named Baron Gu Ha.
‘To this broad parliament. Not even one person.’
Marquis Baekseolto murdered the child. Viscount Sunheuksin practiced cannibalism. Viscount Daeharan massacred civilians. Count Passanwu ate one of the bags. Marquis Seonjohae failed to stop the rebellion. Baron Haemyeongseom, Duke Muwisik, and the Sun King… … ..
Someone was ignorant. Someone was incompetent. Some people were just indifferent. A hundred nobles had a hundred cases, and for a hundred cases they could probably add a thousand words of excuse.
But the commonality is clear.
Among these.
There is not a single person who has not committed sin.
“everyone.”
That’s why Viscount Amethyst is relaxed.
“You have been so lazy for the last thousand years, especially six hundred years, and even more so for sixty years.”
None of these people saved more people than Viscount Amethyst.
“What did you do when tens of thousands of demi-race slaves were dying mining ore in the Bear Counties? Didn’t you know? Did you lack the power to interfere? Not ready? Maybe so. But hundreds of years were too long a time for that excuse to be valid.”
None of these were more capable than Viscount Amethyst.
“The tribulation is all over? The rebellion is all over?”
“…….”
“Has the tribulation passed now that the visible enemies have been overthrown? Do you think they are gone? everyone. They haven’t disappeared, they’re just being tolerated. “Anyone who has been whipped on the back never forgets the pain they suffered.”
Yes.
“A person whose family has died never forgets the temperature of the soil that formed the grave.”
Therefore, in a world other than this world, someone bowed to him as Heavenly Demon.
“Anyone who had to evade a carriage on the side of the road never forgets that humiliation. A mother never forgets the sight of her son, who had been conscripted and could not return, sleeping in bed one day. “People never forget the pain in his mouth when the bark of a tree scratched him on a winter day when he had to peel it and eat it because there was nothing to eat.”
So, someone bowed and said, “Cheonma.”
So, someone bowed and said, “Cheonma.”
So, someone bowed and said, “Cheonma.”
“Are they gone? Is this all in the past? Are their resentments so old that there is no need to resolve them, and are their resentments so boring that they are not even worth listening to?”
That can’t be possible.
“That can’t be possible.”
That is why they bowed.
“Tell me not to be funny.”
This world is no different. No world is different.
Someone was bowing.
This world is also like that.
In Baron Shinwolseok’s district, a stone that no one had even touched rolled down by itself. The people murmured that it was an ill omen that stones were wandering around in the territory of the rock.
And Lady Snow White whipped a commoner’s child to death.
In Daehe River, the water boiled every night for no reason. A frog jumped out of every ditch and stuck his head in his head, killing him. Lightning struck the royal capital twenty-six times in just one day, and the fortune teller at the North Gate said, “The numbers thirteen stacked up and down make twenty-six, so it is a bad omen.”
And Viscount Daeharan massacred civilians.
The fortune teller was very guilty because he recklessly predicted good fortune for the country. The royal guards dragged the fortune teller out and hit him. On that day, although the rainy season had not yet arrived, the rivers overflowed greatly, and the roads leading to the royal capital were blocked in all directions.
And the Sun King did not come out of the palace.
“You, those in power, must take responsibility for the past.”
There were repeated poor harvests. The tomb disease was a kite. Time is like a rotten spine, and pus accumulates at each successive node.
The bodies of the people flowed over the overflowing river.
“Someone planned and neglected this entire situation, and you will have to choose someone who deserves condemnation by all the people.”
One December, in the middle of a collapsing world, there was a pillar in the shape of a girl trying to support it.
“You will get to choose the little people.”
Amniotic fluid was silent.
How much time has passed?
Marquis Seonjohae opened his mouth in a trembling voice.
“I don’t like this kind of thing.”
Viscount Amethyst nodded.
“yes. that’s right.”
And said.
“What other ending did you think was in store?”
2.
The original owner of this body must have been desperately searching for it.
‘Even just one person is fine.’
Baron Goo Gu-ha loved Viscount Amethyst.
I didn’t know the reason or see the reason, but I could feel the weight of her love from the words the Baron left behind.
‘Even just one person is fine, there must be an innocent person among the rulers of this damn kingdom.’
So the Baron began to record.
Using his magic, he investigated the movements of each noble and wrote down his findings.
I, who took over from her, also looked at the nobles attending the council one by one. I read the information.
However, the records Koo Ha left behind did not change.
‘Murderer.’
Slayer.
‘The one who started the rebellion.’
A person who oppresses civil rebellion.
‘A person who bought a slave.’
A person who sells slaves.
‘A person who commits mistakes through ignorance.’
A person who is incompetent and makes mistakes.
The information that Baron Goo Guha recorded was a statement of guilt. Among the hundreds of feet in the amniotic fluid, there was not a foot that did not contain the blood of the people.
Thus, Baron Kuhn Ha gave up.
He couldn’t stop his master.
‘Maybe that’s why I regained control of my body now… .’
The moment I thought that far, I made a move.
“what?”
Viscount Amethyst tilted her head.
Purple eyes were reflecting back at me as I stood in front of her.
“Didn’t I warn you, Mr. Confucius? I am-”
“trauma.”
I said.
Viscount Amethyst tilted her head even further.
“yes?”
“viscount. “I saw your trauma.”
“i know. “You’re still watching it right now, right?”
“It’s not just this moment. The moment you were first granted the title of Baronet, the moment you married your wife… … . “I’ve gone through almost your entire life.”
I grabbed Viscount Amethyst’s wrist.
“If you were truly happy, those sights would never have been reflected in my eyes.”
“well?”
Viscount Amethyst tilted her head.
“Maybe it’s only recently that you’ve started to feel happier, right? Even after this, the hardships and hardships of Soin’s life were all on display. “True happiness begins today.”
“no.”
Your smile hasn’t changed since that day.
“I even saw that you eventually received the commission.”
Your smile hasn’t changed since then.
“Today and after today, you will continue to experience trauma.”
“That’s a strange thing to say. “Death King.”
Viscount Amethyst called me by my second name, which I had never told her.
What she said about reading my past wasn’t a lie.
“Are you saying that small people are actually unhappy and only pretend to be happy? I feel a little bad. If Soin lied like that in the first place, there’s no way his lovers wouldn’t find out, right? I am-”
“[God who never returns].”
I walked a little closer to Viscount Amethyst.
“The reason your whole life is suffering is simple. Of course. Because you are seeing [someone else’s past] anytime, anywhere. “I saw Marquis Baekseolto’s past, I saw Viscount Daeharan’s past, and, without my knowledge, I also saw my own past.”
in other words.
“There’s never been a single moment where you haven’t watched someone die.”
“There’s no way it wouldn’t be painful. That’s why your life has been marred by hundreds of millions of traumas.”
closer.
“But, it’s strange. It was relatively recently that you obtained [Eye of the Golden Dragon] and [Breath of the Ice Dragon]. Surprisingly, it hasn’t been that long since I was able to peek into other people’s pasts at will. And yet you groan in pain your whole life.”
I also saw the days when Viscount Amethyst didn’t have her dragons.
Even back then, she felt pain reading other people’s pasts.
how?
Amethyst didn’t have the powers of dragons back then, so how did she receive the pain of others like she does now?
There is only one possibility.
“[A god who never returns] is an absurd lie.”
“…….”
“You are [a God who keeps returning].”
I looked at the young nobleman.
“You went back in time with the power of a dragon, so you could see the trauma of others, from childhood all the way up to now.”
When she encountered Duke Muwisik, Viscount Amethyst instantly saw through the Duke’s life.
As if I knew it from the beginning.
When she met the Sun King, Viscount Amethyst already knew about the king’s life.
As if I had guessed it for a long time.
“You are constantly [repeating] your current life.”
“…….”
“Go back, go back. I go back and live the same life. Every time, you live according to what you know, what you should say and how you should act. “You repeat this life forever, constantly watching other people suffer.”
“…….”
“So your whole life has been a trauma.”
Viscount Amethyst was silent.
I asked her.
“How many lives are you repeating, Tapju?”
Viscount Amethyst did not laugh.
“Did you count how many times you saw it?”
It was expressionless.
Before we knew it, the president’s time had come to a standstill.
Everyone had stopped, including the Marquis Seonjohae, who was crying with his head down in exasperation, and the Sun King, who was just sitting there without saying a word.
“Mr. Confucius.”
In the time when the clock was broken, Viscount Amethyst opened her lips.
“Have you ever counted the sand in a river flowing through your veins?”
Hangha Temple.
“A small person’s answer is fixed.”
Viscount Amethyst had no expression on her face, as if she had been expressionless since she was born. It was as if that was her original face. Her purple eyes reflected the world indifferently, and her lips did not mock, bless, or ridicule anything.
“Forever.”
At that moment, the scenery was broken.
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