ReLife Player Chapter 636

Relife Player 636

[Chapter 167]

[Omen of destruction (6)]

Are you an apostle of Mana God?

Eunha had no choice but to not react to what Illya suddenly said.

If there was truly a God in this world─.

─Why is the world like this?

Why did I have to lose everything?

I lost my family.

It wasn’t just family that was lost.

He even lost the people who reached out to him when his emotions were dry at that time.

If there truly was a God, why did God plunge himself into despair?

“There is no God in this world. “I have to do everything with my own hands. Do you think praying to a non-existent god will solve the problem?”

“”””… … .””””

“Manasin is a piece of shit. God’s will is not contained in mana; it is I, we, who contain our will in mana.”

That’s why I didn’t believe that the galaxy was a god.

His unhappiness in his previous life was nothing more than bad luck and his own lack of strength.

It’s not like God’s arrangement.

If he believes that, he will deny that he is living this life.

If God arranged everything, it would mean that the ending you face in this life will be the same.

“So don’t tell him things like he’s an apostle of Mana God or anything like that.”

“Ugh, Eunha… .”

“”””… … .””””

Furthermore, he had been treated harshly by Mana believers in his previous life.

<Saint of the Order> After Illya’s death.

The Mana cult fanatics, who claimed her death as a martyrdom and inflated their power, claimed <Pyeongwang> This is because he committed terrorism in Yeongdeungpo along with Shindorim.

They broke the taboo to save their lost family, went crazy again, and eventually caused a zombie outbreak in the area as a result of resurrecting the dead.

As a result, Lim Ga-eul’s support fell sharply.

From then on, the fanatics continued to commit acts that went against the fairy’s intentions.

“Fools who don’t try to overcome on their own and just believe that things will be resolved by relying on God.”

“”””… … !!””””

“On the topic of weaklings. Don’t come to me asking for treatment just because you have a minor wound. Don’t take it for granted.”

“What, what!?”

“What did you just say!?”

It’s an wolf with its mouth open blankly.

Eunha turned her head away from her and spoke those words to the people gathered around her.

My emotions got stronger.

Nevertheless, he looked at them and confidently met their gaze.

“If there is such a thing as God, I don’t know why. If we’re going to save people like you, we’ll first save players who are dying while fighting monsters… .”

“This kid is really… !”

“Hey! You’re not talking carelessly! What the hell do you know!”

People raised their voices.

They pointed at each other.

Eunha just laughed.

What do I know?

At least I know more than you.

Their words were just ridiculous.

Their situation was not good.

However, there were many people in the world like them who sacrificed their lives to overcome their circumstances or for others.

Rather than sinking in despair, I tried to break out of despair.

Actually, they—.

“─Seo, saintess! Are you going to stay like this!? Let’s get this atheist who won’t be saved when he dies… !”

“─If you have any complaints, come out directly.” “”””… … “”””

“Hide in the crowd and don’t come out, just don’t talk.”

“”””… … !!””””

They didn’t move.

They were just crowding around Illya and begging for her to say something.

Eunha snorted.

Even in their previous life, they did this and drove the <saint of the church> to death.

I knew their physiology well.

Their will to fight was castrated.

No, he castrated himself.

Right then─.

“─Manasin is always by our side.”

Pushed by people’s backs.

Illya, who came to her senses belatedly, spoke in a very serious tone.

Green eyes looked towards the galaxy.

There was confidence in his eyes.

“What is contained in your mana is your will, but the mana you shed and others shed and dissolve into the world becomes the totality of your will.”

“… … .”

“The totality of that will is Manasin. So we are part of Manasin, and that means you are no different.”

“If my will is part of God, then does that mean I can also become God?”

“Of course. As part of the Manasin, we all possess the status of gods. Therefore, if we practice correctly, we can become gods.”

“Then monsters are also part of the god you are talking about. No, they must be closer to gods than we are. Because their hearts are made of magic stones and mana.”

“Monsters are also part of the Manasin. However, monsters are creatures made up of the wrong will that we unconsciously shed in our daily lives. They are beings who do not follow God’s will, so we need to purge the world of wrong will by suppressing them.”

“So you pray every day?”

“That is the wish of God Mana.”

A war of words going back and forth without giving even an inch.

People watched with bated breath.

Illya answered Eunha’s questions with a bright smile on her face.

Eunha snorted.

“You’re saying things that aren’t even funny. The people who actually subdue the monsters are players who do not believe in the Mana Church, so what is the meaning of your existence when you pray?”

“That… .”

“If I were Mana God, I would definitely tell you this. Hurry up, grab your weapons, and free this world from monsters. There is Mana God, so do not be afraid of death. When you die and return to being part of nature, you will be saved in My arms. So fight, you weaklings.”

“… … .”

I am well aware of the doctrines of Manaism.

Even if I didn’t like them in my previous life, I couldn’t help but learn about them.

Eunha imitated Illya’s speaking style and laughed at people.

Illya couldn’t say anything this time.

At this, Eunha turned away from her.

“I came here with vain expectations. I guess I can’t fix it. Let’s go, Yoojeong.”

“… Yes.”

People hesitate.

They make way.

A sense of defeat that seems to be engraved into one’s body.

Eunha withdrew her attention from them and walked away, taking Lee Yu-jeong with her.

Then he stopped.

“─Let me just say one thing.”

Eunha looked back at Illya.

Illya sat still.

No, Illya was glaring at Eunha.

“If I were Mana God, I would also say this. Take care of your body first. If you can’t take care of yourself properly, how can you take care of others? Then, God will be very happy that he is abusing his body.”

“… … .”

This was advice.

Advice he could give to Illya after receiving help from Illya before returning.

Eunha moved forward without waiting for her answer.

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“─I’m sorry.”

“What?”

“You got angry in front of people earlier.”

“No, it’s okay. And that should be done for them, not me.”

Leaving Myeongdong Cathedral.

Eunha held Lee Yu-jeong’s hand and walked in silence, then suddenly apologized.

I stopped getting angry.

The Mana religion that he hated so much in his previous life.

However, when Illya suddenly tells Lee Yu-jeong that she is an apostle of Mana God, her emotions become intense.

“Honestly… , I was scared earlier.”

“… … .”

“I was wondering if it was a galaxy I knew… . “I was a little surprised because it was my first time seeing you angry like that.” “I’m sorry for startling you.”

“No. I feel good because I found out about you that I didn’t know about… , I don’t know why, but I’m kind of happy because I think you got angry for me.”

But Lee Yu-jeong shook her head.

She covered her mouth with her hand and burst into laughter.

It was only when Eunha saw her smile that she felt relieved.

He was scared of showing her a side he didn’t want to see.

I was glad I didn’t do that.

“But I hope you won’t do that next time.” “… … .” “I know you are a good person. But the people I met for the first time today… , you won’t think differently from me when you see that.”

“I don’t care what other people think.”

“I don’t want you to hear bad things from other people. “It would break my heart so much to hear you say that.” “… … .”

“So don’t do that again next time. I’m sure he didn’t mean anything to me in a bad way. Huh?”

“… I’ll try my best.”

Lee Yu-jeong gently scolds me.

The galaxy could not resist.

Eun-ha, who had been indebted to her in her previous life, did not want to disappoint Lee Yu-jeong.

Eunha hugged her tightly.

“─I don’t want to be disappointed by you. So, I’ll try my best.” “I won’t be disappointed in you.”

“I don’t want to seem like a scary person to you… .”

“I’m not scared at all?”

“You said it was scary earlier.” “I’m not scared anymore. It’s rather cute.”

“You think I’m cute?”

“Yeah, looks like a downcast puppy.”

Yu-jeong Lee in Eun-ha’s arms.

She looked startled.

Then she gently hugged him like Eunha did.

Soon Lee Yu-jeong lifted up on her tiptoes and moved the hand that had been caressing his back to his head.

She stroked her head.

“Good, good. Isn’t our galaxy kind?”

“… “Don’t treat me like a puppy.”

The touch is warm.

Eunha closed her eyes to focus on Lee Yu-jeong’s touch.

Smell, warmth, touch.

Everything about her made him calm down.

─But Yoo-jeong, your heart… .

Then, Eunha felt a repeated touch in front of her face.

She would be embarrassed if she told him.

So I decided not to tell.

Instead, he had to struggle to maintain his composure.

☆

Do you need strength?

At some point, I heard a voice.

Born in the slums, she was fortunate enough to be taken in by the Mana Church, and she often listened to voices.

‘Who are you? Where is it?’

We exist in the sky, the sea, and the fields.

We are the totality of the will that all things shed into the world.

A disembodied voice that cannot be determined whether it is male or female.

Some days the voice was one, some days it was two, and some days it was divided into three or more.

Talking with them was a very strange experience for her as a child at the time.

Then one day, she was caught by the religious leader muttering something into the air alone.

‘─Riya, the voice you heard is the voice of the god Mana.’

‘Mana God?’

‘Yes. Now I see that the reason you came here, Riya, was arranged by the God of Mana.’

Oh, Lord Mana.

At that time, the religious leader bowed down to her and taught her that the identity of the voice was that of the God of Mana.

She had no doubts.

Since then, she has been revered as the person who conveys the voice of Mana God, and is now called <the saint of the church>.

She now took it for granted that she was a saint.

‘Manasin is a piece of shit. God’s will is not contained in mana; it is I, we, who contain our will in mana.’

But the man she met today said those words to her.

He was a man who seemed to have a lot of anger in his heart.

What kind of life have you lived that you can even curse the God of Mana?

She felt sorry for him.

Then, when she heard what the man said, she also got angry and burst into tears.

She was a person too.

There was no way I wouldn’t be angry.

‘You’re saying things that aren’t even funny. The people who actually subdue the monsters are players who do not believe in the Mana Church, so what is the meaning of your existence when you pray?’

But she couldn’t refute it.

The doctrine of Manaism consisted of what the religious leader and vice-priests said during worship.

Sometimes, the words she heard after receiving the god Mana were added to the doctrine.

Of course, there was a reasonable explanation for the man’s question.

But she herself knew very well that that was not really the answer.

Above all, the man at that time was not looking for an answer from her, but was just pouring out his anger.

No matter what I said, the man would most likely scoff and argue.

Even so─.

“─It’s annoying, it’s annoying… .”

Illya, who entered the room, muttered as she recalled what happened today.

I accidentally hit the pillow.

I know, I know very well.

She also knew very well that there were many loopholes in the doctrine of Manaism.

“Then what is that sound I hear… .”

However, the voice he heard was clearly that of the God of Mana.

That was the only explanation.

Illya hugged the pillow tightly and pouted her lips.

“Now that I think about it, why did that person speak informally to me? When I looked at him, he looked younger than me, but I’m 26 years old, so you have to listen to me like that?”

Ah, I can’t be a saint.

Illya, I’m 26 years old this year.

She thought of the man again and became indignant.

“─It’s Riya. I heard that someone said something mean to you in front of the cathedral today. Are you okay?”

“Ah, leader. I’m OK. How many times have you heard something like that?”

Be smart then.

The leader knocked on the door and came in.

Illya jumped up from the bed and greeted the old man who had a friendly atmosphere.

The leader sat down on her bed.

He placed his hand on hers.

“No matter what anyone says, Riya, you are the apostle of God Mana. Don’t be shaken.” “Yes… , I know it well.” “People who have a hard time living in the world all curse the world like that. “The people in the world who complain a lot are proof that their hearts have been hurt a lot.”

“Yes… .”

“That’s why such people need salvation. What we have to do is to prove to such people that there is a god, and to make them recognize that they are the children of the god Mana.” “Yes, I will try.”

The teachings of the religious leader.

She nodded familiarly.

In fact, something like this happened several times today.

And she preached about the Mana God and made them join the Mana Church.

Those who gained a place to lean on became ardent followers of the god Mana and engaged in religious activities.

“So, child, please guide these ignorant people to the right path.”

“Yes, please leave it to me.”

He possesses the power of Mana God, which can heal any wound.

That’s why I was confident.

And yet she─.

─But, leader, I felt like I couldn’t do anything about that person.

She felt like she wouldn’t be able to convince the man she saw today.

The man is

He was a theist.

No, he was a person who seemed to say that if there was a God, he would kill that God.

On the other hand─.

‘─Take care of your body first. If you can’t take care of yourself properly, how can you take care of others? Then, God would be very happy that his body is being abused.’

The man’s last words.

Strangely, it was stuck in her heart and wouldn’t leave.

☆

Monday of the first week of April, year 15 of the Calendar.

Fairy Lim Ga-eul left Seoul to tour the provinces.

The Twelve Lords who join her tour are <Emperor the Brain> Lee Do-jin and <The Witch of Time> Prissy Memory.

Below are players from the Mana Management Organization and influential players from A-class and S-class clans.

“I hope nothing happens… .”

Fairy Im Ga-eul.

Contrary to her wishes.

Disaster approaches those who live trapped in a cocoon and forget the danger.

One more day until the monster army attacks.

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