ReLife Player Chapter 191

Relife Player 191(a)

[Chapter 066]

[Relife]

There is a sound that cannot be overlooked.

Every time I try to get wet in the happiness of everyday life, I hear a sound like breaking a colic.

help me

save me

Help me

The sound that makes you wake up makes you vomit even the aftertaste as if you pulled your hair out of the water.

When you feel the cold water pouring on you and the breath you have been holding in, it is a battlefield far from your daily life.

At my feet, the blood that seemed to have just been shed was drawing a map, staining the ground dark red, and when I opened my clenched hand, thick blood flowed between my fingers.

Looking around, there were piles of corpses that looked like they would scream at any moment, and somewhere, I heard the sound of someone moving a weapon and the sound of a monster exploding from the bottom of the body.

It was the corpses of those whom he had forced to die, and the cries of those who had been sacrificed for him.

I did as I was told.

I did what I wanted.

A rumbling mockery.

that’s like this

everyone is dead

Except for you.

For you.

A cold rebuke like a blue blade.

But are you going to live alone?

How can you be so selfish?

Only you can’t be like that.

A question that pierces the chest.

The compulsion to cut out the heart.

When I looked ahead to escape from the pain of wanting to close my ears and turn my eyes, my daily life was there.

brought happiness from the bottom

people were walking

I stretched out my hand to reach them and moved… .

Now we don’t even care

Are we not important?

Are you just trying to be happy?

When you turn your head, the hands of the dead grabbing your ankles.

And those who rose from the dead, trying to cover up their daily lives.

Help us who liked us

Save us who understand

save us who sacrificed

know.

Know.

The death-infested darkness, the ringing sound that lingers in your ears, are all your own creations.

This is guilt, but it is a sense of debt.

It’s not like the voices of the dead.

Because the dead don’t speak.

Even so, the reason he couldn’t ignore the fantasy he created was—.

-Because I’m weak.

If his colleagues knew that he was the <Berserker> who would kill and kill at will, bullshit in hell.

yes, bullshit.

But in this life it is different.

Having memories from the age when she could neither walk nor speak, she was able to feel the love of her family, which she had not even remembered in her previous life.

Having lost his family at a young age, he did not know the importance of family.

I learned that in this life.

The love of the family comforted Undead Noh Eun-ha, who was living with her emotions worn out and unable to die.

26 years after losing my family.

For him, who has lived most of his life only to die, and to kill something in order to do so, his second life was like a sweet rest.

That’s why I wanted to live like this forever.

I wanted to enjoy it like this.

I wanted to be happy like this.

I didn’t want to do anything.

Just like this.

Just like this.

you know the future

Are you still not going to try?

why? why?

I heard that sometimes.

The sound of whipping yourself for deciding not to do anything.

I wanted to ask the opposite every time.

why? why?

What’s so great about knowing the future?

Where do you think it would be easy to change?

With words, everyone does everything.

Should I try to do that?

why should i try?

Did you suffer a lot before returning?

What do you do to change the future?

What do you do with success?

Can’t we just live?

I don’t want anything

I like it just the way it is.

Ordinary thing… , the best.

It was a life I didn’t want to live.

It was a life I would rather die.

Even so, the reason I didn’t end my own life and kept living was because I didn’t want to waste my life at the expense of someone.

And maybe… , very maybe… , I want to find a reason to live.

That’s why I’m weak.

There is no such thing as a coward.

He, who had lost his reason for living and decided to die, was looking for a reason for a new life on the other side of his heart.

Even though she wanted to go down the road full of despair, she was shallowly waiting for hope to come to her heart.

Even so, I was afraid to find a reason for a new life.

I felt like I would stop halfway through losing my family, closing my heart, and filling up the loss by killing something.

I thought the death I had stepped on would be useless.

I think I’ll stop holding out hope in this f*cking world.

Are you very frustrated?

It was a tough world to live in.

It was a life that seemed to suffocate.

It’s like you just want to die.

Even if he found a new meaning of life there, the more he thought that a difficult world would unfold, the more it felt futile.

Even so, it would be nothing more than a sip of sweet rain in a hard life.

It’s hard to live

So let’s die.

You shouldn’t look for a reason.

So you must die.

really? really?

Didn’t you find a reason to live?

The ridicule and ridicule completely ceased.

A familiar, soft voice drowned out all the noise.

‘please… , I have to come back.’

‘I don’t want to die. I want to live. happily.’

<Undead> Unha Noh released his hatred for monsters while facing death in the deepest part of the <Abyss Dungeon>, one of the black dungeons.

It was because I was able to put an end to the life I had been living with.

Instead, regret remained.

To the extent that I realized it only before I died.

want to live

It was only at the moment of death that I had no choice but to face the desire that I had intentionally looked away from, pretending not to know.

… I wanted to live happily with you.

It is a wish of the past that could not be fulfilled.

completely irrelevant in this life.

It didn’t seem to have anything to do with it at all.

Because in this life, I decided to live happily with my family and friends.

Still, it caught my eye.

The more he felt happy, the feelings that would have been dismissed as aspirations in his previous life coiled somewhere in his heart.

He added that the happiness of the people he turned his back on was unhappiness.

then you can help

you can save me

You can take care of it.

What do you think is so difficult?

Because it’s hard, because it’s hard.

Not everyone can say it.

Because I have to go through all kinds of hardships.

I wondered if I would just suffer and die like before returning.

If you prioritize the happiness of others, you might not be able to take care of your own happiness.

If it’s selfish, it’s a selfish story.

With his internal mana only slightly higher than the average of normal players, he had no choice but to advance more tenaciously than anyone else.

me alone

silently.

A road no one knows.

can’t tell anyone

So I want to live quietly like this.

I want to live a normal life like this.

I want to live… .

I keep stepping on my eyes.

The lingering feelings that I should have left behind in my previous life keep coming back to me.

And the happiness I got from this life.

i know i know

That it’s just foolishness.

Time does not stand still.

Whether it’s happy times or hard times, it flows equally and unchangingly to everyone.

Even if you think you want to settle down peacefully as it is, the world moves.

It’s not just the world.

People around me go one step further.

In a changing world, the only thing that doesn’t change is yourself.

What is fooling around.

What you are forcing yourself to do.

Even so, time gnaws at the grace period that can be used in droves.

The time when you can’t refuse to choose is getting closer.

‘I’m <Shinpoong>. Shin Seo-young, the best caster in Korea.

Do you think I will die? you’re welcome.

i’m not dying Eunha, I will recapture Uijeongbu without worrying about you.’

The first recapture of Uijeongbu signaled that the time for a choice was running out.

If you hesitate without choosing anything, you will be robbed of the happiness you have obtained.

This time, he was able to move on because he was young, because it was a future he could be involved in, but he wouldn’t know what would happen next.

‘I am… , lungs to you… I don’t know if it will hurt… , someday, someday… me… no… will you do… I don’t know… ! I deserve to be with you… , I don’t know if there is anything like it! Still with you… !’

Last year, the incident that happened to Seo-na showed that the time to make a choice was just around the corner.

I must not delay any longer.

If I remain complacent without changing, I will not be able to keep the happiness I cherish.

The more happiness you want to embrace, the more you have to build the strength to protect it.

Surely, someday, there will come a time when you can’t protect it with your own strength.

so?

Eunha what are you going to do?

A voice urged me to stop leaning on it.

How to do it.

The life spent in the first life and the time spent in the second life informed me.

He said he was a weak coward and a very greedy person.

To the point where I can’t shake off the lingering feelings.

“—You made me wait?”

I have no thoughts of losing it.

There is never anything you can’t keep.

There is absolutely no turning back.

Persevere even when it’s hard.

Even if it’s hard to hold on, you’re stubborn.

I will move forward no matter what.

Even if it is an arduous and harsh road.

Even if it’s a path that I have to walk alone in silence.

Are you okay though?

“are you okay.”

won’t you regret it?

“I have no regrets.”

I have no regrets.

The moment I made up my mind, my heart felt so refreshed.

The more I thought of the things I wanted to protect, the more I felt an indescribable sense of fullness.

“So wait. I’m going to meet you.”

ok, i’ll wait

If it was Lee Yu-jeong, he would say so.

After those words, the ringing in my head disappeared.

The world where death lurked also disappeared.

The strong wind drove away both the sound and the world.

“long time no see.”

Eunha came to the Han River today.

Leaning on the railing of the bridge, he gazed out at the wide expanse of the river.

A river of unknown depth flowed quietly.

“Congratulations on coming into the world.”

The day has come.

time to choose.

March 7th.

Today is the day Ha Baek-ryun was born.

A child twelve years younger than herself must have come out into the world at this time somewhere.

That means you can no longer stand by.

The future of a young fairy who will be turned into a puppet in the distant future.

can’t be like that

In his past life, he had to watch Ha Baek-ryun obediently obeying them and sometimes being ridiculed.

He only knew how to kill someone, but he couldn’t help the malice of reaching out to her.

As a mediocre player, he was only a named player, even if he was highly regarded, and he had neither the wealth nor the power to help her.

At most, the power it possesses is a military force named <Berserker> that instills fear in people.

And the name <Undead>.

So, he was like a double-edged sword to her.

“It’s different this time.”

But this life is different.

He reached over the railing and made a grabbing motion.

“The power too.”

I will make no one kneel in front of you.

“Even wealth.”

I won’t let anyone despise you.

“Neither helpless.”

I will make sure no one dares to stand against you.

It’s different this time.

Because I won’t turn my eyes away from the reasons to live anymore.

I won’t hesitate to do anything to make you happy.

To that end-.

“—I will become a player.”

It was the best thing he could do.

The mana in the body has already reached the level it reached before returning.

No, a little more than that.

Even so, mana in the body was still increasing.

It could be said that the bowl that holds mana has become wider.

Maybe it’s because I’ve been dealing with mana since I was a child.

“…Well, it won’t be long at all.”

Does not matter.

What is lacking is to be filled with something else.

The sense of handling mana was much better than before the regression.

A gift I don’t know the name of is also helping me.

“It’s okay, so.”

You don’t have to be strong alone, and you shouldn’t be strong alone.

No matter how strong a human being is, he cannot stand against calamities and catastrophes alone.

More than anything, it’s this damn world you have to deal with.

So you just have to have enough power.

you can do it.

there’s nothing you can’t do

All the world events that had happened so far were nothing more than the history that he knew superficially.

There were times when I vaguely passed by words or writing without experiencing it personally.

It’s different from now on.

Especially from the time he graduates from the Player Academy.

Because the things you’ve been through will come to you.