ReLife Player Chapter 182

Relife Player 182

[Chapter 059]

[Star, Star, Star (2)]

Minji left the house.

After hearing the story from Minji’s mother, the family went around the neighborhood looking for Minji in the middle of the night.

“Hello? Yes, Mom. I found Minji. Where is this now…”

Minji was at a park playground not far from her house.

Eun-ah, who was moving with Eun-ha, called her mother as soon as she found Min-ji.

“I…wouldn’t it be better to wait here?”

After finishing the phone call, Eun-ah looked up at the slide.

Eunha will do something about Minji’s worries.

I was able to create an uncomfortable situation for her to speak out if I approached her without notice.

I decided to wait in this place.

“That’s the galaxy star, my star…, the one next to it is the silver star…”

The stars are very clear today.

Looking up at the night sky, Eun-a named each star she didn’t know the name of, one by one.

The reason why I think the night sky is so bright is because the moon is up and countless stars are shining.

It’s not because one of them is particularly shining.

“…”

There are as many stars as there are people.

Eun-ah made another promise.

I want to become a player to protect those stars.

☆

“Everyone is looking for you. What are you doing without going home?”

“…I don’t know, I won’t go in.”

Minji turned her head away as if to stop talking to her.

Eun-ha, who leaned her back on the railing, laughed at her actions.

Eunha could see that she was stubborn.

There was no way that he, who had been a childhood friend since he was very young, was unaware of Minji’s actions.

“Okay, then don’t go in. Sleeping here will become a memory later.”

“…”

Biting her lip, Minji buried her head between her legs.

Even though he didn’t offer comfort, it was rude to scratch his insides.

Noh Eun-ha, this bad guy, Hayang-i would have been worried… !

Of course, if Minji had heard that Hayang had run away, she would have been worried.

It’s a thing of the past now, but I couldn’t help but worry when I thought that she, who had been timid since childhood and often burst into tears, would be walking alone on the streets at night.

On the contrary, Seo-na is unexpectedly strong and has strong vitality, so I thought I would be less worried.

Eunhyuk had the image of going home on his own, even if he didn’t bother looking for him.

Whatever it is… , isn’t it okay to worry a little?

Even after a long time, Eunha was still watching, so I felt a sense of repulsion.

He buried his face between his legs and fired at him.

“If you’re going to do this, why did you come? Leave me alone, I mean.”

“What are you here for? I came to see you.”

Despite the voice mixed with resentment, Eun-ha responded deftly.

It was so nasty that I wanted to scratch it with my fingernails.

“Are you going to just watch?”

“Then I’m just watching, what else can I do?”

“You didn’t come here to convince me!? Are you really going to just watch?”

Minji was so stunned that she raised her head and squealed.

I’m burning a fire inside

Once the words were spoken, it was only a matter of time before the next one came out.

“Don’t you wonder why I left the house!? Did you really come to see me doing this!?”

She poured out the words she had been hiding inside like a rapid-fire cannon.

I was out of breath.

Standing up from the slide at some point and facing Eunha, she shook her shoulders up and down.

Eunha, who had been listening to the story in silence, opened her mouth as if she had been waiting for that moment.

“Of course I was worried about you, so I came to find you. That’s why you left home, your mother told me a long time ago…”

“Then you’re making me explode? If you’re worried, what’s wrong with pretending to be worried!?”

“So I’ll listen to you if it makes you feel better… but I won’t.”

“…”

That was right.

I didn’t run out of the house to get someone’s worries.

I knew that even if I asked Eunha for comfort, there was nothing Eunha could do for me.

“Did you say everything you wanted to say?”

The galaxy asked under the stars.

Only then did she realize that he was acting to vent all his frustration.

Even in this situation, even if he was upset that he would argue, he and he were originally like this.

Regret for pouring out abusive words at Eunha came flooding in.

Feeling pathetic, Minji covered her face with both hands and sat down.

“…I want to be a player. But my mother says not to be a player because it is dangerous.”

“I heard from your mother. Why do you want to be a player?”

I don’t even want a solution.

This is a matter between you and your parents.

Minji brought up the story of a quarrel with her parents about her career as if she just wanted to be heard.

Then, when Eunha asked, he realized that he had said he wanted to become a player without giving a proper reason.

“…”

“…Eat it? What, why did you stop talking?”

“I want to live freely…, like myself. I want the world to know…, I want to know me. And…”

I want to stand side by side with you

Minji, who had been keeping her mouth shut, sparsely spoke.

The reasons for wanting to become a player are so diverse that it is impossible to express them in one word.

However, I told my parents that I wanted to be a player for just one reason: I wanted to live freely.

My parents didn’t tell me the right reason, but they said to live in pursuit of stable happiness.

“I… I didn’t properly tell my parents. The reason I want to become a player…”

“I should have said it. What if I just told you that I wanted to be a player? Why didn’t you tell me?” “That’s right… I thought Mom and Dad would understand, of course.”

“Where is such a thing? Can a parent understand how I feel?”

“I know….”

Minji agreed in a sullen tone.

I thought that my parents would know, and that they would oppose the future that I would become a player anyway, so I recklessly raised my voice.

“If I tell you now… will you understand?”

“I don’t know. It’s not my heart, it’s your parents’ heart.” “I know….”

Come to think of it, Minji also couldn’t understand what kind of heart her parents had in telling her to go the prescribed path.

I vaguely understood, but I couldn’t accept it.

“…A brother I know once said something like this.”

“A brother you know? That brother who thinks he is more handsome than Hyun Bin?”

“What do you want from Geumjeon hyung?”

“but….”

Eunha suddenly changed the topic.

Spreading her legs out, Minji followed him and looked up at the night sky.

There were so many stars today that I heard the sound of grass bugs crying.

“The hardest thing in this world is to understand one’s own heart first, and secondly to understand others’ hearts.” “…”

“I don’t know how I feel, but it’s a big mistake to think that my parents know how I feel.

Conversely, thinking that you know your parents’ feelings.”

“…That’s right.”

Minji did not refute anything and agreed.

He didn’t even know his own heart, so there was no way anyone else could know his heart.

Conversely, it was arrogance to think that you could understand the minds of others when you did not even know your own.

The fundamental cause of the endless argument with my parents was the misunderstanding that each other would understand their minds.

There was no way the other party would understand if we just blindly put forward the argument without explaining the proper reason.

“Are there too many stars?”

“Why are there stars again?”

“That older brother said it. Looking up like this, it seems that the stars are densely floating in the night sky, but the distance between the stars is so far that you can’t measure them with your knuckles.”

“…Noh Eun-ha.” “why?” “If you get to know me, you’re emotionally childish, aren’t you?”

“What? Hey, eat what did you say just now? You gave me advice that will become bones and flesh in your life. What? My sensibility is childish?”

“Oh, I’m dying of childishness. If I say childish, I’m childish.”

Minji burst into laughter.

Eunha was furious with anger, but she didn’t listen to him anymore.

I blankly looked at the night sky.

Suddenly, I thought that the stars were shining alone.

When observed from the slide, the stars that seem to be right next to you may actually be farther away than you can reach even if you spend all your life and run.

Maybe it’s between people, I don’t know.

Even though they seem to be right next to each other, in fact, they are so far apart that they cannot understand each other.

Maybe that gap can’t be overcome.

“But if you listen to your childish words… In the end, people will live alone and die alone without being able to understand someone or meet someone who understands them.”

“Uh…, does that happen? How is it? When you enter the coffin, you go in alone, but what?”

“…”

Not finding the right answer, the galaxy went down the slide.

He brushed off the dirt on his buttocks and tried to keep his mouth shut even though he must have been feeling stinging stares.

Then, as if the silence was uncomfortable, he grunted and shook his head.

Eventually, the answer he gave gave off the feeling of saying he didn’t know.

“That’s why the stars are shining! I’m here, look at me. I’m sending a signal to a star far away by burning my life.

The distance still cannot be shortened, but will the light emitted by a star reach other stars?”

“Noh Eun-ha, tell me honestly. Are you just talking about whatever comes to mind?”

“It’s not.” “Don’t lie. I’ve known you for ten years. Do you think you can fool my eyes by pretending you’re not?” “Ha, you’re in trouble again…”

Eunha clicked her tongue.

Minji finally laughed when he saw him taking off his pretense.

It was a plausible excuse for Eunha.

She giggled, holding her belly button, wiping the tears from her eyes.

“You may be right.”

A person may not understand another person for the rest of his life.

It’s not like you don’t fully understand.

Just as a star disappears after radiating so that it can be seen by as many people as possible for the rest of its life.

Perhaps people live to show a very small part of themselves.

So I want to shine dazzlingly.

More than anyone else, just like you.

Like the stars shining under the moonlight.

“…I want to be a player too. No, I will.”

“Do whatever you want.”

“Are you not going to stop?” “It’s only one life anyway, so what? You can live as you want.”

“…You said you stopped Eun-ah when she said she was going to become a player. Are you really not going to stop me?”

“Why are you like this? Noona’s life is mine. Noona’s life is the same as yours? Ah, Eunae’s life is of course mine too.” “…My mom said it. If you keep talking nonsense, it becomes a habit.

Minji made an awake expression when she saw Eunha, who only turned her head back, confidently.

After deliberately pretending to laugh, she spotted a car with its headlights on slowing down in front of the park.

“Kim Minji—!!”

“It’s Minji—!!”

were my parents

As soon as Minji got out of the car, she saw her parents running and calling her.

“It’s Eunha.” “why?”

“I’ll tell my parents properly this time. Why do I want to be a player?” “Yes, then. Minji, if it were you, you would be able to do well without my help.”

Minji’s parents came right closer.

Eun-ha, who put her interlocking hand on the back of her head, decided to avoid the seat.

From now on, it was Minji and her parents’ turn to take matters into their own hands.

“You know how worried I was when I ran out of nowhere!”

“No matter how angry I am, what if I leave the house!”

From afar, I heard her parents screaming after checking Minji’s condition.

They were restless while looking for Minji.

In fact, Eunha was worried when she heard that Minji had left the house.

“I’m glad I found Minji, right?”

“Yes. There are so many stars today.”

“Yeah! Isn’t it pretty? I want to show it to Eun-ae too, but it’s too bad.”

Eun-ha approached Eun-ah, who was leaning on the wall of a residential area where the lights were turned off.

While texting her friends, she smiled and hugged him from behind.

The two of us looked up at the night sky.

There were so many stars.

As they say, there are as many ways of life as there are.

“It’s Eunha.”

“why?” “Eunha, what kind of life do you want to live?”

“Um…, that’s right. Who’s your sister?”

“I want to live happily with my mom and dad, Eun-ae and Eun-ae for the rest of my life!”

“Wouldn’t it be difficult to live together until the day I die? What will I do when I grow up to have a girlfriend and get married?”

“hmm….”

He looked up at the night sky and let out a mischievous smile.

Looking down at him, she tightened her brow and replied.

“Then I’ll live in your house. I’ll be your sister-in-law and watch over my younger brother. 24 hours!”

“That’s kind of scary. Isn’t that telling me not to get married at all?” “Eunha, even if you get married, the person who loves you the most in this world is me next to my dad and mom.

You must never neglect me!”

“Even if the world splits in two, that won’t happen. It’s already a world split in two.”

Eun-ah’s words were very good.

The galaxy that leaned back burrowed into her arms.

The scent of soap tickling my nose softened my heart.

“So? Eunha, what kind of life do you want to live?” “I’m like my older sister. I want to live happily with my family. And—”

Eunha paused for a moment.

He was lost in thought and spoke in a somewhat bitter tone.

“—When I die, I want to die saying that it was a happy life without regrets.”