Episode 41. Cause and effect, emptiness and emptiness (6)
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Then, so naturally, I returned to my bed at the Medicine Hall, which had been my bed for nearly two years.
For some reason, filial piety did not stop or restrain me at all.
Just a light word of wisdom.
– Will be back soon.
It was too simple a request to have given a huge clue.
But right now, I didn’t have the mentality to respond to that request.
It was because all my nerves were focused on the conversation I had with him before.
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―Then what can I do to become a Buddha?
―You can enter Nirvana.
― No, so how can I enter nirvana!
―Nirvana is the highest state among the three basic tenets of Buddhism. Since all things in the universe appeared due to the harmony of karmic causes, in reality, I realized selflessness, which means that the true ‘I’ does not exist, and that everything in this real world is born, disappears, and changes every moment, and there is no such thing as ever-changing (恒常不變). … Cuckoo, I don’t know what bullshit I’m talking about, having abandoned the Buddha Way. Simply put, you need to be able to truly sever all attachments and ties.
― I just need to cut off all attachments and ties… … .
— … … It is written in a pile of books like dog poop, full of rare bullshit called the old Buddhist scriptures. I couldn’t understand them at all, so they’re here now. dragging
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―If you want to be liberated from the middle class, you should dig up the Buddhist scriptures, and if baldheads want to learn the Buddha Way, shouldn’t you run away from the temple and help the poor? Isn’t it so absurd that, when there is such a normal method, you dare to hold a knife used for killing and to wield it and wield it to carry out the will of the Buddha? And what? Is there a way to a weapon like a sword or sword? there is a way How can I kill people with less effort?
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―So I won’t go crazy and get rid of it? In that cradle of hypocrisy called Shaolin. This old man who is now reciting bullshit that eats dog grass to you. He just couldn’t understand it, and he didn’t want to either. Again, that’s why it’s here.
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―Anyway, listening to what you say, it seems that the only way to overcome the existence of the Heavenly Demon is to enter ‘your own nirvana’. of course-.
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The way will be within you… … .
‘My own Nirvana… … .’
He quietly climbed onto the bed. and sat down
I closed my eyes and began to contemplate.
About my own nirvana.
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How long have you been doing that?
When I open my eyes, the first thing I see is a pile of dust on my shoulder.
few days? how many months?
I don’t know.
Whether it’s days or months, it’s a long time to think enough… … .
In the end, I got nothing and opened my eyes again.
So… … .
Gul-gul, Ja-wook brushed off the dusty shoulders. After that, I got up from sitting and left the Medicine Hall.
It was not for any purpose.
I just wanted to.
After a long time, I walked around the Moorim League and Moorim University. Since he couldn’t find it sitting down, he might have been in the mood to find it while walking. No, to be more honest, isn’t it impossible?
to become a buddha
It is absurd.
What only one person in history has achieved, me?
Isn’t that ridiculous?
He wandered around and brushed past the students who were walking around in groups of twos and threes. So, even though I don’t know liberation, I realized one thing for sure.
A lot of people are interested in me, who came back after almost 2 years.
Gwansaeng who gossip every time I pass by. Whether it’s a side glance or whatever, a myriad of interests. Positive gaze and negative gossip.
It was clear that I had become more famous than before, which had caused the split in the Murimmaeng that prevented impeachment.
The funny thing is, I’ve been through most of them.
Looking at the Lv. and information shown in [Three Jians] makes me smile.
Because I could see their history and growth. They may not know, but it feels like all of those things are being handed down as a bond.
Most of the authors and I have had a relationship with the Murim Alliance or [Mission] at least once, and in some cases dozens or hundreds of times.
Sometimes their madness, sometimes their maintenance… … .
either mentally or experientially.
That, in some form or another, was meant to me.
In particular, their potential was fully visible to me.
During that long time, I have seen so many things while crossing countless dead lines. They also gradually realized their latent abilities and grew.
‘The more you go over and over again, the more you train to the limit and increase the limit inherent in yourself.’
I was able to reduce the time or increase the limit with my own ability to process the process.
Students I have seen and buildings I have never seen.
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I wandered aimlessly through that strange discrepancy.
At first, I had no idea… … .
My thoughts grew more and more.
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Waryong Song.
Originally, it was like a small branch of the Murim Alliance, but with the departure of the majority of the members of the Gupailbang and the five generations, I thought it would be empty and quiet now… … .
“Ha! Hey!”
Was it a mistake?
There were still many gwansaeng who were busy training in Waryonggok.
Even before the impeachment incident, there were more people from other than prestigious families, so it was not at all understandable. The first surprise was that there were so many people who stayed behind even in this situation.
second surprise.
“what are you doing? uh? I can only do that! I mean, swing harder and harder!”
I don’t really understand that.
A female slave master who is intensively craving for a wandering gwansaeng. When she meets my eyes, I wink in one of her eyes.
Eyes so captivating that your heart trembles.
Although she is too young and full of flair to be called a nosa.
‘Doo Cho-hee, why is that woman still here?’
Is it Zigong or the Ganja of Ugandae?
No, the Jegal Lord isn’t such a lax person.
I don’t know.
What kind of relationship will I have with that woman in this life?
“Whoa-.”
The breath I exhaled disperses into the air.
Waryonggok in winter.
Come to think of it, the thick waryong uniforms that the gwansaeng are wearing are unfamiliar to me.
Unusual patterns are mottled. Weird lines froze.
‘Did you draw the truth on your clothes… … ?’
Doing it, but now drawing the truth on the uniform.
Is it the skill of old man Geumbongnam?
There were so many new things sandwiched between so many familiar things.
and… … .
It’s peaceful.
It wasn’t the kind of feeling you would feel in a torn-up Moorim-maeng, but it was sincere.
‘What about me?’
To put it in Buddhist terms, would it be a mass of agony?
He started to get involved with an existence far beyond human affairs, but now, as an unmanned man, he was almost completely crippled. either internally or externally.
Where is that?
Isn’t it a series of frustrations that humans can’t stand?
In the meantime, even a new [mission] that was considered almost impossible.
Even, most of the various items obtained through [Mission] and [Sudden Mission] have been lost.
If you become a Buddha… … If you are liberated, will you be able to solve all the difficult problems that are truly piled up?
The existence of an alien called the Heavenly Demon, and the secret about [Heo Gong-rok].
If only I could be liberated, if only I could become a god… … .
Will you be able to fully protect this peace with that?
There was a time when I was walking slowly along the back road of Waryong Valley decorated like a promenade.
Kang! Caang! Kang!
The sound of a hammer hitting a lump of iron dragged my steps.
At some point, he was passing by the workshop in the Moorim League.
“Ooh-! kill, kill! Kill me!”
I don’t know what to kill or what to ask for it to be killed, but unlike the content of the bloody words, the tone is loud.
“Lord, don’t kill me.”
“Yeah! Our Daemong kills, kills!”
“… … That, stop, kill me… … uh? Hye, Hyeja. Uh, when did you come?”
The hopeful dreamer with a hammer the size of his head found me and pretended to know me.
next-.
“Hey, is the sleepyhead captain here?”
Gifu, who pretended to avoid the hammer and smiled, looked back at me. Then he picked her fingers one by one and stopped when he folded 7 of them.
“This time, he only woke up after seven weeks, so he must be a sleepy little boy, minus the captain. cluck.”
Was it 7 days?
I smiled.
“Thanks to you, I know the age of the dust and troubles on my shoulders.”
“What are you talking about?”
“What are you talking about? In my life, there are days when I hear that you are a sleepyhead, dude.”
“Damn it. I will never take that nickname back. Hehehe.”
“Anyway, what kills you so much?”
“this.”
Gifu replied to my plaintive question, waving a ‘arm-like lump of blue jade’ in his hand.
“It’s very good to be behind. Wanna see?”
see. I can understand without looking.
The Gifu guy’s arm I was wearing when I just woke up is just a fake arm.
what is that… … .
“First edition invincible mystery.”
“Invincible Mystery? What is it?”
“The one you are holding right now.”
“Cluck, isn’t that a cool name? Isn’t that right, Daemong?”
“Yes! Very Lord, what a killer name!”
Then, the two of them looked around the invincible mystical plaque and continued a heated discussion.
Sometimes, looking at me, questions such as ‘How is this?’, ‘How about that?’
“Boowak! Bird, I didn’t even think of it, I couldn’t!”
“Oh, what a surprise! Sleepyhead! Did you see something amazing in your dream?”
Surprised.
Yes, I dreamed a lot of these. Except for the cruel incidents that I don’t want you guys to know about… … .
I’ve learned a lot about the ‘future’ that I need.
In particular, the invincible mystic cards I finally checked were 27 or even 28. Daemong even installed a device that separates and fires his arm right before he dies.
Did you just say 3 editions? Or until the 4th edition.
Jang Ki-hoo, who was equipped with the 28th edition invincible Mystery Blade, was a formidable iron man.
If you were born in an era where monsters such as Cheonma, Yongchorang, Wongeuk, Namgunggeum, and Bukri Gyeonghon did not exist, you would have won the best master in the world as if playing a ball game.
If I had built it, it would have been Iron Man 28.
unfortunately it wasn’t
“King of Table Top.”
“What else?”
“Name.”
“Cluck. What is that? I don’t know who it is, but it’s dirty. Tabletop King? How high (tak, 卓) tower (塔) was built, so that it even got the name of Heavenly King?”
Kkeuk, Guride.
“You don’t know who it is?”
“Who is it?”
“Don’t tell me.”
“Ooh, ooh? Wow, it suits you perfectly!”
Unlike the dumb Gifu guy, Daemong makes a fuss.
“what!? This casa!”
Seeing my close friends happy(?) gives me a strange feeling.
As I was about to leave, a familiar object caught my eye in the corner of the studio and asked.
“Hon-yuan walleye? Did Daemong even recreate your Honyuan Thunderbolts?”
“Oh, no.”
“huh? Does it look the same as the Hunyuan clairvoyant?”
“That, it’s the Hunyuan Clairvoyant, which is modeled after the Hunyuan Rocket.”
“Honyuan Wall Force?”
According to Daemong-yi’s explanation that followed, the Honwon Thunderbolt Team was a fantastic team that emitted firearms slowly, unlike the Hunwon Thunderbolts, which discharged enormous firearms outward at once.
In addition, unlike the one-time-use Honwon Thunderbolt, they plan to make it rechargeable by using an organ. But the problem is that it keeps failing.
“Do you need something like that?”
“Yes. Bo, looking at it, the 1st daughter in the Murimmaeng, a cow for heating for a year, consuming wood and coal is huge.”
“Ah, so you’re saying that firearms from hwatan are used instead of bonfires.”
“Yes! When this, this is completed, this, this one aloha, charge once! Dae, I of Daeungjeon Hall, turn on the heating, month gan ha, I will be able to do it!”
“Oh-ho, Daemong. If you use it as a hand warmer, you can use it for decades, right?”
“Ho, with Honwon Byukryeokdan, cow, hand warmer!”
‘Daemong has a lot to make… … .’
From what I heard, Honwon Byukryeokdan was thought to be a bit unfortunate for Daemong to make.
Daemong’s technology shown in [Heo Gong-rok] was truly alien engineering. If the distortion I peeked at was splashed over, I would have completed the great things of the time in a much faster time.
‘Except for useless things like the Hunyuan Thunderbolt.’
Furthermore, what if Daemong survives for a long time without dying, raises disciples, and studies engineering to his heart’s content without worrying about funding? How quickly will the civilization itself in the middle plain change?
I’m just going around the Murimmaeng easily… … .
I saw the fierceness of human affairs again.
This place, no world life, human life was full of the added intensity of the two years.
It’s a matter of course.
‘I was never alone in my fierceness.’
That, too, is a fierceness that has not yet been destroyed.
Fierceness becomes desperate the moment it is destroyed.
There is a difference between fierceness and despair, but the direction of that one inch is as far as aspiration and despair.
And originally, desire and despair flowed for hundreds, thousands, and tens of thousands of years as they were intertwined.
Just like the bridle of fate has been woven together.
Should such a bond stop and the end of despair, destruction come?
does it make sense
Fate is the more we intertwine, the more it rolls, the thicker and harder it becomes like a snowball, and it can never fade or disappear. But is he saying that he has to let go of this bondage?
Liberation… … Escape… … .
I left the two bickering and left the workshop.
After meeting the two, I remembered another guy I couldn’t see yet.
“Where is this guy stuck?”
… … As I was talking to myself, I immediately remembered a place.
too obvious
My feet naturally headed there.
