Episode 36. Cause and effect, emptiness and emptiness (1)
The boiling earth subtly cooled down.
The air that had been slicing the flesh slowly softened.
‘Is it all over now?’
I slowly opened my eyes.
A pure white space spread all over the place.
It is like being in the [warehouse] world.
Except for the fact that the heat wave that the Hunyuan Clairvoyant was creating was nowhere to be seen.
The inside of the [warehouse] I saw right before fainting was truly a pit of hell.
Is [warehouse] correct?
I tried to close it, but it won’t close.
[warehouse] is not.
‘then… … .’
Is it another dream?
How to differentiate between real and fake dreams.
If there is someone who can explain it clearly, he will truly remain as a great sage.
‘Well, it must be a dream. It must be a dream.’
I thought briefly. Isn’t it quite a pleasure just to wake up from [Hu Gong-rok] and realize the real dream after a long time.
If it’s a dream, it’s an unfamiliar dream. I’ve never experienced a dream so cleanly emptied… … I think.
The world, the dream began to stir. It felt as if I was standing on top of the waves and feeling the storm.
The parallax world continued for a long time.
yet.
The storms of that world, the bizarre dream, became a straight road before I knew it. A road is a road, and the canvas (?幅) stretches out my memories like a series of paintings.
The very first day of the past, the return.
A pattern similar to the experience of the time when my previous life unfolded around me.
My life was similar in many respects to that of the day when it passed like a kaleidoscope in tens of thousands of ink paintings, but in other respects-.
‘Did the kaleidoscope become a path this time?’
And at that time, if I could see the picture from my recent memory to the point of return in reverse order, this time it was from the very point I peeped at [Heo Gong-rok].
I woke up. And started walking along the road.
why are you walking
Well, because there was nothing else to do.
walked
infinitely.
Thought.
without limitation.
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walked on
I walked so far that I had no idea how long I had walked.
I walked indefinitely, expecting someone to wake me up again, just as my father had woken me up in my previous life with his iron fist.
walked on
I met so many people… … .
We lost so many… … .
My dream was so sad… … .
Walking on top of the lantern without rest, I recalled the ‘acquaintances’ I encountered in [Heo Gong-rok] in my head.
They were nobody anymore, but they were all ‘ties’ to me.
Sinddong who died in vain at the starting point, Soso who sacrificed for everyone during the Great Zhejiang Incident, Daemong who helped me lay the foundation for the Moorim Alliance, Gifu who lost an arm and then a foot, an eyepatch cutting off one side of his pretty face and Cho Rye-hye who stained his cheek, my right-hand man Shihong who stood by me even in endless crises… … .
I have stepped on the faces, names and thoughts of countless people and their stories countless times.
I remember pressing down on it as much as I stepped on it.
Interpretation of dreams.
It usually means the interpretation of a dream.
However, my interpretation of the dream was a chronicle of me and us re-weaving the threads of a nightmare that had unfolded for 30 years.
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Is it long?
It’s really damn long
But even so, it seems that there is an end to the road.
In the end, the end is in sight.
You can see the end of the dotted road over there.
In this world of pure white roads and blank pages, I am the only black dot that is all black.
When I reach that place, the follow-up of memories that have multiplied like moss in my head will now be finished.
The intersection of ten thousand senses.
It wasn’t a modifier, it was genuine.
As much as tens of thousands of lives have passed, tens of thousands of emotions tinglingly cross each other in the heart.
Bubbly.
Now it’s time to see the last one.
Is it because it is exceptional?
At first I thought it was a dot… … .
He was not a dot.
‘Heavenly horse.’
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end of the road. The last point of [Heo Gong-rok].
The closer I got, the more three-dimensional the existence that I thought was the Heavenly Demon.
Soon, I stood face-to-face with him at the end of a kaleidoscope dyed in darkness.
Both the road and the space around it were monochromatic black itself.
Despite the blackness and darkness, the two empty lumps look this way as if they are about to be sucked in. Those two eyelids that looked like they were going to turn everything back into nothingness flashed as they looked at me.
― Recurrence seriously breaks the law of causality – You guys, you guys – You guys don’t know that just by peeping, the causality of this world is seriously twisted!
Well, I definitely realized that everything I’ve been through so far has been peeping.
admit.
but-.
“I can’t accept what you mean by ‘causation and effect in this world’. never.”
Cause and effect.
The relationship between the two is like this.
You have to grow as much as you try.
If you are good, you will be blessed; if you are evil, you will be punished.
As much as you study, you should accumulate knowledge.
As much as the efficiency and reference point are different, the result will be different, but it must be done as much as it is.
that’s causation
causality rate? Causality of this world?
To say that it is twisted is absurd.
If there is such a thing as the law of cause and effect, as the Heavenly Demon said, isn’t it that the outcome of this world is predetermined from birth?
Strength goes into the calluses piled up in the hands.
[Moorim Online] is still unknown to the bottom of its identity.
But the [Moorim Online] I’ve experienced so far is an existence that completely violates that causal law. And that being wants to show me something, induce me, and thereby reverse the outcome that leads to ruin.
Above all-.
‘I want it too.’
More than anyone else.
I walked towards the Heavenly Demon.
I know you are welcome I know it’s a dream Still, fear creeps in.
For the first time, he recited a line that was different from his memory.
―Cause and effect in this world are set to ruin anyway.
It wouldn’t be the real Heavenly Demon’s thoughts.
Perhaps the last words of the Heavenly Demon, the law of cause and effect, are my thoughts derived from them.
But that’s enough.
The word law is not suitable for cause and effect.
“Is it the right life if it is decided from birth and you have to follow it?”
– It’s not life.
“then?”
– It is long.
“… … .”
– The path is to be followed. didn’t you follow And it is all the more so if it is Zando, which is a precipice the moment it escapes. Look back on the path you walked.
Didn’t look back.
It is true that 30 years of life have passed. But after passing by, I never looked back.
Life can only be understood by looking backwards, but I have also come to the realization that it is something that must be lived looking forward.
―Isn’t the ‘existence’ you follow also ‘manipulating’ you with the cause of [mission] and the fruit of reward and disadvantage? That is the causal rate.
“Then, why don’t you come out and eliminate the existence of [Moorim Online]?”
— … … .
“If you want to do it, do it yourself. road? Don’t be mean.”
— … … .
“Quack. If this is the only way, I will jump off a cliff.”
– because? Why reject a predetermined future?
“Because there will still be life under the cliff. Even if gugupunguurigumo dies. Even if there is only one possibility, there is life. And this bastard.”
— … … .
“The future is. It’s the future because I don’t know. Just like you said, if you make a mess just by peeping like me, that’s the future.”
— … … .
“No, I’m not going to come. It hasn’t come yet, but if you know it, why don’t you use it, you bastard!”
one narrow road. me the guy A young horse was standing there.
Perhaps when I reach the end of the road where the Heavenly Demon stands before me, I will truly wake up from this long dream.
The rest is a pitch-black space dyed by the Heavenly Demon.
Gutter-like darkness.
I don’t know what it is. And it’s not just a dream right now anyway.
Looking at the distant pupils of the Heavenly Demon, he raised his mouth and jumped into the darkness.
causality rate?
that is! What the Heavenly Demon said! Decided conclusion! If the destruction of this world is the right thing to do, then I reject that kind of ending!
Now you can be sure.
[Moorim Online] is the worst disaster that ever befell me.
Now I can say for sure.
Regression is the most vicious curse that has ever befallen me.
But you can also be sure.
Even so, I’d gladly accept them both again.
For the simple truth that those who strive infinitely must grow infinitely.
My journey was not the end of the road, but the beginning again from the fall into the abyss.
A bottomless pit, hence the abyss.
fell infinitely.
What if there is really no bottom?
Well, then it’s fine as it is.
Because it is finally free from this terrible disaster and curse.
But [Moorim Online] doesn’t seem to want to let me go yet.
At some point it fell indefinitely.
A small, bright, white dot can be seen in the distance.
I could see the final destination, which seemed to be the apex of the abyss below.
In the dark surrounding space, a single pit, shining solidly, was waiting for me.
―Then let’s try climbing again.
The outside world whispers haha roi.
ok let’s go again
Suwook-.
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Took.
cheep.
but a big difference.
It must be proof that you have returned from a place where there was no sound to a place where there is sound.
I opened my eyes.
He seems to have slept for a long time, but he is still drowsy.
I shook my head and got up, but the sound of a pop hit my eardrums again. When I turned my head to one side, I saw something white clumping together and falling down.
Snow constantly knocking on the window frame and snowmen descending next to it.
I immediately left my seat and got up.
White mattresses, blankets, pillows, etc.
‘Is it a pharmaceutical party?’
I turned around on my stiff shoulders and looked at the window again.
The scenery outside was full of distance.
The whole view of Murimmaeng bleached to pure white.
That guy’s eyes are always onuman until late.
There have been too many frightening nights.
“Well, it’s rather fortunate.”
The heat left by the Hunyuan clairvoyant must have been terrible, but the snow would have cooled it down.
Buildings covered in pure white snow hit the pupils with sunlight. It is morning when you look at the altitude of the sun.
Great.
I need to hurry up and get everything sorted out before passing out.
When I woke up from my dream, things in reality that I had forgotten about hit my brain like a waterfall.
There is no time to be immersed in emotion by seeing the snow, which can be seen every year.
I ran straight to the window and jumped down without hesitation.
‘uh? Is it a bit high?’
I jumped down and saw that I was on the 5th floor.
I wondered if the Yayakdang was originally in such a high place, but I immediately stopped thinking and spread the [Step] downward to reduce the burden on the body that had not yet fully recovered.
however.
When I landed on the floor, I saw someone standing in the empty lot in front of the snow-covered entrance.
Because he had reached the state of no trace of snow, he could not see his footprints at all while jumping.
She was looking at me with her eyes wide open.
Perhaps thanks to overcoming difficulties, she became more mature.
“It’s the first snow.”
She, Soso, gently embraced her eyes and connected the tails of the unexpected horse.
“You were like that before. It’s not just snow.”
I stood next to Soso and looked up in the same eyes as her. I remember being hit by her snowflakes knocking on my forehead.
The day I entered the manor in Yongbongjin City, Seom-seo, and left Haenam-do to find Giyeon, I met the first snow after returning.
Feeding and laughing leaked from the lips.
“Eyes are just eyes, what else is not just eyes?”
That’s what Soso asked.
this time i do
Then my answer is-.
―Isn’t it a little harsh to call snow falling to the point that mountain peaks collapse?
– It was, really?
This time, Soso’s substitute… … pug… … Apeun, it’s a snowball. shit.
“What is it, not a kid. And now there’s a lot of work to do… … .”
f*ck!
This time, it is a snowball full of internal energy. Soso smiled and said as he brushed off the flowing debris.
“Next a snowdrift with stones.”
Snowdrift. It’s not a lump, it’s a pile. In addition, snowdrifts filled with stones.
It is an unbearable provocation.
“Just wait.”
I started to harden my eyes.
after a while
We were lying side by side in the snow.
Before long, I brushed the snow off my face and stood up.
Well, I’ve had enough fun, so I’m going to work now… … .
“… … what is that?”
I guess I didn’t notice because I was having so much fun.
I guess I didn’t realize that I was reunited with the living Soso again.
I guess it was just a very, very late snowfall in late spring.
Soso sat up. Then they stared in the direction I was looking at and slowly parted their lips.
“Idiot, I said I wasn’t just an eye.”
I took my gaze away from where I was looking and turned to Soso again.
“… … Was it the first snow? when first… … Is it snow?”
She murmured slowly, holding her hand in the snow that was still pouring down.
“second.”
She calmly approached me and looked up at the sky.
Only then did the graceful footprints quietly remain on the snow.
Her cheeks were flushed red. it won’t be cold
Soso hugs me lightly and pats me on the back.
Knock knock. twice.
“Since you fell asleep, the first snow that falls for the second time.”
“… … .”
I looked back in the direction I was just looking at.
Toward the completed 2.19 million library.
With the first snow that came after the four seasons had passed twice, I was greeted with a new morning.
