I Became A Thief Who Steals Overpowered Skills Chapter 40

[EP.40] Tuesday’s first cry

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“thank you.”

Bianca struggled to open her lips with a thank you.

It’s been 3 years since I regained my emotions.

Bianca knew suffering and pain thanks to her emotions.

At the same time, I have finally come to realize that my past is full of pain.

A cursed child born after killing his mother.

As a result, Bianca was marginalized in the Hadenharz and was eventually used for an arranged marriage.

Everything she experienced at a young age was stained with pain.

“I didn’t know it when I had no feelings, but those things were truly painful. So, I actually liked the family name. “I didn’t care if the family that gave me pain was destroyed.”

At that moment, the corners of her mouth slowly rose.

“But what my sister said that day while hiding me stuck with me.”

At that moment, blood poured out of Bianca’s mouth.

Crasch paused, but she continued speaking despite the blood dripping.

As if there was no one else who could tell this story.

「… … I didn’t understand what my sister said that day. Even though I hate you, I don’t hate you. What I hate is me who hates you. “I’m saying you are not someone to be hated.”

An expression of incomprehensible emotions.

Just as people cannot be defined as one, emotions cannot be defined as one.

Emotions are always full of contradictions.

Even though it seems like you hate that person endlessly, somewhere on the other hand, you end up embracing that person.

It was a feeling that could not be expressed in one word.

“I didn’t know what those words meant until I got the feeling. How difficult is it to divide emotions into one? “It must have been the same for my sister.”

Jennica hated Bianca.

But I hated myself for having no choice but to hate her.

Because she lost her mother at a young age, the only person she could turn to for emotional combustion was Bianca.

Even though she knew that Bianca was not guilty, Zenica could not erase that vague hatred.

So she felt terrible about herself.

That’s why I went to the end and told Bianca about it.

I hate you, but I don’t hate you.

What I hate is me for hating you.

You are not the one to be hated.

And amid such contradictions, she hid Bianca that day and died instead.

“For me, the feeling was definitely pain.”

A world full of pain.

However, the world was not the gray color seen when there were no emotions.

Even though it was full of pain, it became the driving force for her to move forward in life for the first time.

You might say it was a combustion of feelings of revenge.

“Still, the curse was worse than that pain.”

Tears flowed down the corners of her mouth.

“Mr. Crashu.”

Krasch looked at Bianca.

“I am freer now than when I was cursed.”

Krasch couldn’t understand everything Bianca said.

Because he has not lived the same life as her.

Bianca’s snow doll curse had long ago disappeared, having been consumed by Crashu’s other curses.

So Krasch couldn’t understand what it meant to have no emotions.

“So I’m curious. If I had known my feelings a little sooner, would I have talked to my sister a little more? “Did I, along with my brother and father, grieve the death of the mother we never saw, and try to move on from her grief?”

Bianca didn’t know what to feel.

So, the feelings that Jennica showed towards herself were defined as just hatred.

“I don’t know. Well, I don’t know anything about it. At that time, I was a doll with suppressed emotions. However, the thought that maybe comes to mind is something I can do because I have feelings right now.”

In a crumbling smile.

“But I don’t know anything else.”

She slowly closed her eyes.

“I’m engaged to Mr. Crashu, so as a person, I might have slept a little longer, I guess… … .」

With those words, Bianca ended her speech.

Bianca’s eyes slowly closed along with the tears flowing down.

Seeing that, Krasch opened his mouth.

「… … Bianca.”

There was no answer back.

That was Bianca’s last.

Tears slowly flowed down her closed eyes and landed on her frozen legs.

Krasch slowly walked in front of him.

Then he took out a dagger from his pocket.

Kwajik, kwadeuk-

Krasch broke the ice that was constricting her body with his dagger.

The cold frostbitten my hands and caused pain, but I didn’t care.

After breaking the ice for a while, Bianca collapsed into Crasch’s arms.

Crasch picked up Bianca’s body and laid it on the bed in the room.

There was only silence in the room.

Krasch sat down in front of him and quietly closed his eyes.

「… … “It’s rotten.”

I realized once again how shitty this damn world is.

The Bianca in my memories is no longer there.

Instead, in front of Krasch was the current Bianca.

I can still realize the time when Bianca was able to live well in my memories.

Bianca that day.

That’s why Krasch kept her by his side.

I owe her my life once.

So, I did the things I couldn’t do for her.

As she said at the end, Crasch also joined Bianca in order to get along better as her fiancé.

And Bianca’s relationship with Crasch was clearly different now.

As she said, Crasch thought he got along very well with Bianca.

“Emotions were always something I didn’t need at home.”

Bianca’s voice rang out quietly.

Compared to that time, his voice was still young and childish.

“But it’s different when you’re next to Mr. Crashu.”

Bianca gradually changed while staying by Krasch’s side.

Bianca felt peaceful when she was next to him, enough to make her wonder about emotions.

No one hates you, and there is someone who treats you warmly.

That’s what home was like.

A place where you can sleep comfortably without fear of tomorrow.

Bianca was right next to Crashu.

“It’s so painful that my face and heart don’t move when I’m next to Mr. Crashu.”

When he laughed, I wanted to laugh with him.

If he was sad, I wanted to cry with him.

When he got angry, I wanted to get angry with him.

But she couldn’t.

Because her curse did not allow her to have emotions.

“I thought it was okay to not have emotions when I was with other people.”

I was happier without the feeling that it would only be pain anyway.

“But I want to feel emotions in front of Mr. Crashu.”

But just one.

It was different in front of him.

“I want to get angry, cry, and laugh for Mr. Crashu.”

Still, she shook her head anxiously.

“But I don’t want Mr. Crashu to lose his emotions. I don’t want to see you end up like me. “If Mr. Crashu doesn’t smile, I don’t want to smile either.”

A contradictory thought.

But Bianca couldn’t say anything else.

Therefore, Bianca slowly lowered her head while holding Crasch’s hand.

This is because she knew very well that her contradiction was an unsolvable problem.

“do not worry.”

At that moment, Bianca’s shoulders flinched at the sound of Krasch’s voice.

“Because the curse is felt against those who are not the target. Even if I take your curse, my feelings won’t go away. I’m an expert at curses. “You can trust me.”

In the first place, there was no way he could have been cursed to the extent of being a snow doll.

Because I have overcome and even dealt with countless curses worse than that.

With Krasch’s words, Bianca slowly raised her head.

Her expressionless face was so painful that she couldn’t bear to burst out with various emotions right now.

It’s okay to be selfish.

Because Krasch is the kind of person who accepts even his selfish self.

then.

“Crash, please.”

This moment.

At least for this moment.

His expressionless expression disappears.

I smiled and thanked him for saving me.

He gets angry and asks what if he gets hurt like that because of me.

I wanted to cry and say I was sorry that this had happened because of me.

Snow doll.

It is clearly a curse that eliminates emotions.

But in reality, the curse of the snow doll was closer to suppressing emotions rather than erasing them.

It was a curse that suppressed my emotions to the point where I could barely feel them.

So people thought that Bianca had no emotions.

But her feelings at this moment.

It was so overflowing that even a snow doll could not suppress it.

“Please give me my feelings back.”

Bianca finished speaking.

Crasch, who heard everything he said, raised the hand that Bianca had been holding.

“You don’t even have to ask.”

Bianca appeared in front of Crashu.

A girl with white hair who always had an expressionless expression.

Despite her young age, her outstanding appearance accentuated her expressionless face.

It reminded me of my childhood.

The day I first met Bianca, that day even the crooked Crasch thought that she would be pretty when she smiled.

However, until the end, Krasch did not see Bianca smile.

I just saw it come to an end in deep sadness.

“Then what about it? “If I get emotions and experience them myself, wouldn’t I be able to know what is more painful?”

It reminded me of Bianca, who wanted to gain emotions to understand suffering.

But she is no longer here.

only.

Now there was only Bianca, who wanted to gain emotions in order to know happiness.

That is the future that he changed through regression.

This was the future that Krasch could deliver to her who realized the contradiction of her emotions.

Crasch’s black hood revealed Bianca’s dial.

“Because that was my intention from the beginning.”

[He will become Bianca’s ‘most precious person.’ ]

Last dial.

[Condition target]

[ ‘Crash Valheim’ ]

Crunch-

The dial was already open.

Tuduk-tuk-

At that moment, Bianca’s tears began to flow down her eyes.

Tears flowing not because something got into the eye, but because of sadness.

The tears continued to flow as if a faucet had burst.

Bianca’s face slowly turned into crying.

She had lived her whole life with a blank expression and couldn’t express it properly, perhaps because it was awkward, but she did tell us one thing.

“Huh, hehe, Mr. Crashu, I’m sorry. I’m sorry for me. sorry. What should I do with my arm? “What should I do?”

So that she won’t have to cry in the distant future.

So that she can shed today all the tears she will shed for the rest of her life.

“All the things I haven’t been able to cry in my entire life, I cry here.”

Bianca buried her head in Crasch’s small arms.

Krasch quietly hugged Bianca’s head.

The warmth was the most comfortable thing Bianca had ever felt.

The girl was born that day for the first time and cried.

The cry that should have been born blessed by everyone.

It resonated like that in the warmth of one person.

fantasy, munchkin,