How to Survive as a Player Chapter 207

#207

“… “I came because I was afraid you might be in a lot of pain.”

Sehyun took out an attribute fusion medicine from her inventory and held it in her hand. And he put it in his mouth and lifted Ruhak’s head up.

Soon, blurry eyes, as if foggy, were revealed. Sehyun tilted her head and kissed him above the sound of her breathing. Ruhak swallowed his medicine in one go, like drinking water.

“therefore… .”

If possible, make it less painful. All Sehyun could do was to dilute the pain by redirecting it somewhere else. Just like Ruhak did.

“Let’s stay together.”

Sehyun hugged her shoulder, which was shaking in pain, and whispered. Ruhak’s wings, which had been twitching as he stood stiffly, began to swell to a frightening extent. When it grew so large that it almost filled the room, the sound of heavy breathing rushed towards Sehyeon.

“Tsk… !”

The back of my neck was grabbed by a strong force, my chin was lifted and my lips were pressed, as if I was being dragged. As if to satisfy her thirst, the tongue rushed in, scratching the tip and crushing the tender flesh until it hurt. Still, as if it wasn’t enough, impatient breathing flowed into my throat along with my tongue.

Sehyeon had to make several lapses in the fluctuating vision. When the promotion window that flashed before his eyes was shaken and he clicked ‘yes’ several times, Sehyeon was bitten hard on the neck.

I felt like I couldn’t breathe. A faint bloody smell passed her nose. It was only late that my throat opened and I took a deep breath, but as soon as the hand that came in after tearing off my clothes pressed down on the back of my neck, my breathing narrowed again.

“Ha, ha… .”

My vision flickered horribly. Their shoulders were violently bumping against each other as their backs were tightly hugged. Hesitantly, his feet turned back little by little, and soon after, something caught on his toes and his tangled body fell onto the bed.

It was at that time that blood was spit out all over Sehyun’s clothes. In front of me was Ruhak, panting from the penetrating pain. The tips of his fingers were curled with ferocious force as he rested on the bed.

The real pain had begun.

“Ruhak… “Look at me.”

are you okay. The shadowed eyes were shiny. The nature that could not be suppressed was seething inside like a haze. The body that was shaking with difficulty gradually tilted towards Sehyeon.

“It’s okay, it’s okay… .”

Black blood was spit out onto the bed again. A shapeless struggle could be felt in Ruhak’s clenched jaw. I felt sorry for his shaking shoulders, and I was scared to see his eyes sinking in pain.

The limit was evident even in the sound of his breathing. Ruhak searched for Sehyun as if he were looking for painkillers. He kissed and pressed his body incessantly, convulsing in pain and pushing his wings between Sehyeon’s wings.

“Ha, ha… .”

Sehyun’s eyes blinked slowly. My vision was spinning from the persistent kiss. The back of her neck was already stiff enough to be stiff. Every time Ruhak’s wings were strongly rubbed, his vision shook greatly. Ruhak’s long breath rested on the tip of Sehyeon’s trembling chin.

My whole body was shaking. Her saliva wasn’t even swallowed. All of Chimi’s senses were sensitive. My pupils contracted and dilated several times. It felt like something was stabbing my swollen and sensitive area.

Something different from before spread through my stressed nerves. It was somewhere between pain and joy.

“ah… sleep… for a moment… .”

Sehyun looked for Ruhak through her shaking vision. And then our eyes met with dark, shadowy eyes. His eyes, which were different from usual, were looking down at Sehyeon, filled with his true nature. Even the beads of sweat on his distorted face looked painful now.

The tip of my chin was bitten and my shoulder hit hard again. The moment his tangled collar was pressed tightly, Sehyun trembled as if sobbing. Even his vision turned black.

When the dead vision recovered again, Sehyeon was breathing feverishly. I felt a feeling of joy so deep that it was scary. Before she knew it, her faint senses had grown to the point where they were overflowing.

“haha… .”

Sehyun took a deep breath every time the calm sensation surged like a wave. He was too overwhelmed to accept it. He didn’t know if what was coming out was a moan or a sob.

I lost my memory several times, and several times I had to hold on to Ruhak, shaking my shoulders out of helplessness and sensitivity. Sehyeon swallowed hard and accepted the painful breathing that he had to hear every time. I kept stroking Ruhak’s sweaty cheek with my numb fingertips, and whispered several times that it was okay.

The violent behavior began to subside when faint light began to shine through the soot-covered window.

Eyes stained with tears followed suit. I could see the sun rising over Ruhak’s shoulder. Seeing this, Sehyun’s eyes gradually began to close. A bitter feeling followed me like heat.

I felt hot lips touching my lips. When our lips separated from each other several times, Sehyun’s head also slid to the side.

The last thing that came into view was two eyes of different, calmer colors.

***

When Sehyun opened her eyes again, the surroundings had become quiet. For a moment, as he blinked his eyes in a hazy state of mind, Sehyun realized a hand was stroking his back and slowly raised his head.

When I tilted my head and looked, there was Ruhak sitting with his back against the bed. Sehyeon was sleeping, cradled in his arms.

“… you… .”

As soon as I spoke, a cracked voice came out. After kissing his mouth a few times, Sehyun finally let out a sigh and rested her head on his broad shoulder again.

The hand that had stopped began to rub the back again. Sehyun was able to read the results of her promotion from the feeling of stability in her hands. Even the calm eyes I had encountered were no longer able to guess their depth.

As I shifted my gaze, I saw a completely different view of the room than before the sun rose. Everything in the room was neatly organized. There were no scorch marks on the windows, no furniture that had been torn apart, and no smell of burnt smoke that had passed through the tip of my nose. There was nothing now.

The same thing happened on the bed, which was a mess. The clothes that were full of blood stains and the messy bedding had now been cleaned.

However, the throbbing pain that followed my entire body was still vivid.

Sehyun stretched out her hand and traced the particularly throbbing back of her neck with her fingertips. I could even touch the traces of so many bites with my fingertips. As he winced in pain, Ruhak took his hand and pressed his lips against his ear.

“You’d better not touch it.”

If you look closely, Ruhak picked up the other wounds and treated them like a ghost, but neglected the wounds I left behind. I don’t know if this was some kind of obsession on his part, but whatever it was, Ruhak wanted to leave his mark on Sehyun.

“… “Heroes.”

“I feel a presence at the door.”

It was said that everyone was sitting in front of the door again, waiting for Sehyun to come out. There was no way to explain it other than that I had been here for an entire day. I was worried about the heroes who hadn’t recovered from their fatigue, but before leaving this place, Sehyun had something to ask.

“… “Do you remember how old you were?”

“18 years old… Was it?”

Ruhak understood words without even a subject. 18 years old. Compared to the image of Nellus that flashed through his mind, he was younger than he thought.

“You were young… . “Then what now?”

Ruhak was silent for a long time. But soon he continued, tickling the back of Sehyun’s head.

“I was just over 70 years old when I perished. If you ask me how old I am now… “Well, I don’t know because I’ve never counted.”

70 years old. This was the age when Ruhak died and stopped. Dimly, I now understand what was said inside the tower that it would be destroyed after 50 years.

“If you’re that age, you must have lived a long life… .”

“When I was a Celestial Clan, I was about 250 years old, but now that I am a Black Celestial Clan, I have never experienced it, so I guess I can’t guess.”

When converted to Earth’s lifespan, Ruhak’s age was approximately 27 to 30 years old. I was still in my prime. Of course, even that would be meaningless here.

As long as they lived here, lifespan was just a distant topic for the vassals. The lifespan of all the vassals, including Ruhak, had stopped, and they were still living with their feet in death.

“Ruhak.”

Sehyun, who was lost in thought, raised her leaning body and looked straight at Ruhak. And when our eyes met quietly, he opened his mouth.

“If you kill it… “Can you survive?”

“I can live.”

The answer came right away. However, he did not know whether being able to live referred to life here. It might not be here. It could be the world inside the embodied tower, or it could be their lost planet.

I knew it was a ridiculous idea. Still, I didn’t think that Sehyun would be with me at the end.

Se-hyeon, Lee Jae-young, Baek Do-hyeon, and even Gwak Jeong-han and Aul, who became vassals.

It was a question I always wanted to ask. Sehyun was always curious about whether there would be room for road players here when everything was over, or whether they would be given a choice.

“When everything ends peacefully… What happens to us? Can I live with you guys? “I wonder if today’s kings are given a choice about that.”

I hoped it wasn’t just a consumable for the last time. I hoped that he would not be abandoned like the kings who had been replaced countless times.

“I can’t talk for a long time. step-“

Ruhak looked into the distance. Outside the window, no. It was further away than that. When his eyes caught a whitish shape, Ruhak laughed. So much so that it hurts.

“If you want, we will be with you forever.”

Forever. The connotation of those words was scary. The meaning is that if you fit it together, it will be completed somehow. Eternity was a word that was complete no matter where you put it. Eternal life. Or eternal sleep.

Sehyeon could only close his eyes. His tilted body was buried back into Ruhak’s arms.

I hoped that those eternal words were not the latter. sincerely.