Episode 212
“······.”
What does that mean?
Hiris was asking that question with his eyes.
However, she had already had almost the same answer in her head when she met Sihyeon in the prison castle.
When it comes to the lord of the prison castle and someone who can be summoned, the only one who comes to mind is Poahim.
However, he would not be able to use the magic imprinted on Accurates.
then.
There is only one thing that can be inferred.
But she tried to deny that assumption in her heart.
Because I didn’t want to believe it.
However, Sihyeon’s confession forced her to accept that it was reality.
She bit her lip as if to mentally prepare herself.
“······I am the multi-awakening of Poahim and Geomje.”
Sihyeon’s words continued quietly.
And it was also a well-intentioned and considerate statement for Hiris.
She was still in an unstable state.
If she were to hear the complete truth, she would be so shocked that she might not be able to endure it mentally.
That kind of situation was something that Si-hyeon never wanted.
Sometimes hiding a certain amount of truth is for the other person’s benefit.
Now was the time.
“also······.”
As Hyris’s speculation became a harsh reality, he stepped back with shaking eyes, probably in great shock.
The steps trembled uneasily.
Then, in the end, he collapsed to the floor as if his legs gave out.
My head was lowered.
Poahim.
This was a man whom he deeply hated.
Because he was the one who caused the person he loved to leave him.
So I had no choice but to have that feeling.
A person like that is half as big as that person.
Without even knowing that, I tried with all my heart to save him.
Without knowing it, I treated him with loving eyes and a loving smile that I only gave to him, which I never showed to anyone else.
Without even knowing that, I was truly happy that our relationship had been restored.
I didn’t even know that…
“Sorry.”
Sihyeon walked closer to her and sat down and spoke softly.
“I was afraid that if you found out the truth, you would leave my side. That’s why I couldn’t muster up the courage. I’m really sorry.”
“······.”
He had his head down so I couldn’t see what kind of face he was making.
However, the trembling of her shoulders made me feel her emotional turmoil.
“······It’s unfair.”
“Hiris.”
“······It’s unfair! Why is the ending of my love always like this? Why is it like this? What did I do so wrong? What did I do so wrong!”
Hyris’ voice came out trembling with excitement and sadness.
Si-hyeon met her gaze and looked shocked and surprised.
“Hiris······.”
she was crying
Tears welled up and flowed from his black eyes.
I bit my red lips and clenched my hands tightly, as if trying to hold back the rising sorrowful emotions, but even so, the tears continued to flow.
I have never seen her cry since I got to know her.
I have only seen it once in Poachim’s memory.
To that extent, she was a mentally stronger woman than anyone else.
I felt human respect for him because he was calm and strong at all times and in all situations.
That’s why she sheds tears in front of him.
Her tears hurt my heart.
Sihyeon recalled seeing her tears in Poahim’s memory.
Even her tears couldn’t prevent the breakdown between her former lovers.
And now…
In her sorrow, she seemed to be possessed by some foreboding.
Seeing that scene, Sihyeon’s heart was shaken once again.
She looked so dangerous that Si-hyeon unconsciously reached out and hugged her tightly.
I felt her body shaking like a bird caught in the rain.
Sihyeon’s hands became stronger.
“······Nothing wrong. Nothing is your fault. It’s all my fault.”
“There’s no need for those words.”
“I’m sorry. I should have mustered up courage earlier… I’m really sorry. Please forgive me.”
“Forgiveness? Forgiveness… What on earth are you asking me to do? What should I do?”
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Hyris shouted in a voice full of confusion and resentment.
Sihyeon could not answer that question right away.
I couldn’t immediately think of how I could give her an answer that conveyed my sincerity.
Meanwhile, she pushed Sihyeon away with her hand.
“Let go of this. I’m going.”
“Hiris······.”
“Let go.”
Hyris used his strength to forcefully push Sihyeon away from his arms.
Then he wiped his wet eyes with the back of his hand.
The mascara was smudged and smudged black on her cat-like eyes.
She just gave me a look filled with a variety of complicated emotions and turned around.
“······I’m going.”
The moment Sihyeon heard those words, his heart skipped a beat.
An ominous premonition that I would never see her again if we parted here weighed heavily on my whole body.
I had to catch it.
I had to catch it somehow.
But what to say…
While she was thinking, her feet moved one step.
And one more step.
Little by little, she began to fade out of sight.
no!
The moment when Si-hyeon desperately screams inwardly.
Suddenly her movements stopped.
Along with that, a thought came into my head.
-Do you love her?
This time it wasn’t Poachim.
It was Geomje’s intention.
“That’s right.”
Sihyeon answered.
That was clearly his heart.
I was just afraid and hesitant to admit it.
But now I decided not to hide those feelings any longer.
Therefore, there was no hesitation in Sihyeon’s answer.
-I’m serious.
“I’m serious.”
The Geomje’s thoughts were cut off for a moment.
He seemed to be thinking about something.
After a while, the Geomje’s intention was heard again.
-I made her unhappy with my once wrong feelings. The reason I chose her as my companion was because I thought she was the most suitable woman by my side. She was beautiful, came from a noble family, and she was stronger than anyone else. I thought that if she was like that, she would be suitable to be my wife. And she mistook it for love. But the moment I realized that her love was an illusion, I had no choice but to make her unhappy. That was on my mind the whole time.
“······.”
It was the first time to hear Geomje’s honest feelings about Hyris.
It was a sensitive issue that was difficult to mention casually.
The Geomje side is expressing this honestly.
-I sincerely hope she is happy. At least in this life.
Sihyeon was able to guess Geomje’s feelings from those words.
It must be painful to see your former lover groaning in misfortune again.
“I want her to be happy too.”
Sihyeon said.
-But if things continue like this, she will become unhappy again.
“What should I do?”
-Only you can answer that. But I don’t know if I can give you a little help.
“which?”
When Si-hyeon made a questioning expression, something rushed into my head like a wave.
‘This······?’
It was a memory.
someone’s memory.
Sihyeon immediately realized that it was Geomje’s memory.
All the memories of what Geomje experienced during his lifetime flooded into my head.
Suddenly sharing someone else’s memories can be a huge shock to the mind.
But strangely enough, it didn’t burden my mind.
The memory of Geomje took root in Sihyeon’s mind so naturally.
As if it was originally there.
-I sincerely ask you to make her happy.
After that thought, Geomje’s thoughts were not conveyed.
And I felt time passing again.
Hyris’s feet took a step further away.
“Don’t go, Hiris!”
Sihyeon shouted without hesitation.
“I may not be the perfect Sword Emperor you think. No, I guess I am. But… But I remember clearly. I remember clearly. That clear and mysterious look that looked at me when I first met you in Leiter Imperial Castle. Blue eyes, the feeling of your warm and soft hands when I first held yours at the Marquis of Allan’s ball, the feel of your moist, soft lips when I first kissed you after confessing my love to you on the windy banks of the River Lane. “No, everything. Everything about you comes to mind vividly.”
Hearing Sihyeon’s words, Hyris’ body flinched and his steps stopped.
I could feel it from behind that I was agitated.
A corner of her heart was shaken violently.
That is a memory that only he, and only he, knows.
It was a piece of memory that only he and the person with whom he shared that precious moment of memory could know.
She rarely talked to Sihyeon about past events.
I thought I was avoiding it on purpose.
Because he was like that too.
The moment I remembered those memories, the painful moment of breakup also came to mind.
And I was afraid that such misfortune would happen again.
That’s why I deliberately avoided talking about the past.
But this time, for the first time, he brought up old memories.
What does this mean?
How should I accept it?
Hyris bit her lip hard with trembling eyes.
Sihyeon’s words continued to shake her heart.
“Of course, I have Poachim’s memories. I also have my original memories. That’s why I was confused. How should I treat you, and what are my feelings… That’s why I was cautious. I had no choice but to be that way. But I “After meeting again and experiencing many things, I gradually realized my feelings. That I love you.”
Sihyeon’s sincere confession of love once again caused strong ripples in her heart.
Sihyeon suddenly approached Hyris and held her hand tightly.
Then she turned her body upright.
Sihyeon spoke again, staring straight into her confused gaze.
“You asked what should I do? There’s only one thing I want from you. Don’t leave my side, ever. Ever.”
Heiris almost answered yes without realizing it due to the passionate force felt in those words.
She shook her head and answered in a trembling voice.
“But… But you…”
“Yes, I may be half a person to you. But what is that? I am rather grateful. If I had been a complete swordsman, I would have felt nothing but guilt towards you. But because I am a half person, I can love you again like this. I can not change my past choices. “I can turn it back. So, I am truly, truly grateful. I was able to awaken to this world in this body.”
“you······.”
Tears welled up in Hyris’s eyes again.
His words of gratitude for being my other half, for being able to love again, and for being able to undo my past choices kept ringing in my mind.
His sincerity was clearly conveyed in those words.
She slowly closed her tear-soaked eyelashes.
Yes… it must have been difficult for him too.
I felt it when he talked about his past.
The memories of himself in his head are not illusions, but are definitely reality.
And so would the other half.
Conflict of memories, confusion of identity.
And in the midst of that, he must have been struggling to think about his relationship with himself.
So I wouldn’t have been able to tell it off easily.
I felt like I could understand his feelings, even if only to a small extent.
Hyris opened his eyes again.
Her eyes were filled with determination.
It might be half.
No, it’s definitely only half.
But he is the only person in this world who has his memories.
He is the only person who can reminisce about the countless things we experienced together in the past.
Yes, the only one…
This person is not that person.
But it’s also him.
I felt like I knew it now.
“Answer me, Hyris.”
There was no hesitation in his eyes.
It was an expression that only someone who had completely decided the direction their mind would take could make.
And now he felt that the time had come for him to make that decision.
“I am······.”
My heart was pounding like crazy just by opening my mouth.
I felt like my heart was going to explode.
But I had to do it.
It had to be that way.
“I am······.”
Her mouth tried to open again and then closed.
and.
Sihyeon’s eyes widened as he waited for her answer, forcing his nervous mind to calm down.
Because her soft red lips gently approached and touched my mouth.
That was her answer.
fantasy,
