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[High five?]
“You can say it. The same goes for the appearance. Because they can’t come inside me because of the ‘chaos’. Now we have reestablished our relationship… anyway. It’s disrespectful to the goddess to treat her as comfortably as before… … .”
[what!]
Dalbi, who was hugged tightly, shouted.
[I won!]
Dalbi and I hugged each other and were happy.
“Ahahaha. I’d be screwed without you!”
[Ehehe-!]
Suddenly I looked at the sky.
mirror.
It splits.
What I see is not the sky.
inside.
Rather than looking outside-
I look inside myself.
Soul, beyond. I fumble with the strings of despair that have been repeated countless times.
The stigmata of the midnight sun are engraved.
Then I realized.
Memories brought up from the abyss by regained despair.
Weaving together tens of thousands of forgotten despairs.
Will the black man whisper to me?
Forgotten memories come back and tear me apart.
[uh? what’s the matter! are you okay?]
Festering memories swallow up the brain.
As I collapsed and clutched my head, I ruminated on forgotten nightmares.
It was, without a doubt, the most f*ucked up moment.
Even in this life.
Even in my last life-
… From the beginning.
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It wasn’t just Polestar’s power that Mang absorbed. It sucked in his soul and the roots beyond and touched the sealed memory of Sigma. The powerful magic of God was shattered by the disaster that betrayed God, and countless memories of reincarnation that the human soul could not handle returned to Polestar.
Memories that God had sealed for some reason began to return.
The spirit wizard of Matherand went crazy just by briefly stealing Polestar’s memories. Polestar’s memories had a sigma that the human soul could not dare to contain and that was equivalent to the history of a planet.
The memory sealing spell was very powerful.
It was a seal that could never be broken through normal reincarnation.
However, long karma-
Even if you don’t remember.
Just a faint reverberation flowing from sealed memories.
They ended up breaking the seal themselves.
Polestar became a bystander and watched his countless lives. The essence of all kinds of memories extracted from tens of thousands of lives was implied and permeated. Polestar learned about his past life, which he had vaguely realized. The past life he remembers was nothing more than that of a moron soldier who lived with vain hopes. However, I did not know that that life was merely the beginning of all events as the first stepping stone of cause and effect. The life of ‘himself’ that continued after that-
It was long, beautiful, ugly, gruesome, sad, and hopeless.
It was longer than thousands of movies, more dramatic than tens of thousands of novels, the protagonist of a play and the unfortunate audience member of a story that never came to fruition. Sometimes he was a hero, sometimes he was a villain, and there were times when he gave up and ended his own life or was faithful to his desires rather than his cause.
However, there was always only one ending.
The ‘eyeless one’ who watches –
My dying self.
Everything disappears.
The destruction of the world is insignificant.
In the end, the end of destruction was the end of the universe.
“I am.”
I ask.
to me.
“How many lives have you lived?”
The soul repeats reincarnation.
Live tens of thousands of lives.
However, once you find rest, reincarnation stops.
truth-!
It was the only truth among the countless lies that embroidered the universe.
So there was no rest for me.
What did I fight so hard for?
“The end… … .”
I always wanted to be a hero.
Damn-!
I am.
Just with that thought.
How many thousands of times have you gone through reincarnation?
It was a life in which most people could not find meaning.
However, even in this immeasurable life, there were special moments that would be remembered.
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Meeting with God, the protection of the stars, and fighting against evil.
and-
An encounter with an ‘absolute being’.
A person without eyes.
One who announces the end.
The best resistance is to turn back time and repeat the resistance once again.
So we faced each other tens of thousands of times.
“Oh my god, f*uck.”
The shock was less than I thought. This is because after reaching the level of a demi-god, memories of unclear origins that were clearly mine but not mine would occasionally come to mind. I vaguely expected it. Why did I realize it only now? I thought it was too late.
The thing that reincarnated me in this world was neither a holy being nor a mischievous god.
And when we were 10 years old, our memories of our past life suddenly returned –
That wasn’t their intention. Absurd! It was a mistake. A very big mistake.
It was ‘we’ who gave up everything and ultimately left ourselves to the fate of the end, but funny enough-
Mistakes bring back memories, and memories that are partially recovered repeat the habits of a past life.
Now I know why the twins wanted to train me so much.
It was a habit. habit. A habit that has been practiced tens of thousands of times.
The twins were martial people, monsters, and angels.
But that is not their essence. Their power was obtained through reincarnation to fight against the apocalypse. The one who trapped the devil in the bottomless pit and created the earth. Create the sky with the help of the star god. A person who relocated the inhabitants of a destroyed planet to a world he created. Creator of this world. Yes. They were those damn ‘three gods’.
My memories were still very confusing. It’s a shame because I have transcended human beings, but if I had the body of an ordinary human, I would have turned into an idiot. I calmly resolved the situation. Well, let’s remember. Our last moments. Yeah, I remember. I gave up everything. Admitting that the ‘eyeless man’ cannot be stopped. After a long journey, we followed nature. However, the memories that Melissa sealed did not turn out as she thought. I thought I had cut the ‘red thread’, but in reality, it was impossible to get rid of karma from the beginning.
It’s absurd that we were born with the same blood, only regained some of our memories, and ultimately joined forces to fight against him only out of our instinctive fear of the man we had fought against so many times.
Just like the first day.
The memory of that day was clear. When Samsin nominated him as a warrior for the day when he could see the only person with no eyesight, who possessed the celestial eye. I clearly remember how I felt at that time. what? I’m a hero? haha! Yes, I was destined to be a hero!
Damn hero, the beginning of all misfortune.
It would have been better to stick my nose in the dish water and rummage around.
I grabbed my head, which was boiling like magma, and crouched down to wait for them.
I got my memories back.
It means that they also regained their memories.
After a while, a halo of light came down and enveloped me. This is a symptom of teleportation. Damn you bastards. Instead of coming directly, they just open the door. Memories were stronger than alcohol. I felt dizzy, as if I was suffering from a terrible hangover, and if I could, I wanted to take my brain out and wash it in water. Feeling terrible and imagining the next moment that would become even more terrible, I approached the door created by the light.
Archaic symbols carved into the door frame. Cross, bull, horns. And three gods. It felt somehow familiar. Melissa’s wherever door was one I had been in and out of thousands of times (including in past lives).
Standing in front of the door, I closed my eyes and took a series of short breaths. It’s funny. Even now that I have realized it, does my timid personality not change? How should I face them? I feel like I want to slap him on the cheek. Obviously, they will not be happy about the current situation. Last life. So, at the moment I gave up on reincarnation, I promised myself that we would never be involved again. However, the plan failed and the situation became even worse than before. It’s already too late to give up. In the end, there is no choice but to fight back.
“ha.”
Open the door.
The place I arrived was the room at Quartz Castle where I stayed as a child. Purple wallpaper and red carpet. On top of the dusty cabinet were the toys I had played with as a child. This was also the place where ‘part’ of my memories came back. I slowly turned my head and looked at the old desk I had been ignoring. Three people are sitting. Lanista and Ushas were calm. Melissa has a subtle expression. The moment I saw them, I was dominated by an irresistible will to violence. Even though I knew it would be of no use. How great it would be if I could leave deep palm prints on their cheeks. I suppressed my intense impulses of violence with incredible self-control. If ‘Cain’ had had self-control like me, the tragedy wouldn’t have happened.
Actually, if you look at it, it’s not their fault. No, you can insist that it doesn’t exist. ‘I’, who participated in their plan in the distant past (regardless of time zone), made the biggest mistake.
It seems that their memories did not return in this life either. There were a few things I was suspicious of because of the events that took place with the intention of making me stronger… Oh, no way.
The most important fact would not have been hidden.
You know, why don’t you tell me? Who are the enemies you have to face, who are you, who are you?
“Yeah, haha. shit. “It ended up like this.”
They’ll be confused too.
… Why is there no change in facial expression?
It feels strange. I bit my lip and then smiled and said.
“Haha, you sure didn’t know, did you?”
I asked the question jokingly.
“… “Why is there no answer?”
I glared at Melissa. The brown eyes that looked confidently at each other slowly averted their gaze. Her tail is drooping. if. If these bastards knew everything from the beginning and trained me as a mutt. many… I think you’ll be very angry. From the beginning, Lanista closed his eyes and remained ignorant. Lastly, I glared at Ushas to interrogate him. It’s a sharp gaze. The eyes are fierce. It’s so scary. scary. I fought back with great difficulty. Oh, that won’t work. He lowered his gaze and avoided Ushas’ eyes.
“Isn’t that really too much… … .”
match!
A light friction sound rang out, and at the same time, Melissa’s head turned.
I was overcome with fear and could only blankly watch what was happening.
It was Dalby who created the terrible situation. Dalby approached the twins with great strides and swung her arm with all her might, gently lifting Melissa’s cheek as she was nearby. Melissa’s eyes looked back and forth between me and Dalby, and she lost track of where to go. Melissa smoothed her red cheeks with a blank expression. Normally, the twins’ emotions were tightly guarded, so I couldn’t read them at all, even at my level, but now Melissa’s emotions were clearly visible. Embarrassment and shame.
And it was a little painful.
Lanista still had his arms crossed and his eyes closed.
Hehe! no way?
As expected, Dalbi was unstoppable.
puck!
As if hitting the cheek wouldn’t work, I struck the philtrum with my fist.
[Ayaaaat-]
Dalbi’s fist turned red again. What an obnoxious bastard. Lanista did not use his strength in self-defense. Dalby glared at Lanista, blowing on his swollen hand, but wisely did not make his second attack.
Although Dalby’s attack was ineffective, there was a psychological impact.
I don’t know if that’s what Lanista wore or whether I wore it.
Finally.
If Dalbi is fair-
It’s his turn.
[Grunt.]
“Huh.”
Dalbi and I swallowed our saliva at the same time.
Ushas was looking at us with a leisurely smile.
He then closed his eyes and stuck out his cheek as if asking for a slap.
Dalby advanced. Its legs are shaking like a newborn deer. However, the walking does not stop. Dalvi finally reaches in front of Ushas and slowly raises his hand.
Are you really trying to do this, Dalby?
[Oof.]
It was a time to watch with half anticipation and half fear.
Dalvi shook his hand and brought it to Ushas’s face, shaking like a tremor. However, as she got closer, her fingers folded and in the end, all that remained was her little finger. Dalvi gently pressed Ushas cheek with her little finger and hurriedly ran away. To some, he may be nothing more than a coward, but I was moved by Dalby’s courage. Dalby’s action may have been one of the bravest acts in history –
“What?”
However, the place he ran away to was behind me.
Hiding behind my back, I watch the twins and tremble.
“… “If this is going to happen, why did you hit me first?”
[Because I made you suffer. Someday… I wanted to scold you.]
“The mind is virtual.”
Clearly, this situation was very important to me and to them.
Even just seeing the twins lose their temper and stay still.
“How much do you know?”
Ushas left a question instead of an answer.
“Have you got all your memories back?”
Ushas never regained his memories.
If I had gotten it back, I wouldn’t have behaved like that.
“No, the memories that were painful enough to kill me or the trivial and trivial memories have disappeared. but… You roughly know the ‘big stem’. Who are you and who am I? “Even what you’re fighting for.”
“please. “Can you show us your memories?”
Is it smoke?
no.
The fragments of memory they recovered were fewer than mine.
It might be the power of Cheonan Tong.
I remembered the moment Melissa used the power of my eyes to convey ‘memories’. Melissa’s magic is just a tool. There is no way I couldn’t do what I was able to do with the power of my eyes.
“Look into my eyes.”
I remember the memories I remembered.
“And think about it. What you were.”
showed it to them
“Creator gods of Ajivika.”
fantasy,
