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Ha, f*uck.
I’m so f*ucking tired.
It’s hard to wake up from sleep.
My eyelids don’t come off easily because I have so much eye mucus. I turned on the nightstand and blinked to adjust to the light. After some pain, I saw the familiar sight of my room. Like a chicken pecking at feed, my hands fumble around inside the blanket, looking for my phone. Battery capacity is 6%. Damn it, I didn’t charge it.
The time is one o’clock in the afternoon. I woke up pretty early. To change day and night, I have to wake up later. No, earlier? anyway. The 30,000 won blackout curtains did not let any sunlight through. My room is always dark, day or night. good night. Isn’t this the life of a cartoonist?
There was only one reason why my life, no different from that of a surplus human being, was worth living. I was different from Gae Baek Soo. As soon as I wake up, I sit down at my desk and turn on my tablet. The computer, which I always leave on because I don’t want to turn it off, started booting after I moved the mouse a few times.
I heard that the employment rate is at its lowest. On documentary channels, there were a ton of programs that covered people like me in unnecessary ways, such as surplus people, alienated young people, Korean hikikomori, etc. I look after it often. I feel a sense of homogeneity, but in fact, I feel a greater sense of superiority. I am different from them. You’re doing something productive.
“I drew six pictures yesterday… … .”
I think I can finally complete one episode today.
It took about three weeks to complete one cartoon. Professional artists have to draw in one week. Does that make sense? They say this is the problem with the Korean market. What’s the point of drawing quickly? The faster you draw, the lower the quality will be. But I can’t help it. In order to become a professional, I will have no choice but to adapt to the market.
Fortunately, I think I will be able to draw everything by the end of the application period. Although it was an amateur league, the comics I drew before were well received. I have talent. I will definitely win the contest. What should I do first if I succeed? I want to buy and eat a lot of beef.
[How to tame a monster]
This work had to succeed. The living loan also ran out. I won’t be able to pay the interest next month. Let’s write hard. One day a week is the goal. First of all, if we finish drawing one part today, let’s draw the plan for the next part.
Scribble.
Pick the line.
Draw a picture.
Think about the composition.
and.
and… … .
I looked at the clock and saw that an hour had passed. I drew this without realizing the passage of time. I drew two pictures, so let’s take a break. I’m still an amateur writer, so it’ll be okay. I’ll take a break and then draw the remaining four cuts. Because it’s important to draw consistently every day.
I made up my mind and bought a new coffee machine with the employment subsidy.
Guatemalan coffee, deeply flavored smoke.
The flavor is definitely different from stick coffee.
Manuscript on the monitor, coffee in my right hand.
You are a writer.
I lay in bed and watched YouTube. Subscription Videos. These days, there are three videos uploaded by popular overseas travel YouTubers. You should see this.
While watching YouTube, I became obsessed with planning an overseas travel route that I could not take.
My favorite streamer comes on, and after watching it for a while.
Three hours have passed.
“Ah, that’s ambiguous.”
There are two hours left until the overseas soccer broadcast.
It’s fun to watch Korean Premier League players in action.
Really, there was a time when Arsenal were closest to winning the title.
I expect Liverpool to win this game thanks to the performance of ‘Wolkeul’ Son.
Should we try Sports Toto?
I tried to draw comics during the remaining time, but for some reason, I felt lost. Today’s game will be really fun. Chicken is an essential part of a fun soccer game. I ordered two chickens and went back to bed to watch YouTube. Let’s draw cartoons after watching soccer.
* * *
The fateful fight was only a part of the war.
As the Spiritual Knights killed the bugs that ate up the world and won, the Red Knight’s power doubled. Finally, the Red Knight became the perfect embodiment of war and descended on the battlefield. The knights who noticed the strange situation joined forces and attacked, but were knocked down by the sword swung by the red knight.
The first death was MacRaney. The boy made the red knight’s red sword out of clay, but was unable to block the devil’s sharp claws. Mac Raney died without fully realizing his talents. The Red Knight cut MacRaney’s throat and drank the flowing blood. As his red armor became stained with his blood, he became even more red in color.
Enraged, Zenko and Vampy unleashed even more powerful beast power and attacked roughly. They fought for quite a while, but in the end, the two were unable to withstand the enemy knight and had their heads torn off. The Red Knight likewise drank their blood and became redder and stronger.
Lachi died in humiliation.
Kazuwea and Miko chose to run away. However, the battlefield was under the control of the Red Knight.
The two were caught not long after and died cruelly.
The newly acquired life was easily extinguished.
The torn bodies of the spirit beast knights were scattered across the battlefield.
Bottomless despair.
There was no fool crying out for hope in this situation.
“Wake up-”
However.
At someone’s cry.
Once again a miracle occurred.
When the Apostle of Dawn beckoned, the torn body was instantly restored and given new life. The knights whose souls returned clearly remembered their deaths. They looked at it with faces filled with fear. It was not fear of the red knight who killed him. It was a fear of someone who was obviously dead, who should have died, but was brought back to life lightly. A power that goes beyond reason. Humans are more afraid of returning from death than of death.
Its power so easily orchestrated life and death.
The knights faced the red knights.
Although he died.
It keeps coming back to life.
To them, death felt like an uninvited guest.
Death, which is fair to all things, has led to inequality. The spirit of the knights collapsed. They fought as puppets of the dawn. The Apostle of Dawn performed a miracle with an aloof face. It was clearly a miracle that touched God, to the extent that even the precepts of the Knight of the Apocalypse felt fleeting.
* * *
“Oh, I lost money on chicken.”
Arsenal lost. Damn, it was 6 consecutive wins since the league opened.
I threw away the Toto paper that had turned into pieces of paper and lay down on the bed. Today, a large number of overseas leaguers showed up, so I watched four games. Eight hours have passed. I’m hungry. I can’t draw comics when I’m hungry.
The only restaurants that deliver until dawn are Chinese restaurants. I ordered 4 sets of Chinese food. Sweet and sour pork and Jjambbong. Grilled dumpling service. This is heaven.
While waiting for my food to arrive, I watched an obesity documentary. The performer’s body somehow looks familiar.
When I lay down on the bed, I couldn’t see my toes. My protruding belly looks even more prominent today. I gained too much weight. Ha, is it natural to order delivery food every day? I need to go on a diet. Of course, it starts tomorrow.
“I watched all the backlogged videos… … .”
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There was nothing to watch anymore, even YouTube videos.
I turned on Instagram like a habit. While browsing the Arsenal account, I clicked on the account of my ex-girlfriend in the search list as if I was tempted. Has it already been two years since we broke up? It’s full of never-before-seen travel photos. You live well without me. It’s not that I regret it. Doesn’t she have a boyfriend yet?
Delivery has arrived.
What should I eat while watching?
The dining table is in front of the computer desk.
I turned on Netflix. Well, it seems like there is a lot to see, but there is nothing.
I turned on the documentary and removed the plastic cover from the bowl. Sunlight came in through a gap in the slightly opened blackout curtain. Pure white sunlight illuminated the dirty thing. Countless dust floating around the room. Damn, I need to clean it.
“Are you doing anything at 40? “Parents’ spines will be bent, bent.”
A documentary observing humans.
I’m enjoying watching it these days.
When I was young, I didn’t understand why men watched human theater.
But now I understand. I’m curious about people’s lives. If possible, I want to see the lives of people who are poor and unhappy rather than those who are well off. Is this a dirty deception? I sympathize, but somehow feel reassured.
Well, life is like that.
* * *
It’s been a while since I went out.
I saved up a week’s worth of food and bought beef for my friend.
He works at a factory, and this is already the seventh job change I’ve heard of.
Last time, I got into a fight with my boss and had my molar knocked out, so I ended up paying 20 million won in settlement. You stupid bastard.
When I asked him why he did that, he said he didn’t like being given orders. Even though I was a bit lazy in school, I still think it’s great. He’s crazy. Still, he is a good friend on the inside. maybe.
“Why beef? “On the topic of unemployed beggars.”
“Agari. I succeeded. “I’m at a different level than you now, you bastard.”
“What success? comic book?”
“Is there more to it than that? I was elected. f*uck, I said I could, right?”
“Oh, kid. “So you are a writer now?”
Target.
Grand prize.
It’s not like that though.
Well, since I took the opportunity.
I wonder if I can afford to buy some beef.
When two men are drinking, talk about the opposite sex usually comes up.
“How many years has it been since you broke up with Min? Are you brushing your teeth?”
“There are things people have to give up in order to progress. what… “But now I feel like it’s starting to get dangerous.”
It wasn’t the main purpose, but it subtly appeals to loneliness, so they take care of it.
Make a phone call somewhere and have a conversation.
I overheard and it seemed like it was a blind date.
“Ha, this is my first time doing something like this.”
“That’s terrible. Because out of all the kids I know, he’s the best. “Do your best, I’m giving you your number because it’s you.”
A week later, a blind date was set up with his college junior.
Good.
“If I save up money, I’ll buy a car first.”
On the way back home.
I giggled as I watched the sun not set even though it was late at night.
* * *
That sucks.
Are you saying that decadence is the mediocrity that covers the miserable reality?
Ordinary bad luck, ordinary effort, ordinary success, ordinary life.
A life like this.
Is this really the life I wanted?
… … .
Right.
Most people lived like this.
then.
I’m really disappointed.
but.
In this life, there is no need to be prepared to burn one’s body or to have beliefs that must be kept.
What’s important?
Let’s just forget it.
* * *
It was much prettier in person than in the photo.
She was a woman who looked good in hairpins.
The story went well.
Learn from the internet.
Our first blind date was at a cafe, and we talked for four hours while sitting down.
She liked food and webtoons. A lot of my interests matched mine.
The slightly goofy side was also cute.
I heard that my face gets swollen from eating delivery food often, so I should boil pumpkin porridge and eat it?
What does it matter?
The blind date ended on a good note.
After, she applied first.
It was fortunate. Honestly, I didn’t have the courage.
“Oh, now that I think about it, we don’t know each other’s names. haha. Does this make sense? that… “What’s your name?”
“Hehe. My name is… … .”
that day.
After sleeping, I forgot my name.
It’s awkward to ask again.
I’ll have to call her ‘her’ for the time being.
We become dating.
Our first date was at the zoo. She didn’t really want to go, but she loved animals so much. Her ultimate wish is to raise eagles, tigers, turtles, frogs, and bats at home. Weird person, that’s why I like it better.
fantasy,
