[Episode 616] Dragon.
[The youngest member of the blue family is cursed.]
The story spread to the North Sea.
cursed child.
Those were the words of everyone who saw a child who had just turned ten.
– It’s creepy to look at you as if you know everything.
– I have no idea what you’re thinking.
– Even though the blue wolf is my bloodline, there must be a reason for treating it lightly.
-Haha….
A child who escaped from his father’s eyes.
The youngest there was in that position.
Where did the problem come from?
The boy thought about it sometimes.
If it went wrong, when would that moment be?
It was around the time I heard about my mother’s affair.
Or was it around the time he realized his brother’s secret?
otherwise
Was it when he realized his father’s ambition?
It doesn’t matter.
It didn’t matter to the boy anymore.
“…”
I stare at the sky with empty eyes.
It was snowing.
The boy’s cheeks were stained red.
It’s because he was slapped on the cheek by his father just before.
[Don’t look at me with those disgusting eyes!]
It was just because I was looking at you.
Swoop.
A boy strokes my cheek.
Unlike the cold weather, her cheeks were still hot.
In addition, unlike the heat on his cheeks, the boy’s eyes were gradually cooling.
Hear what others can’t hear
That alone turned the boy’s life upside down.
When I told her about my mother’s infidelity, my father got angry and the incident broke out.
First, when I realized my older brother’s secret.
My older brother had to leave as if he were abandoned in a remote area.
Because of the two incidents like this, the boy finally shut his mouth at the sound he heard.
The father must have thought while looking at such a boy.
perhaps.
Maybe he will find out his secret too.
Was that what you were afraid of?
The boy became a nuisance to his father.
It turned into an awl and ruined the boy’s life.
cursed child.
The boy did not deny the words he had heard.
how can i deny
[That…yeah…that…]
[Rain…]
[Rurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.]
The curse was correct even to her own eyes.
The boy covered his ears.
I tried to block it, but the noise was still ringing in my ears.
whine.
angry sound.
screaming sound.
A storm of violent, tearing emotions.
Even if I closed my eyes and covered my ears, I couldn’t stop the sound.
Emotions make a sound.
Noisy piled up and piled up sounds became noise.
Life became hell for the boy.
My relationship with my family collapsed when I was able to recognize the emotions others wanted to hide.
Mother resented herself.
The brother was afraid of himself.
Abby despised herself.
There is no one to comfort the boy when he cries. There is no shade to cover his eyes.
The boy who listens to the feelings of all things is getting cold about his own feelings.
It was such a life.
And that was the life I had to live in the future.
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If this isn’t hell then what is?
The boy thought as he watched the falling snow.
Did you know that there are four seasons in the world?
spring among them.
The season when all the snow melts and flowers bloom.
I heard that there is definitely such a thing in the middle of the day.
Spring does not come to the North Sea because snow is constantly falling here.
It was like his own life.
A life buried in snow and slowly dying.
The North Sea and my life are no different.
that it is
‘If you die. Can I get comfortable?’
Rather than waiting for the spring of life.
If we finish it before the colder winter.
Maybe that’s a slightly better way.
The boy looks straight ahead with a sudden thought.
There was a frozen lake there.
What did you think when you saw it?
Now it is a vague memory.
If you can barely recall the memory.
Just that the young boy was lethargic and exhausted.
It was because I was so tired and I couldn’t tell the difference from the unusually loud noise.
so.
There was no hesitation in walking.
I was obsessed with my choice because I was at an age where I could be okay even without iron.
Surely that must have been the case.
with a plop-!
Breathing stopped with a gasping sound.
The painfully cold water covers the entire body.
When I opened my eyes, I couldn’t see anything.
I closed my eyes.
In the meantime, do you know what is funny?
Between the tightness of breathing.
The first thing that came to my mind was comfort, not pain or fear.
‘…Be quiet.’
The sound that had been heard until just now disappeared in an instant.
how much silence
The boy could feel a sense of liberation at that moment.
but.
That feeling of liberation soon faded.
“Kkeukkeuk…!”
I’m out of breath.
The point at which all breathing is gone and only pain remains.
In the cold water, my whole body gradually began to freeze.
Move your body as if struggling.
It’s something you choose yourself.
The boy had to show some clumsy behavior towards the end.
Did you yearn for life? It won’t be.
I don’t know.
I didn’t remember going there.
if you remember anything
“Kureuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu00uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu00uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu00uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu…”
The point at which you gradually lose your mind after struggling for a while.
with a plop-!
At the same time as the sound coming from far away.
Anger-!
that something was pulling him.
Thin, slender arms wrap around my body and move.
A short time passes.
“Puha!”
The boy was able to get out of the water.
“Kuluk…Kuhuk…”
With a trembling body, he prostrated himself on the ground and spewed out water.
By the time you’ve been spitting it out for such a long time.
Something wrapped around the body shivering in the cold.
It was a wet fur coat.
I look at the person who covered me with clothes because I wanted something.
“Whoa! cold…!”
The first thing I saw was pure white hair resembling snow.
He was soaked in water and wet like himself.
Age doesn’t seem to make much of a difference either.
She was just a girl of her age.
The boy is looking at the girl with a puzzled expression.
The girl smiled and said to the boy.
“I think the weather has become very cold these days. right?”
“…”
“The water is too cold. It feels too early to swim.”
What a bright smile.
Through the falling snow, the boy looked at the clothes wrapped around him.
“therefore. If you’re going to swim, join me next time we’re less dancing.”
“I…”
“It’s so cold right now!”
The boy is trying to say something.
The girl cut off her words.
I won’t know later.
The girl said she already knew what the boy was trying to do.
At the time, with his small head, he couldn’t think of words to change the boy’s heart.
Did you say that?
how to say
It was just a laugh out loud.
The boy couldn’t open his mouth in a situation he didn’t understand.
This is a space that cannot be entered casually.
It’s a place the boy’s father blocked off so no one could enter.
How the hell did this girl come in?
When such questions run through your head.
“nice to meet you.”
The girl held out her hand to the boy.
“Are you the youngest son of the Blue Wolf?”
“…”
How many people in the North Sea can call their father that way?
Although the boy was young, he was intelligent and knew that there were never many of them.
If you do it, you should be able to count it on both hands.
Among them, if it was a young girl, the answer would be obvious without even looking at it.
Despite knowing that, the boy did not react.
Just staring at the girl.
at that time.
Swoop.
The girl held out her hand to the boy.
“My name is Yuri.”
I thought as I looked into her blue eyes.
I mean, that’s really cool.
“What’s your name?”
Obviously the boy at the time would not have known.
this girl
It is his belief and that it will be spring.
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Boom.
pop.
Blood flows through the sword.
The blood that flowed like that dripped onto the floor, staining his eyes red.
How far did the tip of the sword go?
Pain rises.
I adjusted it, but it seemed to be a little mistake.
“Oh… that hurts so bad.”
I avoided the vital point and put it in. Still, the pain was painful.
‘How much is this?’
How long has it been since you were stabbed?
I’ve been cut quite a few times, but it’s been a long time since I’ve been directly hurt like this.
Probably the first time since the regression.
shiver.
Blood flows from your mouth.
It was not polished.
rattle.
A feeling comes from the sword stuck in the stomach.
As soon as I felt it, I grabbed the blade tightly.
“Don’t move. Will my hand hurt if I move too hard?”
“…you…!”
I spit out a warning, master of the sword.
Woohyuk raised his eyes and said.
“What are you doing right now…!”
“Can’t you see?”
Every time he spoke, blood boiled in his mouth.
It’s really dirty.
he said, ignoring it.
“You’re trying to keep yourself awake.”
“Immediately take out the sword…! I need to stop the bleeding…!”
I put on a big smile at Woohyuk’s words.
“A while ago, they said that if they didn’t kill themselves, they wouldn’t let them pass. What are you in such a hurry for?”
“…!”
Woo-hyuk frowned as he spit out the previous conversation.
Then I saw her biting her lip.
That look was very funny.
You pretended to be dumb It was good that the expression was ruined.
It has to be at that level to be rewarded with being stabbed.
He spoke to Woo-hyuk with blood on his face.
“I’ve been thinking about it.”
I speak up, but Woo-hyeok is still staring at my sword stuck in my belly.
“Did you just try to die?”
“…!”
Upon hearing this, Woohyuk hesitated.
“You tried to kill me.”
No answer came.
But I already knew the answer.
Woo Hyuk was just about to die.
He wanted to die by my hand.
So, in the end, the power of the sword must have been subtracted.
“What are you talking about?”
It looks like Woo-hyeok is trying to get rid of pretentiousness.
“You know everything and pretend you don’t know anything. You are smart.”
That couldn’t work for me.
“Since when? Since when did you want to do that?”
“…”
“Tell me the f*ck.”
He cursed and gave strength to the blade he was holding.
to pierce deeper.
“crazy…!”
Knowing that, Woohyuk puts his strength on the handle.
It was a bizarre situation where the stabbed person tried to be taken out and the picked person tried to add more.
“Are you really going to die!? it’s crazy?”
“Then are you crazy or not? Why are you and not me?”
Woohyuk shouted so I said with a frown.
“You don’t know how much of a f*ck that is, do you?”
maybe you don’t know
How much of a curse the choice you are about to make will be to your opponent.
Unlike him, I knew very clearly.
in such a situation.
“f*ck you bastard. Are you going to do that to me?”
Did you mean to make it happen again?
Knock-!
He grabbed Woohyuk’s collar with his free hand.
“If I see you after a long time, I will say hello. Why are you creating this dog-like situation!”
In the meantime, I could feel Woohyuk giving him strength, fearing that the sword might rattle.
I kept thinking.
What is Woohyuk’s intention to do this to me?
How can you be so irrational when you know you can’t win?
Even more, why did you look at me?
‘I wonder if it looked good.’
rather it went well
I’m glad it’s here.
I was relieved and smiled bitterly.
How could it have been?
why did you have to do that
I was able to know the answer to that question just by looking into Woohyuk’s eyes.
Eyes like mine. Acting like that with those eyes.
The meaning contained at the end must be the reason I know all too well.
only.
‘I just somewhat hate you for trying to make me do that.’
Woohyuk is resentful.
It was probably the first time I felt it.
so i knew
I said after seeing Woo-hyeok, who started to tremble.
“Sick. Isn’t that really gross? It’s just running away.”
Although it was only belatedly that I realized why my father did that to me at the time.
It was a realization too late now.
In the words that I spit out with such a heart.
“What do you know…!!”
The sword stuck in the stomach is pulled out and falls to the floor.
shiver.
I could feel the blood flowing from my stomach.
Oh shit…. It was pulled out too suddenly.
I tried to ignore the pain and approached Woo-hyuk.
“Turn it off…”
“I don’t know, bastard. I never told you, how do I know.”
I don’t know anything.
I didn’t know much about Woohyuk, including his previous life and this life.
There were also things I wasn’t particularly curious about.
There was something that Woohyuk hadn’t said to me.
But that didn’t mean I could come out like this.
“Then you should have said something.”
He approached again and grabbed the fallen Woohyuk by the collar.
“I should have asked for help instead of acting this way.”
“…”
“Why are you f*cking saying nothing?”
It was Woo-hyuk who challenged him to fight as soon as he saw him.
“What. Why are you doing this?”
“…”
“I’m not going to tell you to help or beat you to wake you up.”
A question arises in Woo-hyuk’s eyes at the words mixed with irritation.
“…why…?”
“what.”
“Why are you doing this to me…?”
Not only the eyes but also the words were full of questions.
Why am I doing this?
“…A few years at most. There is no reason for you to do this to me.”
We haven’t met for four years at the most.
Although I call Woohyuk my friend. It’s because there are memories of the past life.
Because he died for me.
There was a memory that supported me when I was falling apart, so I remember that, so I call Woo-hyeok a close friend.
but.
“Why are you doing this to me?”
Woohyuk now doesn’t know that.
And this.
“I don’t know, bastard, ask you, because I don’t know either.”
It was the same as Woohyuk in my previous life did to me.
“what…?”
“I wasn’t very close, and I didn’t have anything to become friends with. You were the first to hit me.”
generation of meteors.
The guy at the center reached out his hand to me who was full of dissatisfaction with the world.
Even if you say you don’t like it and pour out all kinds of swear words. He never left my side.
Why?
When I asked why?
What did Woohyuk say to me?
“Is it similar? Maybe that was the reason.”
similar to yourself
so it’s comfortable
Woohyuk clearly told me that.
“Isn’t that it? What did you really think when you heard that?”
genius among geniuses.
He is certain to become the representative of the next generation of shamans.
He said that he was similar to himself, approaching me, the shame of Sega, and said that he was similar to himself.
who are you kidding?
At first, I thought it was more f*cked up.
“Looking at it now, I understand a little bit.”
I seemed to know now.
Woo Hyuk’s words were true.
you and i are similar
so you came to me
The Jamryong who was talking to me at that time understood a little.
There was no lingering attachment to each other’s lives.
I wanted to get something, but I felt empty because I knew I couldn’t.
that was us
“You told me to live.”
Live.
Life is precious, so please live it.
Woohyuk spit out like a habit when he saw me.
“Was that really what he meant to me? no.”
This too is a belated realization.
“Did I say something to you?”
It’s a question you’ll never hear an answer to.
It meant that it was meaningless to listen to Woohyuk now.
“It must have been. You saw you in me.”
“…What are you talking about?”
“Shut up and listen. It’s my turn now.”
What supported me when I was crumbling
It was to keep from collapsing on its own.
Trying to fix the broken me.
It must have been because I myself was broken.
Was it sympathy or sympathy?
Now, that also has no meaning.
That’s not what I should be thinking about now.
It wasn’t something I had to spit out.
“live. Just live for a while, you bastard.”
I had to tell the current Woo-hyuk what Woo-hyuk told me in my previous life.
The words came out a little differently, though.
“If there is a problem, I will help you in moderation and that’s it. just live a little Don’t tremble with this shit… Ah, sick to the stomach, Shiba.”
I had to hold my stomach instead of talking in the tearing pain.
I subtly stopped the bleeding, but my condition was not good.
As the ability to regenerate is monstrous, it will probably get better in three days.
“… Ha…”
Seeing me doing that, Woo-hyuk suddenly bursts out of breath.
“This is absurd…”
“That’s what I’m going to say. It’s been a long time since we met, and it feels good to put a knife in your stomach?”
“That’s you…!”
“It’s okay, now tell me. Why are you doing this?”
I even pierced a hole in my stomach to listen to that one.
I could even hear it now.
No, I really had to listen.
“If you don’t tell me, I will pierce you one more time?”
This is what he said while holding Woo-hyuk’s sword that had fallen to the ground.
If you don’t tell me, I’ll put another hole in your stomach.
It was such a threat.
the problem is.
“…what threats are you using your body for? Do you think that will work?”
“Isn’t it working? try? do? I will do it now. Take a good look.”
I’m about to take a sword and stab it in the stomach.
“stop…! Stop!”
Woohyuk raised his hand to stop my actions.
He said it didn’t work, and the threat worked.
“Crazy…! You are a real madman.”
“It’s something you hear often.”
It was strange to hear it from the second person I listened to the most.
He calmly put down his sword and looked at Woohyuk.
As if to speak quickly, he crossed his arms.
OK.
“Haha…”
Woohyuk burst into a low laugh.
“…How did I become friends with this guy?”
It seems a bit regretful, though.
It’s already late.
‘That should be blamed on you from your previous life.’
No matter what I say to Woohyuk at that time, nothing will change.
“Okay, first stop the bleeding…”
“Speak first, I’ll take care of that.”
Even so, energy was moving rapidly inside the body.
In addition to hemostasis, it is a way to increase regeneration.
In fact, the bleeding had stopped long ago.
Although dizziness remained because he had spilled a little too much blood…
Woo-hyeok staggered at the words and raised his upper body.
The hostility from earlier seemed to have dissipated somewhat.
I looked at it and asked.
“Tell me?”
“Don’t rush…”
“If you’re not going to do it again-.”
“I will do it! I’ll do it… First of all, you have to take care of other things.”
Woohyuk turned his head at what he said.
That’s right.
The situation was twisted, but the purpose of my coming here was not Woo-hyuk.
Remembering that, he approached Woohyuk and reached out his hand.
It meant grabbing hold of it and getting up.
“If you don’t do it later, you will really fall behind.”
“…Me? Or you?”
“Look at the situation.”
This part was to check and choose what was convenient at that time.
“Hahaha…”
Woohyuk, who heard this, gave the same dejected laugh as before.
And then he stretches out his hand to grab it.
That moment.
“Is it over?”
An unknown voice came.
“Then it’s no fun.”
Right next to it too.
