Childhood Friend of the Zenith Chapter 473

Chapter 473 – Man.

There is a woman with no name.

No, I’ve come up with a name a few times, but I’ve never been attached to it or put my will into it.

A name that will disappear with time anyway.

It was rather difficult for Goo Tae-yeo to be affectionate.

This is because it will remain in your heart and annoy you when you repeat the next time.

A woman has to repeat life over and over again.

That was her job until she reached the desired result.

How many times has that happened?

There are too many of them to count, so I can’t recall them.

Now, the ‘first’ I remember was about a thousand times over, if I had to ask.

Numbers will no longer be important.

For simplicity sake, let’s call it 10,000.

It was probably several times more than that, but the woman decided to just think ten thousand times.

somber life.

The point at which the original meaning of why we have to repeat it so much has been lost.

After repeating the process and moving in a better direction, I came this far.

Even so, the woman tried to recall the memory.

I had to remember the days when there was a name.

I had to record the times when I could laugh for a while.

Because that was the driving force that made the woman endure.

-■■ Ah.

It reminds me of the name I used to call you affectionately as if it was blunt.

It’s a name you’ll never hear again.

When she goes back to the beginning, everything will be gone.

Memories that should have been important would turn into delusions.

A woman has done many things in her long life.

He also became the owner of the top of the midfield.

There was also a time when it became the national owner of the biggest mark in history.

There was also a life of being the leader of the Murimmaeng.

There was also a memory of becoming the head of a family.

I’ve lived so many lives

I’ve been doing a lot

The woman’s end was always the same.

collapsing world.

Or the world you are destroying.

The world is collapsing and we are overcome with despair.

No matter what kind of life you live, the end is always like that.

Nothing changes.

I did countless things to be different, but the end was always the same.

What is the meaning of this repetition?

Is there really a better way?

Why did this happen to you?

It’s a thought that I’ve always had over the years.

Of course, even that became dull and blurry in the face of restless time.

It never stopped.

Actually, thinking about it won’t change anything.

just live like that

So the woman.

He hated the other half that looked just like him.

I was also envious.

In a repeated life, you can take oblivion unlike yourself.

I really envy her for being able to maintain the same beliefs because she went through oblivion.

A woman in the midst of numerous experiences recalls hundreds of lives that kept her faith.

There was a time when a woman tried to save the world.

There were times when I thought of it as a belief and as a mission given to me.

It’s funny.

Such a solid belief will rot and become dull in the face of countless years.

The woman did just that.

What was left of her now was neither faith nor a sense of mission.

That kind of thing was already rusted and crumbled and didn’t remain.

All that is left of her is a faint memory.

-Spicy is not good. It’s tasteless.

I made it at best, but in a voice that grumbled.

– It’s cold. yes?

The stupidity of talking nonsense to try to hold hands.

-… go first. sorry.

Even the resoluteness of giving up his head to save a woman.

Because she remembered all of them.

just live on

As time went by, I gave up a lot.

It felt like my heart was being torn every time I let go of one.

I had to put one in the end.

Because that’s how I could live.

a woman? no.

She has never valued her life.

If you die, you have to start all over again.

That was not what she valued.

I started with light things and put precious ones.

I let go of the name someone called me.

I let go of the hand that held me affectionately.

I always stopped walking in the first place.

I finally realized it in the days when I was still counting.

I wanted to keep it.

That means you can’t keep it.

abandoned and abandoned

Every time I felt like my heart was being ripped out.

It was not dull.

had to throw one away.

Live only like that.

not ‘me’. ‘he.

A world that is broken and broken again at the end.

A woman only wants one thing.

Rather than wishing for your own oblivion.

To live in a world with no end.

faith and pride.

Rather than such useless things that become dull with time.

For an unknown woman, that would be more important.

So even more, I gave up going next to him.

Unlike my temper, he was a person who could easily give up his life for others.

This is because there were numerous lives in which he burned all his life while living for himself.

funny.

In life without her, he mostly survived for a long time.

Until the world collapses and rots.

No, but I had to live a few more times while denying it.

A woman could give up denying.

Without confidence, he lives.

Even though I was sure of that, what I couldn’t give up easily was my nasty obsession and greed.

Isn’t it still like that now?

I can’t give up on wanting to be by your side, so I’m obsessed with it.

While giving vicarious satisfaction to giving attention to the other half of a woman, he could not abandon his ugly jealousy.

Even though you know you have to throw everything away, there are definitely things you can’t throw away until the end.

That is why it is so surprising.

someone told me

At first, he was an enemy whom he resented to death.

Turning my time back to the past.

In later years, they became dear friends.

For him who was Giabi who gave and called a name that was more flowing than that.

They say you that’s right?

Because it meant that the woman threw away even the things she couldn’t throw away.

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The Heavenly Demon’s eyes were obviously surprised when she heard my question.

I’ve never seen eyes so wide open.

Eyes that are always full of arrogance and something cool can grow that big.

It was similar to the expression Wi Seol-ah used to make in the present life.

‘What is he saying now.’

I immediately erased the thought from my mind.

It must be an illusion because the faces are similar.

How could that terrifying being be like that blind man?

‘It’s an illusion because they have the same face.’

Come to think of it, that was also a problem.

Comparing the faces of the small swordsman and the heavenly horse behind them, it was safe to say that they were the same person except for the hair color and eyes.

How could that be?

at the same time.

‘The reason why this forearm is shaking this shit.’

The hostility, still felt in his left arm, is also irritating.

This is the feeling I felt from the blood demon.

Why did the Heavenly Demon feel the same way?

Conversely, why can’t I feel it for Wi Seol-ah?

‘what.’

What are these two people up to?

At least… I think it’s true that the Heavenly Demon is related to the Blood Demon.

In other words, the Heavenly Demon and Wiseolah are related.

Does that mean that the blood horse and the weasel child are also related?

‘A blood demon and a weakling?’

how?

If you think about it, the story becomes too complicated.

I had to dig into how Geomson raised Wiseol-ah as his granddaughter.

That meant it wasn’t something to think about right now.

‘now.’

The only thing that matters to me right now is the Heavenly Demon in front of me.

I couldn’t think of anything else with her in front of me.

There would be no crazy person who could think of anything else while staring at such a huge presence.

Not to mention, it was a rare Heavenly Horse with a stiff body.

‘…if I ambushed now, will I be able to win?’

Such trivial thoughts pass by, but I know that there is no sign of it.

He was in a position to observe how the small swordsman was treated just before.

No, I didn’t even see it because it was so fast.

‘It’s a long way to go.’

Looking at it, I realized once again how high the place I wanted to reach was.

I know that there is nothing wrong with just a hwagyeong.

It’s quite uncomfortable to think back to something you already know well.

… Hmm.

The Heavenly Demon listened to my question and stood still for a moment.

He quickly warmed up and rested his chin.

He seemed lost in thought.

and after a while

Hard-!

I let go of the strength in my hand that was closing the crack.

Damn-!

When the pressure was released from the crack that had been forcibly closed, the creature reappeared as if releasing the strength it had endured.

OK.

Kuwook-!

…!

Just like before, I felt my body being pulled towards the crack.

I’m embarrassed and I’m trying to cheer up my body.

is it. After all, it seems that there is no other answer than that.

The Heavenly Demon looks at me and spits out words as if muttering.

The excitement has cooled.

The Heavenly Demon’s eyes, saying that, somehow felt a bit faded.

Suddenly, you say something…

If you go through this door, you will be able to return to the original world.

… what?

I looked at the crack that opened at those words.

Did you say that crack was a door to the world I was in?

‘Why is it suddenly popping out?’

It was absurd.

What have I done here?

‘If this is the case, what does regret have to do with it?’

Doesn’t that have nothing to do with what Dang Je-moon said?

Pointing to the open door, the Heavenly Demon speaks.

go now

… I haven’t heard an answer to my question yet.

The Heavenly Demon sneers at the words he barely uttered.

I know you didn’t ask for an answer in the first place.

…

Did you really think that I would not know?

I swallowed my saliva at the words of the Heavenly Demon. I thought it worked, but the Heavenly Demon seemed to have recognized my intentions right away.

To be precise, it would be nice to hear the answer. As she said, that wasn’t the point.

It was just to pass the time and divert attention.

but.

‘That answer is soon…’

Can I say that it means that I am the one who regressed my time?

… why?

Unknowingly, I throw up my doubts.

why?

Why on earth and by what means did you bring me back?

You

don’t know why… Because I’m not a person in the world you were in.

Do not lie. You know…

lies?

Hearing my words, the Heavenly Demon’s brow furrowed.

At the same time, tremendous air pressure erupted from her body.

You, who don’t know anything about me, don’t judge me presumptuously. I feel pretty upset.

…

The words that I spit out while puckering my lips were quite creepy.

I just burst the air pressure, but the air seems to be distorted.

I choked on the air pressure and couldn’t come up with any answers.

You are not originally from this world, so stop disappearing.

… I… yet.

You have achieved what the world wants. This door is the proof.

The Heavenly Demon says so.

I didn’t do anything.

No matter which choice you make, the result will not change.

That’s what Dangjemun said to me.

Based on that, I haven’t done anything yet since I came to this world.

Did he read my expression? The Heavenly Demon maintains a cold gaze as he speaks to me.

You’re misunderstanding something.

… what?

It doesn’t matter what you do in the first place.

What is that…

-Are you afraid of the Demon Swordsman dying protecting you? Did you want to save it?

…!

– Or are you afraid of getting hurt by the catch behind you?

My whole body stiffened at the lightly spitting words of the Heavenly Demon.

How the hell does the Heavenly Demon know that?

Leaving me in shock behind, the Heavenly Demon continues to speak.

I don’t know what I was dreaming of There seems to be something that even the person who sent you to this world doesn’t know.

… You…

As long as I have you, there is nothing you can change.

What the hell… What is the identity?

How do you even know that?

It’s a silly question. Don’t you already know the true identity?

The Heavenly Demon smiled at me.

The principal seat is the Heavenly Demon (天魔). Other than that, there is no name. Even if there was.

Saying that, the Heavenly Demon calmly stroked my cheek.

Her hardened body could not escape from the Heavenly Demon’s touch.

My arms are shaking.

My left arm trembled like crazy, as if the Heavenly Demon’s touch was unpleasant.

The Heavenly Demon glanced at my arm and spoke to me while lightly bending the corners of her eyes.

already forgot

At the same time as her words, the demon gates grew rapidly.

You will too.

Just like that, the crack caught me and swallowed me.