< Episode 430 > Insensitivity. (2)
Death.
Gu Yangchun’s brow furrowed at the familiar yet distant words.
“That’s…”
It was such a sudden statement.
Will you die in a little while?
Looking at Shinui with his eyes wide open, he calmly continues his explanation.
“Every human being has something called a vessel. You know too.”
“…yes.”
A vessel of one’s own that every human being has.
It can be said to be a frame that contains energy, or it can be said to be the source of the sense of existence that each human being has.
What is the meaning of Sinui talking about such a bowl?
Gu Yangchun waited for the next words with slightly sunken eyes.
“Your vessel is now reaching its limit.”
I feel like my stomach is cold at the word of God.
“…that word.”
“That you can use multiple energies at the same time. It is a different story when the container that holds it reaches its limit.”
Even if the danger of energy colliding and exploding has been resolved, it means that the bowl containing energy overflows or breaks is a different story.
what is questionable.
“That kind of story… I don’t remember hearing it before.”
No matter how many times Shinui examined me, I had never heard anything like this.
Upon hearing Gu Yang-chun’s words, Shin-ui gasped in vain as if it were absurd.
“It’s a story that I didn’t know you would bring in another energy. Do you think it makes sense for the average person to push the limits of a vessel?”
“…”
“Your bowls are not small compared to others. Even so, it rises to the point of overflowing. Don’t you know what this means?”
When the water overflows from the bowl, the energy that could not be contained will burst out of the body.
Even if it doesn’t overflow, it means that you don’t know when the bowl will break and become a mess.
“Is there no way?”
“I’ve said it before, but the quickest way is to abolish the electricity supply.”
The quickest and safest way is, of course, to stop it by discontinuing the electricity supply.
“…that’s not okay.”
It was a choice no different from death.
It’s not just one or two things that will happen in the future.
For Guyangcheon, breaking the Danjeon and becoming an ordinary person was an impossible option.
“is there any other way?”
At Gu Yang-cheon’s words, the brow of faith is full of frown.
Even in this way, he was blaming the foolishness of having to protect martial arts.
To Sinui, the existence of an unmanned person was always like that.
‘Mojiri who value strength more than my life.’
You have to save your life right now so you can see your precious people.
If you live, you can promise the future.
This bastard was still no different from moths to fire.
Sinui is just frustrated because he doesn’t know the situation in Guyangchun in detail.
Are those things more important than death?
Thinking of the soldiers who died like that, faith only frowned.
“If you don’t like that, there are two ways.”
Nonetheless, it provides a way.
At least that’s because I think that’s what a lawmaker should do.
There is no way. By the time Gu Yang-chun corrected his expression at those words.
“You just need to stop increasing the amount of energy. If I keep my current status, if I’m lucky, I’ll be able to live up to my name.”
“…”
That’s what I mean.
It meant to stop practicing and stop raising bets.
Even if it is not a bet, it is said to stop thinking about increasing other energy.
Do you mean to stop growing and live as you are?
Maybe that’s the right word.
As long as the inconvenient part was dealt with because it was an incomplete flower mirror, it was in relatively good condition.
Considering that there are at most thousands of soldiers in Hwagyeong in the midfield, it may be possible to live with the shoulders blooming even if the current state is maintained.
But…
‘That’s also useless.’
I knew better than anyone that I couldn’t do that.
After confirming Yangchun’s complex expression, Sinui sighed deeply.
Because I found out that this also doesn’t work.
“You are no different from the other Mojiri. Is that why you can’t abandon martial arts?”
“…sorry.”
God will not know.
Yangcheon Gu had the intention of giving up martial arts at any time.
If I wanted to, I could have done anything, even if it was just abolishing Danjeon and living as a normal person.
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‘Then who will save it.’
This is what you have to do.
It wasn’t a slick word about saving the world.
The person to be saved is enough if it is a person around you.
This was a feat for that.
So there was no way I could give up on growth.
“is there any other way?”
I said there was still one more way.
Is that the only hope?
While Gu Yangchun swallowed his uneasiness, Shinui took out the story with a sigh and listened.
“Even if it is not a cure, it is possible to extend this period.”
“What do you mean…?”
“It means that it is possible to lower the risk through drugs. Treatment is impossible. Because that’s something I can’t do with my own hands.”
“…”
Gu Yangchun listens to the words of faith and is lost in thought.
Shinui kept his eyes on it.
Sinui had to feel an unknown sense of difference throughout the conversation with Yangchun Gu.
Goo Yangchun asked Sinui as he touched his lips to see if he had finished his thoughts.
“…is that medicine that only God can make?”
“okay. It’s something only I can do in midfield.”
It will.
Gu Yang-chun had never heard of a drug that would keep a dish about to break.
It may be good news in its own way, but there was one most important thing.
“Is God willing to give it to me?”
The question is, will God really make the medicine for Gu Yang-chun himself?
“no. I have no intention of doing that.”
Regarding this, it was revealed that it was not faithful.
“At best, it will only increase the period, and I will not do anything to you who will not do it even if there are other sane ways.”
“…”
Hearing the voice filled with the anger of faith, Yangchun Gu simply watched him.
It seemed that his eyes were approaching in a very subtle way.
“faith.”
Gu Yang-cheon asks in a cramped atmosphere.
“If my life is prolonged by that, how long can I prolong it?”
Even now, when he only asked about it, his trust in Gu Yang-cheon was gradually growing angry.
“No matter how well you take the medicine, you will not be able to overcome the fire. If your body is not receiving proper medicine, you might barely survive ten years.”
Hearing the words, Yangchun Gu is deep in thought, as if trying to calculate something.
Shinui who sees it adds a word.
“Stop thinking of waiting for treatment to prolong your life with medicine. This drug…”
“…even ten years.”
Faith tried to explain the danger.
Gu Yangchian said this in a calm voice, looking at his faith as if it didn’t matter.
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– That’s enough.
“…”
A dry voice and toneless tone lingered in my ears.
By the time the sun is slowly setting.
In the plaza, a banquet is being held to celebrate the return of the king of poison.
Sinui was sitting on the floor in the residence and pouring a drink.
“So…”
Sinui was thinking about why he kept feeling a sense of alienation from Gu Yang-chun while reviewing his conversation.
I realized it only after thinking about it for a while.
Or maybe you didn’t know that from the beginning.
‘That child hasn’t changed.’
It’s not that the thorn died and the tension increased. It’s just hiding.
I remembered the first time I saw Guyangcheon.
Contrary to his ferocious personality, the boy he encountered at that time had dead eyes.
The eyes of the warriors who took their own lives due to the demonic scene.
Guyangcheon had the same.
Sinui remembers that and pours the drink into her mouth.
‘You…’
You have no regrets in life in the first place. Guyangcheon, in the eyes of Sinui, was like that.
I should have known that sooner.
While talking about my death, he looked like he was thinking about something.
There was no fear there.
There is only the complexity of organizing your schedule.
The fact that the bowl is so unstable will definitely affect the psychological factor.
I don’t know if I’ve felt excruciating pain or headaches from time to time.
In the eyes of Shinui, Gu Yangcheon seemed to be calm even though he was going through such a situation.
‘It’s not peaceful. It was just worn and worn.’
A mind shaken by pain.
The fear of being afraid of death.
The child had no more left.
As soon as he faced Guyangcheon, who was brought by the king of Dok, his trust was immediately evident.
If you are an unmanned person, you may not know it, but the eyes of God are different.
Even if Guyangcheon died at any time, it was not in a strange state.
That’s the reason why I asked you to put your wrist in the car to say hello lightly.
The stomach is a mess.
Guyangcheon’s energy was somehow harmonious, but it was almost forced.
The harmony created forcibly will eventually cause a wave in the body.
Even if I held on to it by force, there wasn’t much time left.
Could the child really not know this?
Faith was only questionable.
“…”
Even so, seeing him rejoice at the fact that he could delay ten years is truly frightening to Shinui.
That’s not a look you like because you can live with it.
‘What the hell…’
What ruined the child so much?
It was too cool for a child who would have been close to contract now.
‘What on earth were you thinking about?’
Sinui recalls Guyangcheon, who left the last seat.
Perhaps he forgot his promise that he would never give him medicine, Gu Yangchun left, saying that he would see him again next time.
Looking at his back, it felt like a heavy rock had been placed in Shinui’s heart.
Seeing someone who has no attachment to my life is like that to Shinui.
“Eh tsk.”
Even so, Shinui will not give the medicine as he said.
It wasn’t easy to make medicine, and it wasn’t easy to get the ingredients.
The medicine he has now is only the amount left to give to Wiseol-ah.
Of course, even if there were ingredients, it was something that could not be given to the child, but this medicine could not be reversed once it was started.
Even if you try to discontinue the dantian later, you will not be able to survive.
If you do not take it continuously after taking it for the first time, it is a medicine that eventually causes problems with congenital organs.
How can you give such medicine as a member of the legislature?
It was a meeting that I was looking forward to a little bit.
It was a very uncomfortable and annoying feeling to be released like this.
By the time Shinui was pouring a glass of alcohol like that.
drooling.
As I opened the door, I felt the presence of someone entering.
Sensing that, Shinui snorts.
“Hey, you said you wouldn’t come for a while, but did you dare to crawl in?”
It was a bit ferocious, but the person who heard it just laughed briefly.
“It was harder to find than I thought. It seems to hide better than I thought.”
A soft yet soft tone. An old man full of wrinkles embracing the years, finely straightened shoulders and a straight back made it known that he was a warrior.
“If you don’t like that kid, you should think about moving on. Can you do it so forcefully?”
Kww.
At the words of trust, the old man laughs continuously.
“I’m a bit old to be called a kid.”
“It doesn’t matter how old you are.”
“If you are so affectionate, why don’t you go? I’m sure I’m not the only one in the family.”
“If anyone tries to find it, I know what you will do and I will look after the children.”
At the words of trust, the old man does not give any answer and approaches the floor.
shhhh.
At the gesture of the old man, the bottle was lifted into the air and quickly sucked into the old man’s hand.
It was an empty space that spread casually, but Shinui was not particularly surprised.
“It doesn’t seem like you to be a shabby viscount by yourself. Did something happen?”
“Never mind. It’s just that I was hungry today.”
“Hmm…yes.”
The old man didn’t ask any more if his interest had ended there.
Tboob.
A uniform flutters behind the back of the old man who slowly walks towards Shinui.
The word “Namgung” was clearly written on the uniform.
“Ah, then did you see that child?”
“…”
Shinui’s shoulders tremble slightly at the old man’s words.
“Soyeomra… Did you say that? A child called that.”
“If you want to see it, go see it. It seems that the girl from the family is also with them.”
At Sinui’s words, the old man smiles and approaches and sits next to Sinui.
“It’s a bit disappointing to see it now… I’ll see you later. You’ll see it anyway, so you can put off the fun.”
“You still have an eccentric personality.”
“That sounds a bit awkward to hear from you.”
The old man who spit out words with a laugh shakes a bottle.
It was a cheap drink that I didn’t drink often, but it wasn’t bad to drink with the moon as a snack.
The night of the full moon rising in the night sky after the sun had gone down.
The living history of the Namgung family and one of the absolute leaders of the political sect Murim.
loser of the south.
Namgung Jeolcheon, the Great Master of Heaven, looked at the moon and took a sip of wine.
