Episode 186: An angel taking observation classes (9)
There are people in this world who sell faith.
The most famous type of such people are called politicians. Those who sell their beliefs to the public and take other beliefs in return.
Another group is religious people. They are similar to politicians, but differ in that they sell more systematic and dogmatic beliefs.
The last category includes cult leaders… It was the most vicious and destructive in that it sold a runaway belief.
The referee knew all three types of belief sellers.
‘They have something else in common.’
In the end, you end up regretting trusting them.
Nevertheless, people curse politicians, trust new politicians, and are betrayed by religion, yet they cannot escape from religion.
‘Really, that’s stupid.’
The referee truly despised the cycle.
‘That’s really stupid, referee.’
That’s why he despised himself now.
The one who wants to believe in Gori.
No matter how you look at it, Gori was the type of person who sold faith. It is also the worst of evils that sells out runaway faith.
But the referee needed some kind of faith.
Even if it was a runaway belief, I couldn’t help it.
So the referee slowly, holding on to his shaking heart, opened his lips.
“What is that method?”
“Ah, that look of distrust. “It hurts a little.”
“Don’t talk nonsense.”
The sly-looking junior, Kori, who had a lot of scars, gave the answer very naturally.
“You can forget everything. “If you forget everything you harbored hatred for, there will be no reason to live for it anymore.”
“Forget it?”
“yes. “I don’t know why a senior who has never committed murder has such a terrible desire to live, but if you forget everything about the person you want to kill, you cannot maintain your life.”
Gori continued speaking in a voice as if he were selling medicine.
“In fact, it is one of the prescriptions that sometimes appears in superhuman medicine. “If you have a deadly trait that you cannot do anything about, and the person harboring that deadly trait is too strong, doctors secretly perform the treatment.”
Words in a continuous loop.
“Usually, when the devil or a member of the devil’s army has a murderous intention, this kind of prescription is often given. Or, well, when I started hating the high-ranking people in superhuman society.”
However, the referee could not hear Gori’s next words.
‘I just have to forget everything about him and his family?’
So what happens to my memories of my mother?
It will probably be distorted to mean that he died of illness or had an accident.
Still, if he had forgotten, the referee could not have been corrupted.
I could no longer be freed from this hatred, resentment, sadness, and sadness that burned my heart.
“If you ask, I will introduce you to a teacher who is good at performing mandragora procedures. Although he is a teacher without a superhuman doctor’s license, he is among mercenaries… … .”
however.
The referee did not want to forget.
I didn’t want to deceive myself by lying.
‘First of all, let’s remember that there is a method like this. ‘I’ll have to try other methods.’
The referee soothed himself and wet his lips again.
“What is another way other than forgetting?”
“The other way is a little more difficult… No, it’s not just difficult, it’s a ridiculous method that is close to suicide… … .”
A ring that makes luck float for a long time.
What kind of method is it that causes Gori’s mouth, which had been pouring out words like a stream of clear water until now, to start hesitating?
“tell me.”
“Well, I’m telling you, it’s free. “Yes, I will tell you.”
Gori abandons her sly appearance and quickly regains her seriousness. Obviously, Gori is the same age as the referee, or the only difference is that he is a year or two older… … .
The current Gori was giving off the charisma of an older adult.
“It’s about overcoming life.”
“Are you going to survive?”
“Yes, it is literally fighting against life and making it obey.”
A question mark appeared on the referee’s face.
Does this make sense? Living is not a personality, so how on earth do you fight with living and how do you make living obey?
“That’s too abstract.”
“Oh, did it sound like that? This is a bit of a mistake. “I always prefer the simple method.”
Gori once again lost his seriousness and began to speak lightly.
“Let me explain briefly.”
A ring that spreads three fingers together with a clap sound.
“First, it establishes the illusion of a hater. Here, the fantasy must be very close to reality. They talk and act the same. “You know roughly what it feels like, right?”
“Yeah, I think I understand.”
And one folded finger.
“Second, look at that person and regain your composure.”
“Calmness?”
“Yes, it is called serenity and stillness. The second step is to suppress the rampaging killing behavior in front of his illusions and regain your composure.”
Does this make sense?
I feel so anxious even now that it is not in front of me, so does it make sense to regain my composure with such a fantasy in front of me?
The referee wanted to argue, but he remembered that Gori had said, “This is a nonsensical method that is close to suicide,” and closed his mouth.
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“Third, I shed tears.”
“I see, I’m crying… what?”
The final step is a bit absurd.
The referee looked at the ring with a literally dumbfounded expression.
“What is happening all of a sudden? Are you crying? “Why are you crying to prove your innocence?”
“No, no. If you’re not some kind of vampire, why would you prove your innocence by crying? No, is the mechanism similar? Anyway, senior, what are tears?”
“tear? “It’s water coming out of the eyes.”
“Gee, you lack a bit of emotion.”
Gori stroked his hair and opened his lips.
“A person whose heart is frozen cannot shed tears. “The more addicted you are to living and the colder your heart becomes, the less able you are to feel sadness, let alone cry, or empathize with other people’s feelings.”
Words in a continuous loop.
“So shedding tears… … .”
“It’s proof that you have overcome the hardships of life.”
“Yes.”
Once again, applause appeared as if the explanation had ended.
“But you know? “They said this method is close to suicide.”
“Okay, as soon as I make a little mistake… … .”
“Your heart will freeze. “Then you become a monster who knows nothing but murder.”
Don’t buy coins.
A monster that appears when a superhuman is eaten alive.
‘This is an impossible method. ‘I’m still in so much pain, how can I endure the illusion?’
Then there was no other way.
How to forget all about this.
“Then, senior, how would you do it?”
“I am… … .”
* * *
Crackling- Crackling-
Gori, who was left alone in the sparring hall, was committing delinquent acts alone, just as he was born to do.
“Whoa.”
It was smoking a cigarette.
As he watched the low cigarette smoke, Gori recalled the color of the hazy sky.
The sky of the battlefield, the dark sky,
The color of the sky in my hometown.
“You can’t buy cigarettes, you can’t buy alcohol.”
Things you can’t buy because you’re still a child. Every time Gori saw this strange law, he couldn’t stop thinking about something.
“But killing people is okay.”
It was really funny.
It’s so funny that I can’t laugh at all.
“In the end, the laws humans make are just like this.”
Shaking shaking-
A cigarette was shaking inside the pack.
“Now all that’s left is a real straw.”
I want to finish it quickly and go back. Before I burn this straw, I want to go back to a place where there are no human laws.
“But why did I do that?”
In fact, it was almost over.
This mission was really easy to complete.
It was something that could be solved very simply.
I don’t know exactly what’s going on, but the target was having a hard time withstanding the surge of life.
Approach the target by teaching them about life.
Convinced that if you lose your memory, you can erase your life.
“Yes, if you lose your memory, you can erase your life. However, you will lose a lot of other things as well.”
Nothing was wrong.
However, the extent to which memories would be lost was up to the doctor performing the procedure, and the problem was that the doctor was very close to Gori.
It would have ended if the Referee, who had become pure and lost his memory, was taken to another world beyond the darkness.
Somehow, I ended up telling him another method.
A method that is almost suicidal.
“fun.”
But Gori couldn’t stop laughing.
Even though the operation went awry, and even though he had to stay at this stupid academy for a while, Gori somehow found this situation amusing.
He was a boy who intrigued me from the first time I saw him.
But no way.
Instead of running away and forgetting everything, you try to fight against your own mortality.
Isn’t this the most foolish choice? If the wisest choice is to kill the object that causes you to live, and the lesser evil is to forget the object that causes you to live and run away… … .
I can definitely say that the worst thing was fighting against one’s own survival.
“Tsk tsk.”
Laughter.
“Tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk.”
Gori couldn’t stop laughing.
“This is going to fall in the worst way. “I never thought things would be this fun.”
A twisted smile appeared on Gori’s lips.
“Is there anything more enjoyable in this world than staining white drawing paper?”
Hands full of all kinds of wounds stretched out toward the gray sky.
* * *
Central Academy has numerous training centers.
Among them, the most famous training centers were the classrooms called the numbers 0 to 9.
These legendary classrooms, which were said to have been created by the old president to teach professors, were built from parts of heaven, and each classroom had the characteristics of heaven.
And the second classroom where the referee is located.
The characteristics of this classroom are as follows.
division.
A trait that cannot enter or exit when activated.
Heaven was a space that was harder to enter and harder to get out of than any other space. That is why it was called a sanctuary and was not invaded by evil.
And this classroom had characteristics that maximized the division of heaven.
‘good. Even if I go crazy with this… … .’
You won’t be able to get out of here.
Even if he were to be eaten and turned into a murderous monster, he would never hurt other children.
Thinking like that, the referee felt a little at ease and took out a magic scroll from his pocket.
What was drawn on the fairly old parchment was clearly a magic scroll made during the Magic Tower era.
A magic scroll given by Klein.
It was a high-level magic that brought out the other person’s appearance stored in absolute records called Akashic Records. The name is obviously… … .
“The professor called this magic simulacra.”
An original that is even more original than the original.
It was a magic that created an alter ego that made the meaning of cloning meaningless.
Although it was a magic scroll that was abandoned because it could only be copied by ordinary people, not superhumans… … .
For the referee right now, it was the most needed magic scroll.
Exciting- Exciting-
The sound of your heart beating that you often hear these days.
The referee closed his eyes as he felt his blood flowing faster and his veins getting colder each time the blood passed through his heart.
‘You decided to kill them. ‘Have you not given up yet?’
‘Judgement of sinners is not a sin. Let’s fly right now and judge him and his entire family.’
‘I have to take revenge. Now all that’s left is revenge.’
“What on earth should I do?”
The referee infused magic into the magic scroll.
fantasy,
