Episode 76 – 26. Double Mind Gong (3)2017.04.25.
– After reading the book, I was able to face another inner me. After overcoming that other me, I was reborn as the true me, and I was able to become a whole person with a conscience of conscience.
According to that passage in the Expected Dreams section, now,
‘It’s time to welcome another me.’
Indeed, the light gradually returned to the darkened surroundings, and a strange scenery unfolded.
fantasy? illusion?
Well, no matter what you call it. Because the truth will lie anyway.
Is this how it feels to float alone above the clouds?
A space open to all directions. There was no wind, but it was completely floating in the air. However, apart from the feeling of floating in the air, I saw exotic but familiar places everywhere.
Some places are like the North Sea, some are like Seojang, and some are like the West Bank.
It must be like a space created by putting my past into a space-time.
Sara la la la la la la rock!
In that space, my life unfolded like a canvas.
A landscape similar to the one experienced just before waking up again.
The only difference is that the things I went through in this life have been added to the landscape.
‘Is this a space created based on my inner memories?’
It was nerve-wracking.
I’ve heard that the truth is infinite, but I didn’t expect it to be this much.
Woo woo woo woo.
Then, once again, the strange sound from before was heard and the air was torn apart. A man, maybe two, appeared through the gap.
I knew it as soon as I saw it. The authors are the authors of this book and the designers of this arithmetic.
Because a man with two heads is not common in the world.
‘If I had three heads, I’d have made the Three Minds Gong.’
The head on the right opened its mouth first.
“What are you?”
“It is short-lived.”
Then the left head said this time.
“Who asked that? I asked what your essence was.”
it’s my essence I thought for a moment and then answered.
“Well, first of all, it’s ‘me’. Even if you ask what it is, can’t you just answer like that?”
The left side of the head that suddenly bursts into an ashen light source.
“Kaka Kaka! He’s a very funny guy. yes i get out By the way Some me’s are more special than others.”
The right head gave him a rather serious expression.
“Do not laugh! Is this something to laugh about now? It is a situation where the super-absurdity was activated, but it was stopped because of an uninvited guest, and there was even a fire outside!”
what? How do they even know that there is a fire?
“Don’t be surprised. We are just intentions.”
“It’s a kind of thought body.”
thoughts? thought body?
“Simply, think of our bidependents as having sealed a part of their souls within this enclave right before they died.”
“Some do like it. Our souls cannot return to dust the moment this essence is broken. Completely exhausted in constructing this camp, it ultimately perishes with it.”
It’s a truism that exhausts the soul and expresses it. surprising.
It’s amazing indeed, but now there are more important things than that.
“How can I get out of here?”
There was a fire outside and we had to get out as quickly as possible.
“Oh, don’t worry about the time. The time here is completely different from the time outside.”
“Quack. A year here is just one city visit outside.”
Is such a thing even possible?
Anyway, good luck however,
“What is the guy who just came in doing now?”
“Since you hugged and rolled around, that child’s time and space were greatly distorted.”
“If you don’t break through this super-extreme super-abundance in time instead… … .”
The left side of his head twitched bizarrely around his mouth as if he was having fun even at this stage.
“It will all perish.”
… … shit!
Swear words flow out of nowhere.
These people can just leave martial arts, why did you make such a jinbeop?
Well, if you have to break through anyway!
‘I can do it.’
“How do I start?”
“haha. It has already begun.”
thru thr.
Come to think of it, the surrounding scenery was slowly becoming transparent.
even me.
“Don’t forget that heart.”
that heart?
The two translucent hair emphasized again as I watched me curl and droop my eyebrows.
“The fact that you are always special.”
“Oh, and there’s one more thing you should keep in mind. It takes a very, very long time to overcome the extreme superajin. If so, we’ll have to break through until this millionaire burns out. Kaka Kaka!”
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Tring-!
[mission]
Break through the infinite super-ajin.
Success reward: Obtain martial arts [Jikdo Yellow Dragon]
Disadvantage in case of failure: Spirit extinction
The two soon disappeared into the torn space and left the last words.
“Never forget. That some me are more special than other me.”
I’ll keep that in mind.
Woo woo woo woo.
When the two-headed creature disappeared, the surrounding scenery changed again.
Memories of my past spinning like crazy.
And countless others began pouring out from their respective backgrounds.
Who are they?
● ● ●
It was ‘me’.
The me when I just entered the Cheonbong Military Academy, the me when I went on an expedition to the North Sea, the me when I became the leader of the remaining flyers, and so on.
Countless outings covered the entire space.
And then!
They started beating each other, killing and killing each other!
‘This crazy!’
Naturally, I also participated in the melee.
…..
….
…
..
.
It’s a pretty strange feeling for me to wield a weapon at me.
It was all the more so because everyone seemed to have lived in a different time.
It’s not seppuku, it’s not suicide… … what should i say about this
Oh, that.
self-denial. training to overcome oneself.
Does that feel like it goes on forever? That’s why it seems to be a non-extreme superajin.
Beep, beep, beep, beep, … … .
The scene where Na and I were entangled in a fight was truly gruesome.
Some guys are really good at every facial expression, every blade of grass, every minute of their gestures. It’s just that I’m not who I am now.
A me somewhere in the past, as if I had popped out of hiding somewhere in my head.
It should be said that the memory materialized and wielded a weapon against me.
That’s really me, in my thirties. Well, up until that point, I was pretty dry too.
That guy over there… … Is it around the age of three?
… … The real sheep dependent is a dog horn. No matter how much it is, what kind of baby did you bring here? Oh, was that me?
On the other hand, is the guy over there me on the verge of regression?
It’s a really messed up face.
From the wrinkled skin to the crispy sideburns to the scars on the cheeks, the weariness of the years is intact. Besides, what is that gray hair? He’s not like a real middle-aged man, he’s like my grandfather.
I don’t have enough condolences, so even my grandfather.
No matter how extreme it is, I think it’s too much.
I’ve been through all these years I’m proud of you again.
All kinds of basic martial arts and 10 Byeonggwijutsu that I have learned, and even [Martial Arts].
All the years and martial arts he had experienced were flying around in this space. It’s like looking back at all the days I’ve lived and the footprints I’ve passed in one place.
To realize this amazing thing with just the jinbeop.
Hung-.
Then the sword stretched towards me.
shit! Yeah, I don’t have the time to do this right now.
There are ‘me’ who are frantic to kill me, all over the world.
I tried to dodge the sword and hit it back, but… … Blood spurts from the bridge of the nose.
‘I’m sure he avoided it?’
At that moment, the guy stretched out his ax this time.
This time near the chin. Again, I dodged with the same action. together,
Sak, there was a long scratch under the chin.
It was avoided but not avoided. A conversation that cools down in an instant.
I soon realized what had caused it.
‘[Three-talented sword method]!?’
Increase range by 2 pennies (2%).
So far, I haven’t felt much about this effect.
Just a little bit longer weapons or arms? Ey, this is enough, but is it enough? Isn’t it a big deal compared to the increase in attack power or the increase in casting speed?
I used to think this way, but now… … uh? look at this Was it this big?
I was convinced of this.
Of course, right now, huh? is this kid? This feeling is much stronger. If I made a mistake, I could have gone down the road to hell.
Whoa-!
Six soldiers flying over and over again.
It was hard at first, but as time went on, I got used to stepping back an extra two inches and avoiding it.
After such a lengthy battle, I thrust my sword into the chest of the guy whose side was cut for a long time by my [Three Jaege Sword Technique]. 2 more tweezers.
After he collapses, another me attacks again. This time, I am in my 40s.
Kwong-!
The guy’s sword was extremely heavy with thread.
‘[Reverse divergence]!?’
In the meantime, I would like to express my condolences to the other party who received this.
It’s no joke when I get it myself. The feeling, so heavy that it would tear your hands deeply, vibrated the bones throughout your body.
The feeling I was subjected to by my [Martial Arts] and martial arts was so strange that it was difficult to describe.
There is only a difference between a little or a lot of young or old faces, because they were all me. Interestingly, as I competed against them, the strengths and weaknesses of my skills became embodied one by one.
I thought I knew why the dream of anticipation in my previous life had become so strong after this event. Well, the meaning of becoming stronger must have a slightly different meaning to him.
Continuing, my corps roamed the space, and another corps blocked it.
Bizarre battles taking place simultaneously in this strange space.
It went on endlessly.
● ● ●
how much time has passed
Now, a long period of time has passed that is difficult to guess even the passage of time.
In the meantime, the color of the space has become a bit redder, and the number of remaining ‘me’ has also decreased significantly.
Even so, there were still people around my age, in their 30s, 40s, or much older.
Among them, a guy who looked like me just before returning stood in front of me.
It looked like a seasoned face, but it wasn’t real.
because,
“it’s me.”
“what?”
“I am real. You are too old.”
I glanced down at my hand.
yes, this is the hand The same young hand that had been turning the pages of a book with a lot of calluses.
me after returning.
Then the boy laughs out loud. It’s like me so much that it makes me feel worse.
“Well, is that so?”
Papat, he rushed right at me.
it’s on the shoulder Perhaps Nara would have aimed for that first.
It’s something that has been pointed out by instructors since the old days.
Your shoulder defense is the weakest.
but,
with tea!
Is that what you’re talking about?
I immediately cut off his sword and spear with my ax and my right hand.
Even if these guys say me, it’s not really me.
I have no weaknesses anymore!
Papapat!
immediately launched a counterattack.
Shuk, pat, huung, wedge!
In various armory, close combat. In addition to that, even long-distance combat using a bow.
A fierce battle ensued.
Seruk, the guy who suddenly disappears.
It’s [walking]!
‘Wait!’
In fact, I had been waiting for this moment for a while. I felt like if I went all the way to the very end, I would be able to use the [walking technique] at the end.
Seruk, at the same time, I also cast [Steps].
The moment he grabs my back is the right time.
I, who had predicted his [stepping], took over his back again.
‘It’s over!’
Fu-wook!
“… … uh?”
Patter, the sound of a meat bottle falling.
“this… … why… … how!?”
With both now empty hands, I tightly gripped another meat bottle that had pierced my body.
“I… … am i real? why?”
“Looks like you’re not real, what?”
Each, the me at the time of regression smiles at the me now.
is that guy old? why? am i not me?
But I couldn’t keep thinking any longer.
Because it’s really over.
Awesome!
That guy was real… … .
● ● ●
Another person cut me.
Because I’m real, I won.
From the beginning, he seemed to be waiting for me to use [Steps]. I deliberately used the [foot method] to catch him.
The guy who said he was right and fished.
Just as he was caught, he used the [Step] to grab my back.
well, let’s see I’ve already learned how to deal with this by watching someone do it.
The skill of [walking] while swinging a weapon in advance.
The guy who first wrote it to me is already dead to me, but the experience remains with me.
I’m already stabbing myself in the back while using [Step], but I’m sure it’s right.
After getting rid of another guy, I looked around.
The number of heads has decreased significantly as the years have passed.
it’s all going There’s really not much left now.
I’m more special than anyone else Aren’t there a lot of people who have died to me so far? And there it continued to grow. I can’t even count the numbers anymore.
And then, at some point, another guy stood in front of me.
I am the white-haired me.
“Are you okay?”
“what?”
“Is it good? She feels that she has become stronger.”
What is this old man talking about?
Are you good? Isn’t it natural If you become this strong, that’s how close you are to being the best master in the world, so it’s always good.
“good night. Okay, I’m going to die.”
“okay? That’s right.”
“Then are you not good?”
“well.”
well… … ?
During that long fight, sometimes we even talked to each other. But it’s been a really long time since I’ve heard that word.
well… … .
Somehow it pierces the lungs. It’s more so because those words don’t touch my heart.
‘Why doesn’t it touch me?’
It feels like your lungs are being pierced, but doesn’t it touch your chest?
weird. It’s a really strange feeling.
He looked around and smiled an aged, perhaps worn-out smile.
“Do you see our corpses over there?”
I looked around at the guy’s words.
The last two of us ended up together, so now it’s just the two of us left. Finally, only the two of us were left in a space where many of us, young and old, were scattered.
This is the moment you have been waiting for.
I nodded and smiled my mastery smile.
“okay.”
“How did you feel when you cut them down?”
mind… … .
This word also stuck in my ears for the first time in a long time.
However, it stirs up the inside of the pierced lung again. I couldn’t think of anything to answer, so I became more frustrated.
“Why can’t you answer me?”
“I am real.”
What nonsense am I talking about? I can’t answer, but I’m real.
The guy picked up his meat bottle and aimed it at me.
“Okay, let’s pretend you’re real.”
“I’m not hitting, I’m real!”
“So you can’t.”
It’s not real, it’s not, isn’t it?
“I only care that you are more special than the other you.”
weird.
“A sheep dependent? what are those humans? you are me Me too.”
This guy was so different from the other me that I had cut in the meantime, it was strange.
“I mean There is only one thing I felt while fighting the other me in this stupid camp.”
“… … what?”
“It doesn’t matter if it’s fake or real.”
If that’s not what’s important, then what’s important?
Perhaps he had read my expression, and his words continued.
“Whoever wins, this truth is broken and the winner becomes ‘me’ and lives… … It was f*cking scary.”
“… … why?”
I unknowingly asked a question. And now it felt like his lungs were about to tear apart.
“Do you remember the dream from your previous life? He’s skinny and looks like he won’t bleed even if you stab him with a needle.”
I remember.
The brain of the actual Murimmaeng.
Since he plotted most of the schemes behind the scenes, he might be the most dangerous of the idiots.
“He is real too. Not someone other than an expectant dream.”
go blank
And I see. The expected dream I know is not him. He has a different impression, his way of speaking, and his appearance are all different. It’s so much that I can’t imagine that my current dream of becoming that guy.
“… … Yes, it was. It didn’t matter if it was real or not.”
Will it feel like this when I am released from hypnosis?
It feels like I am no longer me.
I was mistaken. The real important thing here is to somehow win this fight and save your life.
The bigger problem is… … .
His words replace my thoughts.
“okay. It doesn’t matter if it’s real or not. Because everyone is real anyway. I… … Hidden in my heart, maybe the worst me, if I become myself and go out into the world… … Isn’t it scary just imagining it? That such an evil me, having relationships with all the people I value, committing evil deeds while living in the world? Geumbongnam was like that. you’re good enough And it continues to grow even now. Have you ever assumed that I would become evil?”
Just like the anticipatory dream of the previous life.
“So I had to win.”
“… … .”
“I realized how selfish and wicked I am. It was so frightening and creepy to realize that everyone scattered here is me, the truth hidden somewhere in my heart.”
Maybe I’m stronger than that guy.
but… … .
Hey hey profit!
the guy runs at me
Its old, cracked skin gradually enlarged. The eyes are so deep. And even the image of myself, which was just before the return reflected in those deep eyes, comes into view.
‘Yeah, I think I understand now.’
I’ve never been gray I had never been that old before. At least physically.
‘Whoops-. They told me to kill the Heavenly Demon and save Joongwon, but don’t you get old and exhausted?’
I lowered my hand. Only then could I laugh.
Yeah, he’d better get out.
Whether it’s real or fake doesn’t matter… … .
no.
Because that guy is the ‘special me’.
Awesome!
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