Side Story Park Shirin (4)
The sun is hot this morning.
My whole body complained of tingling pain, and the blood in my body pulsated as if it had dried up.
“it hurts······.”
At least the soft touch made him aware that he was on the bed.
“brother?”
And in front of him, there is Corinne, who is fiddling with her smartphone while looking at the panoramic view of the beach.
“·······.”
That, over there——”
“Shut up. I’m thinking about it.”
“Yes······.”
Shirin looked at Corinne’s eyes and became cautious.
‘I… lost.’
Solar Clausolas.
In front of that vast power, he couldn’t overcome it in the end.
In the previous round, she was not chosen by Claus Solas. Among the party members, Claus Solas recognized only Corinne.
However, he, who was only an extra, did not have the magical power to operate Claus Solas.
But now he was really Ohad Breath… No, he was dealing with the sun more than that.
‘No, that wasn’t the problem.’
Taeyang is a big-scale fake. The tip of the spear that touched the tip of the spear that destroyed all unreasonable magic through the gap in the seal designation that even the sea was stuffed with reality.
Tates Balthazar.
Likewise, his talents are displayed regardless of the size of his power.
‘Now… I won’t be able to win again.’
Shirin realized it all over again.
When did you become so strong?
“hey.”
“Huh? Uh, brother…”
“after···.”
little sigh. But to Shirin, it sounded like thunder.
His every action takes my breath away and my heart thumps.
From the beginning to this moment, he had such a huge presence in Shirin’s life.
“As ever, you’re a bitch.”
“Ugh…”
I’m tired of the words of rebuke. I was afraid and it was hard to bear.
I ended up in tears.
Even though I fall into regret and self-loathing, I want to beg mercilessly even when I see people who do not affirm me.
However, if you think that such a sloppy mess will make Corinne sick, you can only bite your lip and avoid your gaze.
But the pain, as much as the gruesome emotion, is conveyed so desperately.
“I’m sorry… I did it wrong…”
I thought it was an NPC. It was because of efficiency. I’m trying to save the world, isn’t that tidy?
When I vented my anger on my own, I couldn’t come up with any of the things I used to make excuses for myself.
In the end, all she can vomit is regret and regret…
“I was wrong… I was wrong… so, so…”
Please forgive.
That miserable begging did not come out of my mouth.
would you be disappointed
Wouldn’t you laugh at me and throw me away?
Rather, it might be counterproductive.
I can’t bear to change my attitude like I’m going to have a good time.
At that time, I am afraid that the other person will be disappointed and ridiculed.
I know very well that you are a selfish bitch.
Isn’t it impossible from the start that such a person be accepted by such a good person?
“Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.”
I just swallowed the words I wanted to say, gnashing my teeth and shedding tears.
I can’t ask for forgiveness or understanding.
It is impossible to expect oil to mix with water.
cried and cried
I have nothing to say.
Because I can’t say what I want to say.
As she cried and cried for hours, Corinne looked at Shirin in silence.
“It’s Hayeon.”
Drop, and the tears stop.
Instead, it was the heart that was beating.
Yes, there was more than forgiveness I had to beg for.
She crawled in front of Corinne, knelt down and grabbed her crotch.
“Ha, Ha-yeon… Our daughter… is not at fault. So… So please… Don’t take Ha-yeon away…”
The pouring tears wet the floor.
A second warmth to her cold and cold life.
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You can never give up on the warmth that made your failed love and your failed life last.
Because she couldn’t protect it by force or justification, all she could do was beg.
“·······.”
Corinne had a mixed feeling when she saw Shirin praying with tears.
A sorceress of self-esteem and pride who was so cruel and cold-hearted, stronger than anything else in the world.
So servile and miserable begging for mercy.
It is not because of one’s own life or gain, but pure motherhood. To be honest, the love for a child was amazing.
How can such a cruel and proud man be so servile.
As a player,
As the Archmage,
as drunk,
as the Grand Führer.
The only moment when she becomes the human Park Shi-rin, having mastered the most powerful power and status that humans can have.
Love and motherhood are so contradictory and human.
3 years since returning. The hatred and anger that had been harboring all this time cooled down.
“······You, too, are children of men.”
I thought it was a monster that didn’t even look like a human.
I thought the love she confessed to me was like crocodile tears.
But she was also a person, with feelings, someone who could be so miserable and servile, someone who could protect something.
“Let’s ask one thing.”
Shirin’s face as she raised her head at those words was truly dirty and miserable. Corinne asked as she wiped her face.
“Why do you like me?”
Doubtful.
Why does such a cold and selfish woman yearn for and obsess over me so much?
“Your brother is a different person from me.”
With her head bowed down, she makes a desperate confession. She laments the unrequited love.
He conveyed the truth that cannot lie.
“Kind and caring… like a hukou…”
“·······.”
An innate goodness that he could never imitate.
The goodness of being willing to lend a hand to someone in need, giving without calculating profit or loss.
“I thought it was cool. Even though I laughed at it for being stupid… I can’t be like that.”
admire someone different from yourself
Hate people who are similar to you
They are ridiculed for being foolish and like a hedgehog, but they also yearn for them, consider them cool and refreshing, yet detest them.
Park Shi-rin is a villain.
They are willing to sacrifice others for gain and success.
In addition, they make appropriate excuses such as NPCs and other people, and even relieve the guilt of evil deeds.
What’s wrong with not choosing the means for the purpose?
To be successful, you have to be cool.
It is better to win ugly than to lose beautifully.
A notion that has become natural before you know it.
A person who refuted from the front appeared.
“I’m a student at a prestigious university, so why were you working as a trainer?”
“This bastard coach takes money from the president of the association and fixes the match. I ran into it, but I was kicked out because I hated it.”
Solvin. mutual phrase.
Even when you laugh at it, you realize it.
“You said you were a candidate for the national team, but don’t you regret being a gym trainer?”
“You kept your convictions. I think it’s worth a lot more.”
“The national team slipped? If I hadn’t run into it then, I would have regretted it even now.”
“My life isn’t over yet. You can start over anytime. Who says the national team is more valuable? My value is determined by me.”
conviction. Justice. the right thing.
asshole pup. what is that
I’ll hit the floor soon A guy who pretends to be a nice guy who only talks slickly. But–
“Why do I need a reason to save you?”
that belief,
that care,
that justice.
When she found out that it was done willingly for me too, Park Shi-rin realized.
“It was like a hero…”
Unlike myself who eats alone,
Watching him share with everyone.
Unlike oneself who sacrifices others for profit,
Watching him sacrifice himself to save.
Devotion and sacrifice, justice.
Even though I think it’s a childish notion.
I longed for the person who carried through that attitude of life.
longed for
I wanted to take care of Nara as well.
“Sincerely from the day you first saved me.”
love you.
This is my sincerity without a single lie.
probably the first time
It was a sincere confession.
* * * *
When I left the villa, Erin was playing with her child.
“ah···.”
Dark hair resembling her mother’s, and cold eyes. But with her ruby eyes and wild features, she resembles me.
“Ugh…”
Ha-yeon glared at me while hiding behind Erin’s back. Well, from her child’s point of view, she must have looked like a ruthless fan of hers for giving her mother after all.
“Bad uncle…”
I see Ha-yeon passing me with a bitter smile.
“Are you a baby’s father…”
“Huh, but Corinne is a confident and kind child who resembles you.”
I sat down on the bench next to Erin, who smiled.
“Are you willing to accept it?”
“Because I am the mother of my child.”
“Yeah, I thought so.”
“Why?”
Erin looked like she was asking for something obvious.
“You’re not harsh enough to separate children from their parents.”
“… I could have done it. I was going to.”
“Then why did you decide to accept it?”
“·······.”
I couldn’t speak for a while. It feels like falling into a contradiction of self-contradiction.
“Concerning the previous round’s sins… In fact, it’s the same for Miriam.”
She also crossed the line of what I could tolerate.
He killed countless people and eventually ruined himself.
There was only a difference in scale from Shirin Park.
But I forgave Miriam and made her my wife.
“If there is a difference between Miream and Shirin Park… it’s probably two things… The first is the sense of betrayal.”
“Feeling betrayed?”
“No matter what, Park Si-hoo from the previous episode was a precious person to me.”
An up-and-coming person I met while living in an embarrassing and fearful country.
The reason I was able to play a supporting role, if not the main character of the story, was entirely because of Park Si-hoo’s help.
“We fought together, defended each other with our lives… and tried to save the world.”
So I felt even more betrayed.
Park Si-hoo, who was doing such a thing in a place I didn’t know, and Park Si-hoo, who tried to take it by force without asking my will.
It was horrible, hateful, and felt betrayed.
“And above all… when he ran out of control, it was great that I had no power to stop it.”
What if the guy goes berserk again? Can I protect my precious people from him?
It was to confirm that he threatened Park Shi-rin to take the child and started a fight.
Now, I am overwhelming Park Shi-rin, Park Si-hoo from the previous episode, and she desperately submits to me and longs for love.
If I could control it… if I could turn it in the right direction…
“Since I’m a mother, I can think about it, I thought.”
If I hadn’t overpowered Shirin, at least out of strength, I would never have accepted her.
“Well, that’s what I am. What matters now is other people.”
“Other people?”
“First of all, Erin.”
Erin stares blankly at my words. She nodded her head as if she understood.
“I’m fine.”
I thanked Erin for accepting her so readily, and we kissed our foreheads.
“I’m always thankful and sorry.”
“It’s okay. You don’t have to feel sorry for me.”
He is my benefactor and my lifelong mentor.
She is like a tree that always gives generously to me. but······.
“······What about the others?”
“”······.””
This decision was not for me and her to make alone.
“······decomposition.”
Marie pouted and said.
“The first child with Corinne is our Deokgu. The eldest son is our Deokgu.”
-Kong!
“of course.”
“Then it’s okay
As if that was enough, Marie turned her head and affirmed.
“Arisha, what about you?”
Arisha has been smirking at what is so good since earlier. Everyone could tell that that kind gaze was on Ha-yeon.
“Corrine, I am an illegitimate child.”
“No, that’s why…”
“Are you going to make Ha-yeon an illegitimate child?”
“······You really make me speechless.”
Arisha gave Hayeon, who was wary of strangers, a honey bomb candy and smiled.
“A child should be happy, while receiving plenty of parental love.”
“······thanks.”
I turned my gaze to Hwaran. No, it’s Boa Ran with blue eyes.
“They say they don’t care about anger. Even if they come and add one more person.”
Ran smirked and stared at Corinne with an ominous smile.
“Well, judging from the timing, you met the stork a long time before us, right?”
“Um… I’m sorry.”
“What can I do, brother. It’s already happened.”
Ran jumped up and whispered in my ear.
“I also want to have a baby brother.”
“Kuhmm…!”
Ran, who smiles brightly, is desired.
“Wouldn’t it be okay after graduation?”
“Well, let’s make a plan later.”
I am grateful that everyone did not object. Although Estelle, Miriam, and Luna should also be given permission.
“I took the first permission.”
At my words, Shirin cautiously came out after looking behind the door. She looked at me and her wives with an infinitely lowered posture.
“Did you say Miss Park Shi-rin? There’s one important thing?”
“Huh? That, what is that…”
“How many children do you plan to have? Can you have about 11 more?”
“?????”
Shirin is bewildered as if she heard a bizarre question. It’s Arisha… the first one he killed was you…
“Park Shi-rin.”
“Eh, Marie… senpai.”
“Hmm? Ah, I said it was a kite from a previous life. I have a question for you.”
Since the story from the previous episode had been told, Marie passed Shirin’s words smoothly.
“Do you eat potatoes well? We, the Locke family, shouldn’t eat potatoes.”
“Yes? Uh, that… Now, eat well.”
“That’s fine! Does Ha-yeon eat potatoes well?”
After Marie, it was Ran. In the previous episode, Hwaran finally sublimated into Hu and Ran’s personality disappeared.
This is probably the first time Shirin sees Ran.
“I have something to ask.”
“Uh, um… uh uh…”
Ran looked around and whispered in a low voice that even I could barely hear.
“When the baby is born… do storks really not come?”
“???”
In the end, having received the recognition and consideration of the three, she lowered her head in a depressed mood for some reason.
“I am······.”
“Why. After all, you’re like an enemy, but you seem to get over it too easily?”
“·······.”
Sirin did not deny my words.
I just sniffle and desperately stop the outpouring of emotion.
“What shall I do? I will…”
In the end, she puts her hand on Shirin’s head, hiding her tears.
“Try.”
things I’ve done wrong so far. The sins committed cannot be redeemed.
You can’t do things that have already been done. At least I don’t know how to make up for it.
But as a husband. as a father.
“I’ll find it with you.”
They will accompany you for the rest of your life and find them.
