Chapter 59 – 59. Beautiful night
Eleanor hated herself.
I couldn’t even meet my mother’s expectations. She was such a disappointing daughter that when she eventually died, she closed her eyes without seeing herself until that day.
Why couldn’t I remember?
The person who obsessively pushed himself to maintain his appearance as a royal.
One day, I suddenly felt relieved from it all.
Why did I pass it on naturally?
I was asking myself this, but the answer was actually very obvious. Intelligent Eleanor already knew the answer.
Because it was comfortable.
Because I didn’t want to have to pay attention to my royal duties again. So young Eleanor naturally ignored it.
And that’s it.
I was now acknowledging that it was an ugly, worst, and even foolish attempt.
own burden.
I handed it over to someone else.
Little Eleanor, carrying it, was now standing beyond.
I was with a man I had never seen before, but strangely enough, with little Eleanor in my eyes, the memories were calmly coming into my mind.
The conversation they had here is imprinted in my mind like knowledge.
That man was Deius Verdi.
No, it was Deius’ true identity.
But that didn’t really matter. All Eleanor needed now was alone time and the desire to disappear.
“hey.”
Little Eleanor approaches cautiously. However, they respond by raising thorns.
“Don’t come! Why did you come! My weak self is gone! Only you, the strong one, remain! “You know our duty!”
“… … .”
Little Eleanor could not answer.
Ultimately, they are the same person. She, too, was united by royal beliefs and pride, and knew that it was right for her to take control of her body and act.
Logically, yes, but emotionally not.
Little Eleanor wanted to say that she was needed, but it was impossible for her to say such vulnerable words.
Because royals don’t say weak things.
That is why it was Deius Verdi who stepped forward here.
It was Kim Shin-woo.
“What should I say?”
A different tone and voice than the original Deius. But it actually has a similar aggressive tone.
“Comfort me? Please comfort me that it’s okay? Or should I say I need you?”
When I take a step forward, Eleanor steps back. Her eyes flutter, showing her fear.
“I will tell you clearly. “You don’t have the qualifications to be a princess, nor do you have the responsibilities towards rights and duties.”
It was absurd.
In fact, this question and answer itself was unnecessary and the situation itself was funny.
Eleanor is saying she can’t do it. But isn’t that something she takes for granted?
“hey! hey!”
Little Eleanor, who was behind him, urgently runs towards Kim Shin-woo. She grabs the crotch of his trousers and pulls, shouting, “What are you talking about?”
Kim Shin-woo pulls the little Eleanor and brings her to the front.
Then he pointed to little Eleanor and declared with utmost certainty.
“Look at this little girl. “She does not run away from her duty, she does not turn away, but she fights head on and has the nobility to sacrifice herself for her kingdom.”
“uh? uh?”
Little Eleanor is embarrassed and asks why someone is suddenly praising her.
The more it happened, the darker Eleanor’s expression became and she kept her mouth shut.
That’s why I ask.
“Which of these is the real Eleanor?”
At the same time, “Huh?” Eleanor asked back. But they couldn’t answer readily.
It’s like he doesn’t know what he’s asking.
“of course… … .”
“… … both.”
The two spoke hesitantly. It was the right answer. I wanted to at least applaud.
As a professor, I have never properly raised students, but I thought it would be like this if you encouraged them to spit out the answers themselves.
“Yes, you are no one else. “At the end of the day, it’s just a person.”
“ah.”
The two Eleanors look at each other with their mouths open, as if they finally realized what he wanted to say.
okay.
Eleanor has a variety of emotions, is always bright, loves character stories, and loves talking in the flower garden.
Eleanor is an ideal monarch who combines pride, self-respect, honor, and faith as a royal family.
In the end, it was just one person.
“I know it’s been very hard. It was hard, and you persevered even though it seemed like you were going to fall apart? “I know enough.”
Even though he had holes in his body, fell, and fell, he got back up and eventually came this far.
“Now, look at each other.”
he was talking
There is no need to blame yourself for not being more than you want.
because.
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“After all those hardships, you have already grown up enough to bear the name of royalty.”
Although we have taken different paths, the fact that we have grown together is no different.
Little Eleanor slowly stretched out her hand. The hand held out with a smile contained the meaning of putting an end to a long wandering.
Carefully, our hands touch each other.
There was no need for a flashy halo of light. It was a luxury to have a huge amount of mana fluctuating separately.
Just one girl.
It was only now that he looked directly at himself and recognized his identity.
Eleanor has always been the only person here.
The funny thing is, he was the only one who admired himself.
“Really, that’s stupid.”
Eleanor said she felt pathetic toward herself, but her expression contained relief and refreshing.
It was as light and lively as it was.
The girl’s eyes contained deep conviction, as well as faith and will toward herself.
Quaaaang!
So suddenly, the entire building begins to shake. The two people were so surprised that they didn’t even have time to explain the story.
My dream was collapsing.
“You’re crazy.”
“Uh, mother?”
Two people look down from the railing at the same time and shout.
The Hyran that had been thrown earlier had grown so large that it was now eating up the building itself and coming up this way.
An overwhelming appearance that reminds me of a cartoon featuring a giant. I was embarrassed, but I couldn’t completely get rid of it.
“Excuse me for a moment.”
Kim Shin-woo wraps his hands around Eleanor’s waist, then pours out mana again and flies into the sky.
Since mental power was the standard for mana, here he had semi-infinite mana.
“Wow, that’s rough!”
However, since I couldn’t handle it precisely, I had no choice but to stumble as if my body was being swayed by a storm.
* * *
I don’t know how far it has flown.
It just continued to fly aimlessly, and now it has become so faint that the bottom cannot be seen.
There was no destination.
Eleanor, just held in his arms, remembers the most impressive story he told her in the past.
It was a story about a magical girl.
An ordinary student at an academy encounters an animal with strange powers, acquires a very unique mana, and fights for justice.
Listening to the story, Eleanor thought it was truly mysterious.
I was even surprised how they came up with such a lively story.
The part I liked the most was this.
The girls who fight to protect the world also live normally, laugh and talk normally, and love normally.
I felt a little comforted after hearing that.
Even the little girls with the broad goal of protecting the world were not in a state of transformation forever.
‘me too… … .’
She is royalty and a princess.
Although it is something that must be special.
There was no need to be special forever.
If she showed herself as a princess only when necessary, that was a truly wise person.
Eleanor looked at Kim Shin-woo, thankful that she realized it even if it was too late.
Let’s talk a little more about magical girls.
They said that they also love each other, but it doesn’t stand out much about the other person.
In most cases, you already like it when the story starts.
I thought that part was really bad. A sudden first love? Romantic love at first sight?
I thought it was very contrived and expedient.
Now Eleanor had no choice but to admit it.
‘Indeed, it is a realistic story.’
I use the fact that I feel like I might fall off as an excuse and hug my waist even harder.
I was so dizzy that I felt like I needed to vomit, but I didn’t feel any motion sickness at all.
Because it’s a dream.
In the end, it is a difference from the last reality that was not discovered by another self.
No dizziness.
But now, it was Eleanor who really hated it.
‘Of course.’
Even in situations where the body shakes violently, there is no motion sickness or dizziness.
So this man’s face was more clearly etched into my mind.
“I wish I had been so dizzy that I couldn’t even come to my senses.”
If that were the case, I would have been able to pass off this overwhelming feeling that was pounding in my chest as simply dizziness.
Although I feel regretful.
I hope this dream lasts just a little longer.
It was Eleanor who wanted that.
* * *
“Off.”
When I carefully opened my eyes, I felt dizzy. It feels like what I didn’t feel in her dream is now coming to me later.
Feeling like the anesthesia is wearing off, I take a deep breath and settle down.
“Ugh!”
But Eleanor was worse than me.
She couldn’t control herself properly and almost fell over the balcony railing, but I was able to save her by pulling her violently.
Crash!
However, the problem was that because of that, their bodies were tilted towards me and they fell on top of each other.
Anyway, Eleanor is on top of me, holding my throbbing head.
I thought I had spent quite a long time there, but the party under the balcony was still in full swing.
When I glance at the dark spirit next to me, she explains with a subtle expression.
[About 10 minutes have passed. I was wondering what the two of them were doing while standing still.]
’10 minutes.’
Although it could be said that the soul was mixed into a dream due to the extreme power of the Lemegeton.
‘It might be difficult to do it again next time.’
I had no choice but to admit that it was a dangerous method. The power of Lemegeton was stronger than imagined, tearing through the boundary between dreams and the soul.
Well, I guess it wasn’t right in the end.
When I glanced down, I saw Eleanor looking up at me with her arms around her, as if she was okay now.
Looking at his red face, I tried to tell him to come down now.
After thinking for a moment, I open my mouth and look at the night sky beyond her.
“There was a novelist named Natsume Soseki. “He became famous for expressing his love by saying that the moon is beautiful.”
At my words, Eleanor blinked her big eyes and said with a big smile.
“What are you talking about?”
With a voice that is refreshing and leaves no trace of regret or regret.
“Of course it’s real!”
In response to that, a smile resembling a crescent moon appeared without my knowledge.
It was indeed a beautiful moonlit night.
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