Chapter 40 – 40. Funeral without mourners
“what?”
Deius asked again whether he thought he had heard wrong.
I opened my mouth saying I would tell you if I wanted to hear it again, but Deius quickly grabbed me by the collar.
“Regret? Did you say regret? You bastard! why? Do you want to finish it too? To make me sleep? uh?! 이 개새끼야!”
“… … .”
“You crazy guy! You are an evil spirit! I am the real Deius! “Where are you doing evangelism, you f*cking bastard!”
bang!
He twists his waist and swings his fist hard, hitting his face with precision.
He hesitates and falls back, but I catch my breath and look at him calmly.
“So you were trying to kill me?”
“okay! If I can’t be myself, I’ll kill you! “How dare you take someone else’s body!”
As I look at Deius, who is acting like he’s going to attack again at any moment, as if he’s going crazy, I can almost understand why people call him a bastard.
anyway.
There was one reason I asked this.
“Then why didn’t the Verdi family try to kill me?”
“… … .”
Deius was about to shout something but hesitated and looked at me. He seemed to have immediately thought of what he wanted to say, but his pride kept him quiet.
“It was only at the Academy that you tried to kill me. “You couldn’t step forward in the Verdi family.”
Deius slowly lowers his head. The sight of him keeping his mouth shut in areas that he considers to be his weaknesses is not only pathetic, but also unsightly.
“I’m not asking because I don’t know why. “Don’t think you can hide it just by keeping it closed.”
“you… … !”
“First, you must have been afraid of other evil spirits. “Because the Verdi family is full of evil spirits who played with you.”
The original Deius must have seen the same thing inside his body as me. A lot of evil spirits are wandering around the mansion and laughing at themselves.
Deius could not withstand such an environment.
At least in North Wales, the family name Verdi justifies all his actions and makes it impossible to point fingers.
After death, such things were useless and everyone was dead equally.
So, he was just hiding deeper inside me.
Because he did not want to lose his identity and pride by being swept away by evil spirits.
“But it wasn’t just that. “Even though I cleared out the evil spirits, you still didn’t come out.”
“… … .”
“And then he returned to the academy and at night he came out and tried to kill me.”
“shut up.”
Deius tried to swing with his fist again, but this time, instead of being hit, he slowly pulled back to avoid it.
Do you know how many times I got beaten up as a child for seeing ghosts and talking into the air?
In fact, it was always possible to dodge a punch from a weakling.
Cheolpudeok!
Deius flailed his fist in the air, then his body fell forward and he fell awkwardly.
I look down at him and tell him the truth he never wanted to say.
“Because there was a possibility.”
“stop!”
“Because I realized that just like I did with your body, you actually have the possibility to turn everything back around.”
“shut up! shut up! “Shut up!”
Deius was once again shedding hot tears as he pounded the floor with his fists in anger.
“I thought nothing could change anymore. “I thought I had already passed the turning point in my life.”
“Don’t say anything!”
“That’s why I regretted it. “You probably didn’t want to admit that things could go on like this.”
Looking at Deius, who was sobbing and limp, I got down on one knee and placed my hand on his back.
“You probably wanted me to break down. So, while he was living at the academy, he always tried to kill me, but after he was dismissed, there was no need to kill me.”
Because he thought I was going through the process of being broken just like him.
But I returned to the academy again. He was reinstated as a professor under much better conditions.
If things continue like this, you will have no choice but to see with your own eyes that you had other possibilities.
Eventually, Deius moved again and tried to kill me, and this time I thought he succeeded.
“I needed to do this once to have a conversation with you. “There were a lot of talented professors and guards treating the wounded down there, so I trusted them and did my best.”
I jumped forward with the belief that they were right in front of me and that I could provide first aid right away.
In the end, I saw it as a success.
“Deius, I thought hard about what your regrets were.”
sincerely.
I have racked my brain countless times trying to understand the man named Deius.
“I want to kill myself. “That must have been one of my regrets.”
“… … .”
He doesn’t answer and curls up. Through the conversation with me, his whole body was shaking and sobbing as if he had been stripped bare.
“Another thing is that I want to see my loved one. “I thought it would be like this.”
Pop.
He slowly raises his head. An emotion of embarrassment emerges from the messed up face.
“Iluania. “You were with many women, but you were the only woman I truly loved.”
“Oh, no. I am… … !”
“It was my first time. “I deeply felt someone else’s emotions rather than my own.”
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That’s why I was surprised when I first saw Iluania on the streets of North Weddon.
The moment I saw her, I knew right away that this was the woman Deius truly loved.
Deius truly wanted to be with Iluania.
“We spent the night together, comforted each other when we were drunk, and then the next day, we made love again.”
In terms of class, the two were completely apart, with each other being a courtesan and a count. But in bed, they were equal lovers and understood each other.
“I guess my feelings for her gradually grew, but I couldn’t say it out loud.”
The pr****ute’s warm words must have given Deius feelings he had never felt before.
But unfortunately.
“Iluania is pregnant.”
“Whoosh!”
Deius also knew. Of course I would know about Illuania because I would have been watching it.
“What she needed was someone to shower her with absolute and undying love. That wasn’t you. “She couldn’t be you or anyone else.”
She wanted a child who was her own blood. She may have loved him during that time she was with Deius.
Illuania was a professional to the point where she was able to sort out all her emotions as time went by, but she also had a wound that made it difficult for her to love others.
“You bitch! You promised love to me like that! I said we’d do it together! The f*cking bitch is giving birth to someone else’s child… … !”
bang! bang! bang!
Deius’ despair was felt every time he hit the floor.
“why! why! This is what happens to me! Why to me! “Are you letting me know about this only after everything is over?”
Looking at Deius, who was screaming and despairing and heart-broken, I declared coldly.
“You’re still selfish.”
“… … what?”
“You think you are the only victim, and you still blame others.”
“I, I!”
“There’s Deia right now. There are many maids who were molested by you. “I can say this because the more I sell you, the more I bear the weight of my evil deeds against you.”
“… … .”
I clicked my tongue and answered Deius, who was looking at me with his mouth wide open.
“You are the worst kind of trash, Deius.”
“ah.”
“And you don’t get a second chance. “You know it.”
Deius quickly turns around and begins to run away, saying that this is something he did not want to hear until the very end.
However, before he can run even a few steps, he slips and falls pathetically on the floor.
“You are already dead.”
What was the cause of death?
Under the influence of more than a lethal dose of drugs?
Or is your brain soaked in alcohol?
Did a sudden cardiac arrest come in the name of judgment?
I do not know.
I don’t know either.
He just closed his eyes, falling into a very comfortable sleep compared to the evil deeds he had done, and I woke up.
So Deius also tried to kill me.
Because he knew that he had no chance of surviving, he was able to throw his body away without hesitation.
“I don’t judge good or evil, I just listen to souls and support their wishes if I think they are worthy.”
I walked in front of him who had fallen awkwardly. Even though he screams at me not to come near, he gets tired of struggling and stands upright, shedding tears.
“You are the only soul I don’t understand and don’t think worthy, but who wants to help.”
Because I’m using your body.
I was planning on paying for it.
“Deia and Darius, the people you hurt. I will show the new Deius to many others. “I’m confident and proud, to the point where I can’t even remember the old days.”
“… … .”
“Illuania, the one person you loved, will raise her child with a stable job, without having to move from one dirty brothel to another. So that she can spend the rest of her life happily with her child. Of course, I’m going to make her stop taking her medication.”
“… … .”
“Deius Verdi, this is the only gift I can give you.”
He didn’t look at me.
“Damn it.”
Because it seemed like he was just crying and looking back on his entire life.
“Promise, keep it.”
A word he suddenly said.
After hearing that, I recite a eulogy for the dead.
“You were extremely selfish and caused a lot of hurt to so many people. “No words can explain that.”
No tears flow, no cries are heard.
Deius Verdi’s quiet funeral that no one can attend.
Deius was slowly becoming a group of light from his toes, but he did not offer any resistance.
“That’s why no one regrets your death, nor does anyone miss you. “This is your karma and the result of your accumulated sins.”
He was still crying. There were countless regrets and complex sadness.
“But only at the end.”
I calmly close my eyes and fold my hands together.
“You, who never thought of others even for a single moment, gave a chance to just one person in the end.”
I slowly lower my head and pretend not to have seen his gruesome end.
“As someone who has received that opportunity, let me offer you some consolation.”
Could this be of some comfort to him as he leaves?
It didn’t matter.
“The last of the last. “Even now, you made a choice for others, and as you shed tears with regret, you were clearly a person who could change.”
Since I was given a new life by you, this is the only consolation I can give.
“Be content with that, and close your eyes in rest.”
When I opened my eyes again, Deius Verdi had already disappeared.
I don’t know if he was crying until the moment he died, or if he received some consolation.
but.
I turned around without hesitation when I realized that I had become Deius Verdi.
“I hope you fall into a sleep so deep that you can just forget yourself.”
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