Chapter 153 – 153. What I want more than freedom
“But this time it’s a little different. “Well, I wanted it to be a little special.”
“… … .”
“Our last bit.”
I did not know the meaning or weight of Findenai’s words. Ever since he said he was returning to the Clark Republic, he knew things were strange.
“… … .”
The reason I wasn’t too surprised was because I already knew that she wouldn’t make this choice.
“I’m not really surprised.”
Findeneye takes a sip of his drink and smiles. It was not the usual playful smile, but a smile filled with somewhat bitter emotions.
“I have half of your soul.”
“Yes, I know.”
Terms of contract.
If I wanted to kill her, I could do it at any time. But Finden Eye shrugs her shoulders.
“But half of it belongs to me.”
“… … .”
“That’s enough.”
A being with half of its soul destroyed.
In fact, I have never seen such a person before, so I don’t know exactly what the outcome will be, but one thing is clear: they won’t live long.
It was safe to say that he was terminally ill.
But Findenai answered calmly.
“I just need to finish everything before I fall behind.”
That’s how strong her resolve was.
To the point where I feel like I shouldn’t interfere.
Still, my tongue kept spitting out words.
“You still can’t tell me why.”
It would be better if you at least told me the reason. I would understand if you told me why she was so forceful.
The smile that is still on Findeneye’s lips cannot be erased.
“sorry.”
It was a special apple.
Rather than making the usual casual remarks, I sincerely apologize for having no choice but to make this choice.
Before I knew it, I was bringing the glass to my mouth.
The dean’s high-class liquor was something that could be called American liquor. The sweet liquid that coats your tongue contains many different types of sweetness.
Strangely enough, I only felt a bitter taste in my mouth.
“Do you have any intention of saying anything other than an apology?”
“Well, what should I say?”
Finden Eye is spinning the glass and staring blankly at the sloshing liquor. I get the feeling that she is avoiding my gaze from such gestures.
That’s not the answer.
It doesn’t look like Finden Eye at all.
“Well, wouldn’t having too long a conversation be a burden when it comes to breaking up?”
“What if I tell you I won’t let you go?”
“Well, it’s not unexpected.”
Instead of answering, point to the ax leaning next to the chair with your chin.
It meant that he would break through me and escape, even if it meant using force.
Do you know that that resolute attitude is actually weighing on my heart?
Yeah, I was honestly surprised.
I had no idea that I would feel this way about Findenai leaving.
A kind of sadness that went beyond regret was quietly settling within me.
Starting with the fact that I haven’t been able to see the dark spirit temple much lately, I felt like the ties I thought were natural were slowly being cut off.
“Well, if you want me to take revenge, let me do it. “When we fought in the mountains, the mountain army actually did everything.”
“It’s different now than it was then.”
Findeneye laughs at my words.
“Well, honestly, it would be hard for me to win if I were the current owner.”
So, Findenai adds.
“From now on, I plan to give my master medicine.”
“… … .”
I wondered what he was talking about, but Findenai suddenly got up, lifted the teapot that was in the corner of my room, and brought a container full of tea leaves.
“It’s not harmful to your body. Rather, it is a sleeping pill that allows the owner, who has not been able to sleep for a long time, to sleep soundly.”
She put down her drinking glass and started making tea. This kind of heavy-handed attitude was typical of Findenai, but it was not a welcome situation at all.
“Are you asking me to drink that?”
“Yes, drink and sleep well. In the meantime, I’ll run away.”
There is silence for a moment.
When I heard the sound of water bubbling, I crushed the tea leaves and put them in.
The calming sound of flowing water.
After a static sound that is hard to imagine being made by Findeneye, she pushes the car towards me.
It really looked exactly like what an ordinary maid would give. If I hadn’t seen it right in front of my eyes, she wouldn’t have believed me if I told her that Findenai was boiled.
But drinking it was a different matter.
“Do you really want to run away like that?”
I wondered if Findeneye wanted to go to any lengths to escape from my restraints.
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In response to my question, Findeneye shook her head bitterly.
“No, that’s not what I meant.”
“… … .”
“The owner will definitely stop me.”
“okay.”
I can’t just watch Findeneye leave. It will be much more dangerous this time than the last time we crossed over to the Clark Republic.
“And I will do whatever it takes to get away from that master. “The owner is quite strong, but he is weak when it comes to chasing down someone who is running away.”
That was correct.
I was strong in battles where we clashed with each other with all our might, but when it came to maneuvering to pursue the enemy, I had no strengths.
A representative example was Dante’s fight with the monster doctor Dinah in Claren, the city of artists.
Because I couldn’t even properly chase her as she ran away.
“I can definitely run away. I’m confident. But in the meantime, I won’t be able to go safely and I won’t be able to keep my hands on the owner. Because it’s that strong.”
Findeneye calmly sat down and her eyes landed on the end of the teacup. I felt like I finally understood.
What does this car mean?
It wasn’t a threat, a negotiation, or a funny trick.
This… … .
“Don’t let me swing the ax at the owner.”
It was a plea.
Findeneye’s plea that he does not want to swing his weapon at me.
Although their opinions clashed, they were still saying that they did not want to fight.
“I.”
It was absurd.
I never imagined that a day like this would come in my life.
“I never thought the day would come when I would be persuaded by you.”
After receiving the tea, I carefully bring the teacup to my mouth. Warm tea that gently passes down your throat.
The alcohol went away, but fatigue quickly set in. However, it wasn’t a bad, artificial feeling of fatigue.
Rather, because my body became warm after drinking the tea, I felt like the fatigue that I had naturally pushed away was coming back.
After drinking the tea, I slowly handed the tea cup to Findenai. She accepted it politely, like a real maid.
“thank you.”
“I didn’t do this to get thanks.”
“You seem sleepy already. Well, do you have any last words?”
Fortunately, the atmosphere became a little lighter towards the end. In response to the reaction that seemed to return to my usual Finden Eye, I smiled in response.
“quite.”
“hmm?”
“Your skills have improved.”
The skill of making tea, which used to be like pig urine, has improved a lot. They must have put in a lot of effort behind the scenes.
She doesn’t make tea for anyone else, just to be acknowledged by me.
“under.”
Finden Eye slowly sweeps her bangs with her hand. Am I getting emotional for some reason?
I tried to pretend I didn’t see it and slowly closed my eyes, letting my body naturally surrender to the rushing water.
That moment.
A soft but violent touch hit the corner of my mouth. I can feel the hot breath.
Before I knew it, Findeneye was right in front of me and was kissing me cautiously but also passionately.
The immature tongue movements were more like a predator greedily devouring its prey than a kiss.
Is it because of the drug?
I couldn’t say anything or react.
I had no choice but to look at her with her eyes closed, her body stiff.
I slowly closed my eyes and lost consciousness.
* * *
“Puh-ha.”
Findeneye stopped kissing, looking down at Deius Verdi, who was lying limp on the bed.
Then, without realizing it, I trace my lips with my fingers and taste them.
Although it was my first time.
It was a time when I could understand very well why lovers bite, suck, and f*ck each other.
“I should have tried it sooner.”
The lips of the man who drank the tea for her looked so sweet that Findeneye rushed at her without even realizing it.
When I think about it, I just kissed him after drinking tea with sleeping pills in it, so I thought he might also get the drug.
It was probably only a small amount, so FindenEye didn’t think it was a big problem.
I roughly laid Deius down on the bed, covered him with a blanket, and then looked at him blankly.
I don’t know how much time passed, but I realized that I was looking at him as if I was being sucked into something.
‘I have to go quickly.’
It felt like if I kept looking at him for no reason, I would just wait endlessly for him to wake up.
The moment when you try to move and hurry your steps.
Tuk.
A large bag hung at my feet.
The luggage that Deius had packed to leave tomorrow was still lying around, not properly organized.
It became even more disheveled after Finden Eye had just touched it, and there was a photo sticking out of the luggage he had packed.
“… … .”
Findeneye slowly lifted it without realizing it.
The background is the same as the photo you have, but the person is different.
I found myself standing in front of a wall with wings drawn on it, feeling a little awkward.
“You didn’t throw it away.”
Findeneye, who was staring at her own photo, just made it up. Then he tears it up and throws it out the window.
The finely cut pieces of the photo naturally flew away in the wind.
Now it was time for me to disappear like them.
“Just forget it. “That will make you feel more comfortable.”
Finden Eye is now ready to go.
As he takes a last look at the sleeping Deius, he feels his legs weighing heavily on him.
“Ha, that’s funny.”
It was funny.
Yeah, it was hard to express it other than saying it was funny.
“After the bitch who was the leader of the resistance group disappeared.”
I had no choice but to admit it.
The leash that Deius Verdi placed on herself as a maid was truly sweet.
It’s so sweet that I want to make Findeneye sit here without even realizing it.
But this was not the end of the path of the woman named Findenai.
There were too many things she was carrying for her to sit down and forget everything and live in happiness.
Giving up everything you were carrying.
“It wouldn’t be like me at all.”
It couldn’t be called Finden Eye.
“Wolves cannot be kept on a leash. “You took me away even though you knew that.”
Tap, tap, tap.
I barely take a heavy step forward. Every time I take a step outside, my heart aches more and the ax becomes heavier.
“I never thought there would come a day when I would want to give up the fight for freedom.”
Finally, after placing my hand on the doorknob.
Findeneye slowly raised his head.
Her white hair falls down and frames her distorted red eyes.
“f*ck.”
And as if lamenting.
“Better than freedom.”
He lets out a breath filled with tears.
“I never thought I would want something more.”
The heavy door closes and only silence surrounds the room.
The wolf that crossed the mountain range set out on a journey back to its hometown.
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