Admission is a waste of time (296)
Lesson 58. Spartoi – 1
I had a dream about the past.
A dream about a shallow beast whose insides are transparent and a foolish man who cannot control even one such beast as he wishes.
If only my personality were like this, if only this place were my hometown.
I would have banned both of them from having any time to act up or throw them into a tantrum, thrown them into the middle of monsters, and disciplined them until their rotten minds were fixed.
This was not her home, and the two were her colleagues, not her subordinates.
‘That beast seems to like to come out strong.’
Above all, both of them had talent.
The man not only possessed a natural talent for martial arts, but also showed signs of being an immature ruler.
The beast also had the potential to assist him if only its madness and nature could be cured.
‘Don’t pretend not to know when you already know. It means don’t compromise half-heartedly when dealing with beasts that don’t understand human language.’
I was confident that putting those two together would be a great help to each other and to the team.
Since we have good feelings for each other, it can’t be bad for anyone.
So I advised.
With an extremely light heart, even filled with cheerfulness.
‘Try to get along well with the beast.’
He even created an appropriate environment for the two to mingle and then turned his back on them.
So, the fact that the two quickly connected was because more than 50%, if not all, of the work was their own creation.
It was a satisfactory result, and as expected, the team made great strides after that, but… … .
How could she have known that she would develop such extraordinary feelings for that man?
I never thought I would regret my actions that day, the advice I gave him――.
“――Ugh.”
Dokgoyeon opened his eyes wide and sat up at the surging desire.
My whole body was covered in sweat, as if I was suffering from a nightmare.
My head felt dizzy and my stomach felt queasy.
Perhaps it was a reflection of my anxious mind, but even my bets were running wild inside me without any control.
It may be grandiose to call her a magician, but since the energy she held was energy, even if she accidentally showed even a little bit of death, the things around her would be greatly damaged.
‘Was it that frustrating?’
As the war was approaching, each planet proudly brought its own troops, and he was so upset that he couldn’t do the same.
I didn’t want to see them clinging to each other and acting cute, so I looked for a space of my own and closed my eyes for a moment, but I ended up dreaming of a past event that I didn’t even want to remember.
Dokgo Yeon was disillusioned with himself, but for now, he kept his mouth shut, closed his eyes, and focused on calming down his wild betting.
Death, an energy that only she can master and use across all dimensions, whose true form cannot be grasped by anyone except her father and the leader of the new religion.
Of course, it took a painful training that cannot be described in words to master this, and it required indirect experience with countless deaths. Since it is based on a unique enlightenment, it cannot be passed on to others, and even so, it has many limitations――and it is not yet perfect.
It was clearly a power of transcendence, and with the rank and years she had accumulated, there was no doubt that it was a lethal weapon that could inflict fatal wounds even on beings she could not dare approach.
‘No, if it’s Ban Yoo-won, maybe he’ll eventually make this his own. He might be able to handle it better than I am… … .’
When that happens, that will be the time when Ban Yu-won leaves the human world and ascends to the realm of the gods.
When that time comes, will he also be able to stay by his side?
It will definitely be like that.
He needs your help, he appreciates you, and… … .
When the thought reached that point, the bet finally calmed down.
It was the result of suppressing all the anxiety about the current urgent situation, the sadness about the irreversible past, etc. with hope for the future, and eliminating useless external factors and focusing only on Ban Yoo-won.
‘I’m not a woman in love for the first time, what is this?’
I was having nightmares because of a single man, my betting was going crazy, and I was fantasizing about a future with him to control it all.
It’s ridiculous.
I’m being swayed by emotions that I thought would never affect me in my life.
Dokgo Yeon, who had been unable to fully acknowledge her feelings for Ban Yu-won to the point of calling each other by their first names, could not deny that she had special feelings for him, even if they could not be wrapped up in the embarrassing word of love.
That’s why it’s even more unfair.
If the Shinkyo’s armed forces, the Dragon Slayer Corps she leads, had been together, they wouldn’t have been able to install the Dragon Tooth Soldiers, which aren’t real dragons―― No, that’s not it.
The feeling of injustice was about the nightmare I just had.
If I had known that Ban Yu-won would be this special to Dokgo Yeon, I wouldn’t have thoughtlessly paired him up with Ruchel.
“But it was the best we could do at the time, that’s for sure… … .”
best.
And that was the worst.
Because it was he who did it and no one else, Ban Yu-won couldn’t say anything even when he was with another woman.
In fact, just seeing him and another woman holding hands makes me boil inside.
If I see even a trace of you spending the night with a woman, my head feels like it’s going to explode all day long, and I get so angry that I want to rip that lovely face off.
Dokgo Yeon was surprised to find that she also had this very ordinary girl-like side.
No, but I dare say it’s the other women who are weird.
How can you so easily share your love with another woman when you can’t even share it with her?
I want to keep him tightly wrapped and hidden in a secluded place where no one can come and only see him, but how come everyone else is calmly deciding on the order in which they will spend the night with him…?
“Hey, I can’t forgive you.”
Only then did Dokgoyeon realize why he had been looking for a place to be alone and he got up from his seat.
The rivalry surrounding Ban Yu-won was reignited when Sloti, the cheap blonde water spirit, appeared and clung to Ban Yu-won.
All the women on this planet are screwed up and they are all going crazy, so I couldn’t stand it anymore and escaped on my own.
Now that I think about it calmly, now was not the time to act like it was someone else’s business.
The situation is so serious that he is just playing with women. He had to grab Ban Yu-won, who was still dazed and out of his mind, and hit him in the butt.
When the war is over, I can release you whenever I want, even myself―― No, no!
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‘Let’s stop pretending not to know. If you can’t observe yourself properly, you won’t be able to develop your martial arts skills.’
It’s not that the situation is serious that I’m trying to keep him away from other women, I’m just jealous.
It wasn’t because she was shallow that she thought of offering her body in exchange for suppressing him now, but because she simply wanted to be held by him.
Everything was clear and crisp.
Everything was perfect, except that Dokgo Yeon became so embarrassed that he couldn’t handle it in return for facing his feelings head on.
“Yeon, were you here?”
“Hiiiiiiiii!”
At that exact moment, Ban Yu-won suddenly discovered where he was and Dokgo Yeon let out an embarrassing voice that he didn’t want to recall ever again.
Dokgoyeon felt even more embarrassed as he watched Ban Yuwon look on with a slightly embarrassed look, convinced that he had just heard his own voice.
“Uh… … Yeon?”
“Wow, how did you know I was here?”
By the way, the place where Dokgoyeon is is inside the spaceship they rode in.
The reason Ban Yu-won came to her quickly was of course because this spaceship was like Lilith’s clone.
“Are you okay? … … Did you cry?”
“That can’t be, my body has long since transcended emotions, and is completely controlled by will and intention!”
Ban Yu-won couldn’t understand a single word she was saying, but he could tell perfectly well that she was extremely embarrassed.
Heegyagyaak, isn’t that a scream that I would never hear again even if I gave her a million dollars?
I didn’t know what she would do to me if I ever said those words.
“What happened then? Weren’t you wondering which of those balangs you’d like to spend the night with?”
Ban Yu-won was taken aback by Dokgo Yeon’s sudden appearance, but he quickly regained his composure and responded sharply. Seeing Dokgo Yeon’s appearance, he felt a sense of security and smiled involuntarily.
“There’s no way I could be so relaxed in this situation. Sloty was just a little excited to see me after such a long time. And the others just went along with it… … Um… … I’m sorry we’re lacking.”
Ban Yu-won, who had been trying to cover up the group after Sloti, finally apologized to Dokgo Yeon with an expression that showed he had put everything down.
Looking at that, Dokgo Yeon couldn’t help but let out a laugh.
Was it funny to see him change his attitude, or was it because he was relieved that I wasn’t messing with his lower body?
“If you cut it off on your own, that’s fine. That’s what I wanted you to be. Even if you’re going to manipulate women, I can’t tolerate you being manipulated by women without any sense of direction. Do you understand? Just keep doing that.”
“Okay, I’ll be careful in the future. Everyone has such strong personalities that I don’t know if they’ll just follow me around.”
“Well, that’s what they are. They tremble in fear of being hated by even one word from you.”
In fact, that was true for him too, but Dokgo Yeon had no doubt that he was not showing any such signs.
Dokgo Yeon, who was even more satisfied with the sight of her nodding obediently with a bitter smile, reached out and tapped the side of the bed she was sitting on.
“Come and sit down.”
“Huh? Oh, that’s right. The reason I came to see you was because I finished changing the magic circle, so now――.”
Dokgo Yeon said, tapping the seat next to him with a slightly rough hand.
“Come and sit down.”
“huh.”
Didn’t you just tell me not to let women control me?
What does this mean? Is it a hint that I am not a woman?
Ban Yu-won was bewildered, but his body, which had been accustomed to being her disciple for more than half a year, sat down next to her as if he was used to her instructions.
He would never forget what happened next.
Very carefully, stealthily, she rested her head on his shoulder.
Then he asked in a slightly smaller voice.
“Oh, by any chance… … so… … are you dissatisfied?”
“Oh, no, not at all.”
“I haven’t finished talking yet.”
I guess it wasn’t about leaning your head on it.
Ban Yu-won looked at her, paying attention to even the breath he exhaled.
She sighed and continued speaking.
“I’m talking about meddling with you too much… … . Whether you play around with girls or not, it’s not my place to say anything about that.”
“… …Can I tell you my honest thoughts?”
“Tell me.”
“Um… … Rather, should I say I’m happy? What should I say… … .”
Dokgo Yeon’s movements became firm.
Ban Yu-won slowly reached out and held her hand as if covering it from above, then continued speaking cautiously.
“So… … it means that you think of me as special. You and I… … so, it feels like we have a special relationship, so I don’t feel bad.”
“Is that so… … .”
Dokgo Yeon quickly turned his palm and grabbed Ban Yu-won’s hand, then closed his eyes tightly.
This was the limit.
I was having embarrassing thoughts when he caught me, and I didn’t know what to do, so I went crazy and ended up in this situation.
She was too courageous to say or do anything more.
Still, I didn’t regret it.
The words he said made me feel so happy and proud that I felt like my lips would burst open at any moment.
Actually, there’s more to be said here.
Even if you are dissatisfied, bear with it for now. When the war is over, I will personally… … .
I should have put in a finishing combo that leads to that.
“No, that’s impossible.”
“Okay, I get it. Don’t push yourself too hard.”
Ban Yu-won, who had met many people of the opposite s*x since he had met Dokgo Yeon, guessed how embarrassed she was and gave her a loving pat before pulling away slightly.
“Then let’s talk about work now.”
“Work talk?”
“huh.”
To help her get out of her shame quickly and break this strange atmosphere.
Ban Yu-won decided to tell her the main point he had come to see her about.
“Let’s go pick up Asha’s soldiers.”
